Kwentong Kolehiyo

Walang Ending

Working na sya . Ako, 1st year college pa lang.
Paano kami nag meet? 
Through my sister. Working na rin kasi ang ate ko. Siya nag papaaral saakin. Matagalna kasing patay yung parents namin  
Then one day, Nag aya si ate ko na gumimik. Since legal age na rin naman ako nun.
Birthday daw ng kasamahan niya, pinapasama daw ako. Since wala din naman akong gagawin nun, sumama ako. Then that was the night I met him. Officemate sya ng sister ko. Sobrang gentleman nya and sobrang bait. 
Then fast forward, niligawan mo ko for 7 months then naging tayo. Nung una, Binalaan ako ni ate sayo. Kasi nga, ilang years din ang gap namin, 5 years. 17 ako, 22 na sya. 
Maganda naman yung family background nya. He graduated from a well known school. He has a good job. Tanggap naman ako ng family nya. I don't know the reason why my sister hates him. But hindi namin pinansin yung ate ko. We love each other so much that we don't care about what they say. 

Sobrang strong ng relationship namin. Umabot ng 2 years. Graduating na ako nun  Sobrang saya ko non. Kasi nag work yung relationship namin. We seldomly fight and argue. We know how to manage time and we inspire each other to work hard for our future. And finally, Boto na rin si ate ko sayo  It was the night of my graduation when something happened to us. *I know alam nyo na yun* 

After 3 and a half month. I found out that I was pregnant.. Sinabi ko sakanya na pregnant ako. We were both very very happy. Kasi I know na matagal mo nang gusto maging daddy  And i'm ready to be a mom that time, since graduate na ako. Kaya nya naman kaming buhayin since maganda naman ang job nya and ang family background nya. Sobrang excited tayo sa bagong chapter ng life naten 

The following month, Tumawag saakin yung auntie ko from US. And she said na naayos na yung petition ko going to US. Gumuho yung mundo ko. Because I know that the right thing to do was to leave yet I can't. Kasi andito na yung buhay ko. At the same time, I love him so much. Pero, Eto yung makakabuti para satin pareho. Kasi feeling ko, pabigat na ako sayo .

Umalis ako. Secretly. 
Then ng makarating ako sa US. My sister called and she said na nagwawala ka daw sa tapat ng bahay namin. Then I received a text from you saying: 
"Mahal, Saan ba ako nagkulang? " 
I was crying non stop. Weeks passed. Iyak parin ako ng iyak. Pero wala akong magagawa eh. I chose this.

2 years na ang nakalipas.. 
Turning 2 na ang baby girl namin  Yet, hindi nya pa nakikilala ang daddy nya. 
We decided to visit Manila and celebrate Christmas there.
Kinamusta kita sa ate ko ,Then I found out na you're starting to make your name in the business world. Sobrang proud ako sayo. 

Right now, I'm currently on my way to our dinner. Yes. He invited me for a dinner.
I'm fucking nervous.

NervousAsFck
2007
Faculty of Pharmacy