"Justin, I'm scared." You spoke shakily from beneath him as your hands rested on his upper arms.
"We've been trying for a few months now, it's gotta happen eventually, right? I'll do my best, baby." He kissed your forehead sweetly.
"But what if we can't? What if it doesn't happen for us?" Your voice began to crack as you imagined not being able to share the experience of parenthood with Justin.
"Hey. Hey, look at me," He pulled your chin up with his finger as he noticed tears starting to form in your eyes. "[Y/N], I wish I could give you a baby straight away, I wish it was that simple but it's not. We've just got to keep trying and trying, and I'm willing to try absolutely everything to make this happen for us." He pushed his lips down onto yours.
2 Days Later
Collapsing beside you, Justin breathed heavily as he relaxed.
"Fuck, I think we might've done it, babygirl." He breathed down your neck as he smiled up at you. "I have a feeling it's gonna happen." He pecked your neck sweetly.
"You think so?" You smiled weakly. "I hope so." You ran your hand up his arm soothingly.
"[Y/N], I see what this is doing to you and I can't stand it. I see how on edge you are and how you're overthinking." He huffed sadly. "I'm so sorry I haven't been able to give you a baby yet, I'm trying so so hard."
You hated seeing Justin blaming himself, you sighed deeply. "Justin, this isn't your fault. None of us are to blame. Maybe your guys are just slower swimmers than we might have hoped." You chuckled softly, Justin smiled at your attempt to lighten the mood. "I guess we've just got to wait and see."
"I just hate the anticipation. I'm sure if we accidently forgot a condom the first time we had sex, we'd already have a baby." He rolled his eyes and pouted. "But because we're trying for one it feels like it's impossible sometimes. I want to give you a baby." He looked up at you with sad eyes.
"Like you said, we've just got to keep trying, no matter how tiring it can be." You laughed as you felt your legs ache and your heart still beating rapidly.
"Tiring? I'm getting sex every other night every month, this is like a vacation for me." He chuckled as he pulled you into him, his arm making its way around your waist.
