Jays POV
Im so hungry. How can my life go from eating a 5 star meal to eating out if a bin in a park. Ive come to realise i wasnt the best husband. Definitely not the best father. Tears came to my eyes when i thought about everything ive done to Janelle. I slapped her, i kicked her, i punched her, i swore at her, i shouted at her. For no reason. I raped her. More than once. And she couldn't do anything because i threatened her. I raped Janelle since she was about 10 or 11 till she was about 16. I let my daughter go through that pain. What was going through my mind? Im such a idiot. I kicked the bin over. I raped my own daughter. How could i? This will live with me forever. The fact that i forced myself upon my daughter and there is nothing she could do about it. She had no one to speak to. She wasn't allowed people over her house because i wouldn't be able to rape her and her mum had no idea. Im suprised she could be so happy now with all ive done to her and ik she will never forget. No wonder why she hates me. How can i be such a prick?
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If it's meant to be
Teen FictionPart 1 (chapter 1-172) Janelle is in love with Jerome but theyre only doing a ting. Will it become more than that and will people get in the way? Will the way Janelle feels about herself create a big problem in her life? Part 2 Jayden's inlove but...
