Sitting on the sofa in the living room, I struggled as I tried to write a college paper that was due in a week. It's been hectic and stressful for a while but I knew I had to get this done but I couldn't think of anything to write about. Still not having any idea on how to write this paper. I sighed in aggravation feeling tired and hopeless.
Hearing light footsteps walking into the living room i saw the manly figure in my life. He looked at me and I couldn't help to see the amount of annoyance he had on his face, and it was painful to see, sometimes he's so stubborn to realize that this is my future, no matter how many times he'll say that the only thing we'll need is each other I can't let him think that.
We're both only twenty and as painful as it sound, i have to be realistic here. Its a very difficult situation to be in, but I am more than grateful to have Justin in my life.
Its not that i don't love him, its not that i don't want to be with him, because i do. I just don't want him to think that he could buy me with all the money he has. I want to be someone for myself. Someone that could maintain themselves correctly with what they own, and that's the only way I seem to figure it out,
I don't want his money. I only want him and his love, but as stubborn as he is he doesn't comprehend, so it bothers him.
As he walked around to look for something to eat in frustration. opening cabinets, and the refrigerator, nothing seemed to please him, he ran his hands through his hair giving up and looked at me.
"When are you going to stop working yourself so hard, its starting to get very annoying and aggravating to look at"
"Justin-",
"No, you work yourself too hard and it's painful to see okay, just stop worrying for once, this is not going to determine who you are in the future, you don't get it do you."
"And as if your money is going to determine who i am"
"its not about money"
"then what is it about Justin you tell me"
"It's the fact that you don't let me help you, why don't you just let me help you, why cant you trust me?"
He walked closer to me lowering his voice, and crouching down to my sitting figure on the sofa, inching towards me, grabbing my books and paper work to the side,
"Let me show you how much i love you baby girl, its been a while, i've missed you" he whispered against me.
"Justin i need to get this done," but he kept insisting, and not matter how much i knew that i had to get this done, i wanted the same thing as him, i wanted to feel loved.
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"Why can't you forget everything for just one second, just concentrate on you and me" she looked at him with defeat, looking at him with all the love she had. She wrapped her hands around his neck, caressing his figure.
"Justin, the things you do to me" she said, making him smile for a bit. He pecked he lips. One, twice, three times.
"I want to touch you, let me touch you" he looked at her with so much admiration, no matter how much anger he felt previously, this is the girl he loves, this is the girl he wants and no matter what nothing could get in the way, he looked her in the eyes and lowered his head down to her neck leaving soft wet kisses, trailing his hands down to her back pulling her closer,
And he didn't care what the others thought, as long as he had her by his side, that's all that mattered to him, and he knew all the things people said about them, about her, and he knew that she knew, he knew how awful and harsh some could be and he cared how she felt, he loved her way too much to let her go and let her struggle on her own. She wanted her by his side.
"Let me show you how much i love you."
And as of queue she said yes letting him lead her to the bedroom, and when they got there he stood in front of her, wrapping his hands around her waist pulling her closer to him, kissing her passionately, nearing closer to the bed. Justin laid her down softly getting on top of her but careful enough not to squish her
"I've missed you so much" Justin murmured against her lips,
Taking every piece of clothing off of her he admired the beauty in front of him, making sure that every part of her body was caressed and admired. He lead his hand to her sex and rubbed softly driving her crazy. Making her eyes roll in pleasure. "God Justin" she moaned. " I know baby, i know", he said while admiring her breast with his lips, her hands pushing him closer.
Her hands later on held on to his shoulder as he kept pleasuring her, "I've missed you too" she moaned, and Justin shushed her proceeding to make her feel all the love he had for her, "Don't worry about that, it's just me and you."
"Open your legs" and she did as he said, inching closer to her he took her all in, driving her crazy by the second making her want more, and that turned him on more than he already was.
"Justin" she moaned tugging on his hair bucking her hips up ward wanting more, pressing tight against him.
"Fuck, Justin i'm about to come"
she started shaking under him. Justin using one hand gripping her legs open and the other hand around her to hold her still., "No, No Justin that's to much, that's too much, oh my god Justin"
Moving his tongue closer to her core, he helped her towards her peak using his thumb to rub her clit, making her release right in front of him, he watched her as she arched her back moaning in coherent words, and gripping onto the sheets for her dear life.
As he looked at her he stood up, starting to unbuckle his pants, taking them off. When she noticed what was happening, she sat up pulling him closer to her, "You know you don't have to" She knelt down in front of him grabbing him "But i want to" and she took him, Justin astonished by what she was doing, he pushed her hair to the side, watching what he was doing to him in awe.
"Baby" he moaned pushing her head deeper so she could take all his length, "Damn baby right there, don't stop, fuck" she kept going, sucking till he released, and when he did, she swallowed.
"Gosh, the things i'm going to do to you right this second" he helped her stand up putting her right back in position on the bed so he could do what he desired. Hovering over her, he entered her making her gasp, and she hold on to his shoulder as he rocked against her going deeper by every thrust. They both moaned in sync "Justin faster, go faster, fuck Justin" and he thrust faster hearing the rhythm of their bodies, the bed creaking and the headboard banging against the wall as they were making love, "Gosh you feel so good baby girl, you're fucking tight", moans kept filling the room, and so it got to the point where both tried to moan but nothing came out.
"I'm so near Justin, i'm so near" and he kept going, till she reached her peak.
