Kwentong Kolehiyo

Bestfriend to Lifetime Lovers

I have a boyfriend 10 months na kami He is a playboy sabay sabay ang girlfriends, he loves sex, a user.

Admitted kami pareho na marami kaming di napagkakasunduan sa lahat halos ng aspeto. We are exact opposite shy ako outgoing sya, happy go lucky sya, hardworking naman ako, living wild and free sya, study till i get the highest score naman ang peg ko. You know we are totally from different worlds. Nakailang beses narin kami MUNTIK MUNTIKAN magbreak, were both mapride, sensitive and self centered.

At first I thought wala ng patutunguhan na parang gulong lang yung relationship namin minsan up madalas down. There comes a time that I almost gave up grabe lang talaga hndi ko makayanan feeling ko sobrang nadeprive ako, feeling ko biglang nagbago yung way of life ko, feeling ko hindi na ako yung dating ako. 3 months kami nun I told him that I dont love him anymore, ineexpect ko magagalit sya susumbatan nya ko mumurahin nya ko dahil inubos ko pera nya, napakilala na nya ko sa buong clan nya and he even propose to me (Yeah at this early age may plano na syang pakasalan ako), at sakin lang sya nagbago (YES simula nung naging kami he dont like sex anymore at ako na lang ang babae sa buhay nya) Pero hindi he just cried and hug me tight while uttering the words I LOVE YOU repeteadly. Shit that feeling na nababasa na yung damit mo dahil sa tulo ng luha nya and that warm hug na feel na feel mong ayaw ka nyang pakawalan.

I look at his face and say Im sorry in the most sincere way.
I realize how stupid I am for just thinking myself. He is the best thing that happened to me, di ko man lang naappreciate ang efforts nya ang magbago para sakin, diko man lang naisip na eto ako virgin pa samantalang sex addict dati ang boyfriend ko, diko man lang naisip na ngayon halos maubos na ang pera nya dahil lahat bnbgay nya sakin samantalang dati di sya gumagastos ng kahit ano sa mga nagiging girlfriend nya, diko man lang naisip lahat yun how stupid I am samantalang ang gusto nya lang naman at hnhingi nya ay ang time, appreciation, love at mga bagay na para din naman sakin.

Luckily it is never too late he is still mine now at naayos na namin yun issues namin, were happy now may mga problema parin pero hndi lumilipas ang isang araw na di kami mgkabati. I love him so much masyado pang maaga para sabihin kung kami nga ba talaga ang para sa isat isa pero I promise him that we will enjoy each and everyday as lovers.

Ms. Leila 
2011 
Faculty of Arts and Letters