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I'm His "The One That Got Away"

"I could have given the world to him but he chose to walk away. Our relationship was LDR. I know its not easy but I know it will be worth it. I gave him all my attention. I always check on him. I always pray for him. I always wait for holidays to come just to be with him but then IM STILL NOT ENOUGH. All my sacrifices came to nothing. He chose the easier way. He chose a girl whose beside him. He left me with a word ""IM CONFUSED"" then the week after, you have already a new girlfriend. 2 years and 9 months Man! You just threw it all away! You broke up with me because you said you can't balance your studies and lovelife so I Let you go. That was November 30 2014. I continue with my life. You continue yours. All of them said, ""Sayang, ang saya saya niyo pa man din e"". Legal kami on both sides. Oo, pinaglaban ko siya sa parents ko because 1st year HS nung naging kami. Sinubukan ko naman ng kalimutan ka nung nagbreak tayo e. Pero bat nung medyo okay na Ako tsaka ka bumalik? I had a crush on school that time and he also said na crush Niya Ako, na liligawan Niya ko. But, I still chose my EX. My ex for 2yrs and 9months. I chose him with no doubts. Pero hindi agad Ako nakipagbalikan. Parang back to start, gusto ko ligawan Niya Muna Ako. Then Ligaw, Suyo, Selos comes. Kami na Hindi kami ang label namin. Feb 18, he came back. But April 19, he walk away AGAIN AND AGAIN! And the reason? He's confused. Then he realized na Namiss Niya lang daw Ako kaya Niya ko binalikan.. At Hindi daw porket namimiss mo e babalikan mo. Kaya yun. He walked away. And I'm numb. Hindi ko na kinayang pilitin siyang magstay. Ilang beses na bang ganito? Na Ikaw yung lumalayo? And after one week, may GF ka na agad? Tapos sasabihin mong unexpected? Of course not!! It will always be a choice. Then nung dumating ka sa province natin, pinasabi mo sa isang tao na Sana pag uwi ko dyan, sabay tayong pumunta ng Alma Matter natin for Closure. F*ck Closure!! Ako pa nagmukhang masama, Hindi ba Ikaw ang nakamove on na? Ikaw na yung may Gf dyan? Then what's Closure for? Baliktad naman ata, Hindi ba dapat Ako yung humihingi ng closure kasi Ako naiwanan. Tell me, why you still need the closure when we both know you're happy with your new relationship? And if you think I'm dumb enough to give you that, no! Sometimes, not having closure is the closure itself. Please naman! Don't underestimate me Man. I know ive been so in love with you but I realized that its too much. Now, I'm entering UST in August. They say my course is not as easy as everyone knows. But its a good pre-med course. This will be a good diversion for me. And its a new start for me. No any things! Just Me, My goal and UST. I know I can make it without you. You will see me happier without you. Thank you for breaking me, for giving me the chance to prove to myself that I can make it, for comparing me to your new girl because I more motivated to study hard. With UST, I can be the new me. Thomasian spirit! 💕 I choose to be happy with UST. Enough is enough! Maybe now, you don't know my worth but someday with the things I've committed, you will be able to tell yourself, I'm the one that got away.