If it's meant to be

Chapter 222

Justine's POV
The medication doesn't make me feel better at all. I cry everyday regardless whether i take it or not. I still have mad feelings for Darnell and i just don't understand why they wont go away. I hate him so much for what happened. Like he really did lead me on. I hate him but i love him. Him and Lisa have been sending me pictures of them saying 'wish this was you' etc.
my phoned pinged. It was from Darnell. My heart started to beat faster and my stomach got all tingly. I opened the chat to see a picture of Lisa on his lap.

Him: wish this was you? =))
Me: why do you keep doing this?
Him: idk. To make you jealous really.
Me: well its working. Happy?
Him: very =))
Me: well im happy for you, now please can you leave me alone?
Him: happy?
I ignored him and went to take my medication. I took a deep breath and went back to my phone.

Him: why you ignoring me now?
Me: went to take my medication.
Him: what for?
Me: why do you care?
Him: jw innit
Me: i have pills for depression, stress, anxiety, sleeping pills and something that will make me eat
Him: why do you need sleeping pills?
Me: because i don't sleep.
Him: why do you need pills to make you eat?
Me: coz i don't eat.
Him: whats the longes you've gone without eating?
Me: a week and a bit.
Him: wtf?! Why?
Me: werent hungry.
Him: you okay?
Me: do you actually care?
Him: Justine i have feelings for you...
Me: don't believe you
Him: this whole thing was Lisa's idea. she told me shes sick and tired of watching you get what you want and she wanted to take something from you and she chose me. I never knew how much you liked me until it all happened. I havent been the one sending you the pictures, its Lisa. I don't even like her the way she thinks i do

I burst into tears. My "bestfriend" done that to me?

Me: but you kissed her?
Him: she kissed me* i didnt kiss her back. I called you back when you walked off. I knew it would hurt you but not this much. Im so sorry ❤️x
Me: ❤️x
Him: i hope we can sought this out x
Me: me too x

I felt better now i know the actual story but i was upset that my bestfriend did that. Like my day one. Ive liked Darnell for how many months now ? Lisa always has about 10 boys chasing after her. Why does she have to take the ONE i want?
I sat on the floor leaning against my bed. I put my head in my hands. Why did this have to happen to me?