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Toni Gonzaga pero walang Paul Soriano

Para sa mga Toni Gonzaga pero walang Paul Soriano

I thought moving on was easy.
I thought forgetting you was easy.
I thought finding another one was easy. And I never thought that doing all these things were not easy.
Its been a year, the thousand of questions on my mind are still longing for answers but my heart only has one question that is not ready for your answer.
I still have unlimited what ifs.

Our story is like riding a ferris wheel. It takes time before we can ride the ferris wheel. We have to wait of our turn. Sometimes I got bored and you got bored while waiting for our turn. We don't talk. We were just waiting for our turn. And then we are almost there, we are both excited. I'm so excited but when I stepped on and find the perfect seat for us you're gone.
I have to take the ride alone. I was there up in the sky and saw you walking away from me.
You left me hanging. No words, no good byes.

May mga babae talagang matagal magmahal, mas mabuti na yun kaysa naman biktima ng kasabihang ""love at first sight""

Akala ko kaya mong magpaka Paul Soriano kaya nagpaka Toni Gonzaga ako.

I was like KZ Tandingan when you first came into my life. I was so confused, MAHAL KO O MAHAL AKO? I was not ready to love again, I am not ready to give you a chance kasi alam ko may laman pa eh, no vacancy, still occupied. Mas okay na yun kaysa maging rebound ka, mas okay na yun kaysa sa pareho tayo na di masaya.
And then you got me, naging Marian Rivera ako, I have unlimited what ifs. I have doubts if our relationship will work or not, if our relationship will last or panandalian lamang but you proved me wrong kasi nagpaka Dingdong Dantes ka, you showed a lot of effort.
In short, ""mahal na kita takot lang talaga ako""

Days, weeks, months. You started to move inside in my heart, pinalayas mo na yung border na hindi marunong magbayad ng renta. Hindi na nga nagbabayad, nagastos pa yung one month deposit, kinuha pa yung one month advance.
I welcome you, welcome you with feelings but still - NO STRING attached.

We talked all day and night. We did facebook chat. We followed each other on IG & twitter. We keep no secrets, we are husband and wife on social media.

You define the word love as noun and not as a verb. Kumbaga isang malaking drawing ang mga pangarap natin.
Para tayong mga kabataan na nasa loob ng bahay ni Kuya. Puro landi.
Para tayong pulitiko ang daming pangako na puro napapako. hanggang salita lang.

Inhale. Exhale. I am patiently waiting for your move. Hindi ako bumitaw. Hindi lang nagparamdam pero hindi ako bumitaw. Our love was registered to 8888, unlimited sa una. Naeexpire din pala.

You texted me. You ask for my time. I was not able to respond to your call. Hindi ko talaga sinasadya.
Then After a few months. Tadaaa. You are now celebrating your first monthsary with another girl.

Kalmado. Pinipilit intindihin. Nahuli lang ako ng reply. Nagbago na ang lahat. Nahuli lang ng pagsagot, nawala na ang lahat.

chinita
2015
Science