Kwentong Kolehiyo

You'll Always Have a Soft Spot Here

Hi everyone! Thank you for reading in advance.

So our love story is not that different from any love stories out there. To be honest it's just a plain and usual kind of love story, but there's one thing I'm so proud of na nag karoon sa relationship namin, it's called "future"
So my ex and I have been exchanging chats lately, simple hi and hellos lang naman and of course di mawawala ang "kamusta ka na?" Hindi naman siya landian actually pero there's just something that lit up the moment we exchanged chats. Biglaang may onting sakit at onting saya (oh alam ko ganyan din kayo sa mga ex niyo) syempre we had a great time catching up with each other until the night really sunk into a deep black darkness, and kasabay nun ang paglalim ng conversation namin. Ako kasi yung tipo ng tao na habang lumalalim ang gabi nagiging deep rin mga sinasabi ko. I won't consider it as flirting because it really isn't.

Nabaling topic namin about sa problem niya. I said "I'm here for you" she texted me back with "alam ko, ikaw kasi iniwan mo ako eh. Sana kaugali mo nalang si present kaso hindi eh" ( so alam niyo na na may boyfriend siya ) code name natin kay ex "nostalgic girl" yun kasi tawag ko sakanya, tawag niya sakin "college boy"

CB: bumalik naman ako eh(nagbibiro ako para di korni)
NG: bumalik ka nung di na ako pwede (nagbibiro din siya)
*to cut the story short syempre nag kaaminan kami na miss na namin ang isat isa but not the kind of miss na sobrang affectionate)
I said to her na "wait a time with patience. We both don't know what the future holds. We've got the what ifs, maybes and a whole lot of possibilities. Maybe not this time but maybe soon. I'm not saying that we will be together in the mere future, but we're both unsure. Right now we only got the future to hold on to"

*we ended our conversation with "tama na, ang sakit na eh, nag fa-flash back lahat. Tipong ang sarap balikan pero ang sakit isipin"

NG: goodnight my college boy 😊 maybe someday 😁 goodnight, bes
CB: goodnight my nostalgic girl. I won't say I love you but eto lang, I have the deepest regards for you. Goodnight uli 😊

*I ended up laying in bed smiling like an Idiot who just got a price for being stupid*

Eto yung 'di ko nasabi sayo kasi nga na blanko na ako that time. "We may go unto different directions now but maybe one day destiny would once again partake a role in our lives. That maybe the future would stumble upon us and let our parallel paths cross once again. 'Future' - I just hope that whatever may occur upon us soon, it would be the word "us" once again. Sabi nga sa TFIOS, there is an infinite set of Numbers between 1 to 2, like .1 .12 .112. And there's a whole lot of infinite numbers between 1 to million, that some infinities are bigger than other infinities. But in our case we only had the smaller amount of it, but I'm still thankful for it. Thank you for giving me forever in a short period of time.

College Boy
2015
College of Education