Kwentong Kolehiyo

FriendShip

I miss you.

I don’t know why..
or that I have the right to be...
I know I’m just your friend.
But for me, it’s more than that.
For me, you are something.
Something that is part of me.
Part of my day to day life,
A part that I don’t wanna ever loose...
Nor missed.
I never felt like this before, 
The days without you is killing me.
And sometimes even you’re there,
beside me...
it’s killing me as well.
Because there are words I want to say.
Words that a friend may never say.
Words that might destroy all...
Words that may be the cause,
The cause of loosing you.
But those words may also be the way.
The way for you and me to be together.
To be together in a different way...
In a different aspect and perspective.
But I don’t want to take that risk.
Because I’m afraid.
Afraid of what will happen next.
The questionable future....
The big doubt of uncertainty...
So I decided to stay quiet.
Quiet as a sleeping child.
Even though inside of me is bursting...
Anguish from sorrow.
From loneliness.
I want to say “I love you”.
I really do.
But there is a barrier that hinders me
A Berlin Wall if I may...
That divides this feeling apart.
I hope someday that you and I can be.
And that this friendship...
Will able to cross,
The tides of questionable feeling.
To the shore of happiness.

Concisus La Corde 
2011 
Faculty of Engineering