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"I loved you too, but you didn't know"
I met this woman when we were in middle school. I know she had a crush on me. Hindi nya man direktang sinabi sakin pero yun ang naririnig ko sa mga kaibigan nya. One time, I looked at her. Pinagmasdan ko ang bawat galaw nya. I just noticed hindi sya yung typical na babaeng gugustuhin mo agad. Maingay sya, magalaw, at sobrang lakas ng boses. But one thing that can really describe her is that she has a big heart. Days passed hanggang sa inaasar-asar na sya sakin ng mga kaibigan ko dahil sobrang effort nyang magisip ng way para makausap o makalapit sakin. Sa una, I admit I don't really like her kasi may gusto ako nong iba. Years passed at magkaklase pa din kami, don ko nakita ang totoong sya. Even though she was always wearing her smile, nakita ko kung pano sya umiyak. I saw how she was hurt because of me. I hurt her. I ignored her after those years na sobrang effort nya. Until one morning, I woke up. I realized something, I love that woman. I love everything about her. Nung pumasok ako sa room and I saw her, I admit sobrang kinabahan ako pero hindi ko yun pinahalata lalo na nung ngumiti sya. I told myself, "FUDGE, BAT NGAYON KO LANG TO NARAMDAMAN?" hanggang sa sumapit ang Feb. 14, Valentines day. I brought a one box of chocolate pero ganun na lamang ang gulat ko when someone gave her a box of chocolate too. Yun yung nababalitaan kong may gusto sa kanya. I looked at them I saw her awkward smile to that man. Ayaw ko na sanang ibigay but then binigay ko pa din without any words. she called me but like what I did before, I ignored her. Again. Hanggang sa kinausap nya ako, she confessed her feelings for me even though sobrang halata and I realized something again, ilang araw na lang maghihiwalay na kami. MagSHS na kami and napakalaki ng tendency na magkaiba kami ng school so I ignored her again. I even ignored her confession sakin. Sobrang sakit nun para sakin lalo na nung pinagtabuyan ko sya. Yes. I pushed her away. Kasi mas lalo lang akong masasaktan kapag sinabi kong gusto ko na din sya. Hanggang sa sumapit ang graduation namin. I didn't even look at her. I didn't even talk to her. I didn't even have a chance to say everything I wanted to. I didn't even have a chance to feel her. I didn't even have a chance to say goodbge to het. Kasi ang nasa isip ko lang nun, SHE DESERVES A BETTER MAN AND IT'S NOT ME. HINDI NYA DESERVE YUNG TAONG PINARAMDAMAN SA KANYA NA WORTHLESS AND HINDI SYA DESERVING.
And now seeing her happy with someone else really breaks my heart. I wish it was my hands holding yours, I wish I was that man making you happy now.
Ps. I used my DA kasi sobra akong nahihiya sa ginawa ko.
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