The Playlist (imagine book)

What i see .

Damian Creekman .

i stared at my engagement ring that supported my ring finger as tears poured down my face . i had a choice to make and i had to make it fast .

the moment he shows up , that decision will completely change . looking around our room i grab a bag to pack a couple pairs of clothes .

maybe we just needed a break or maybe we were way in over our heads . maybe we needed to wait and see if this is what we really truly wanted .

quickly grabbing my things i set my ring on his side of the bed . i don't know what it was but the tears i had pouring out my eyes now were no match to ever before .

it seemed as if my heart was physically breaking as i walked out of the home we picked and decorated together . all the memories it held that i'd surely be taking with me . all the moments of love and affection , even the petty arguments . they'd be memories id wish i could still make .

i had left . with no destination . just partial guilt and hurt .

if you would have asked me where i'd be right now a year ago , the answer probably would've been laying in bed waiting for Damian to come home .

But the only difference now is i wasn't home .
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It had been a couple days , and i had been staying at a hotel . i had been ignoring and avoiding Damian at all costs but i knew we had to talk sooner or later considering most of my things were still there .

as i sat on the hotel bed i looked at my phone as it rang for the hundredth time this morning .

"hello" i said quietly finally answering it . "where the fuck have you been ?" his voice gritted through the phone . "i didn't answer to argue with you Damian ." i sighed standing up to pace around the room .

"And i didn't expect to come home to my fiancé gone and her ring laying in our bed ." he argued back . "weren't you the one that said maybe all this was a mistake ?" i said raising my voice .

"I suggest you come home ." he said ignoring my question . "or what Damian ?" i said defensively . "because if i have to find you , you won't like what happens next ." he gritted hanging up .

rolling my eyes , i pack my bag checking out of the hotel room i rented out . Knowing Damian i knew he wasn't just talking . Damian meant business , and i knew better than to disobey him .

as i drove home my mind began to race about how this situation could go . i took my time taking the long way home as i nervously wished i had just waited for him to come back home after our argument .

pulling into the driveway i see Damian sitting on top of the steps . The look in his eyes told me how pissed and angry he was . But the way he stayed put had me wishing i stayed at the hotel .

"Damian" i whispered once i was standing in front of him , shaking his head he stands up , "go inside ." he said arching me intently .

Just as i made it deeper into our home he pushed my body against the wall indulging me into a heated , and needy kiss . "why'd you leave me baby ." he said looking me in my eyes , i knew the moment i was close to him i'd give in .

"because maybe this is a mistake" i said starting to agree with him . "A mistake ? No baby the only mistake i made is making you feel or believe that we aren't meant for each other ." he shook his head holding onto the sides of my face .

"But-" "BUT NOTHING . I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH FOR THIS TO END US . I HAVENT SLEPT SINCE YOU LEFT . I HAVENT EATEN . I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DO ANYTHING WITHOUT YOU ." he said raising his voice so i heard him and knew he meant every word .

"come on" he said pulling me towards our room making me stand in front of the huge body length mirror we had installed on the wall .

"Strip" he said demandingly . "what?" i said confused as we stared at each other through the mirror . "strip" he repeated himself .

Slowly but surely i did as told until all i sported were my matching laced panty and bra set . "those too mama ." he said crossing him arms behind me watching me closely .

Once i was naked as the day i was born he got closer to me until i felt him against my behind . "What do you see ?" he asked , "i don't know ." i whispered trying to cover up parts of my body i was slightly insecure about .

"Well let me tell you what i see" he started as he grabbed my hands in his , "I see a beautiful , strong , and caring women . I also see a women who hasn't experienced love like she is now , I also see a women who's scared to be hurt . But i also see a women who is the most intriguing , eye catching , and genuine person i'd ever met . Baby , everything about you drives me absolutely crazy . Why would i ever see you as a mistake ?" he said as his hands felt on different parts of my body as i watched him intently .

"What are you saying ?" i said turning around wrapping my arms around his neck as his hands rested on my behind . "Don't ever think you're a mistake . you're the biggest blessing i've never had the chance to have ." he said leaning down to kiss me as he lifted my body up bringing us over to our bed sitting down with me on his lap .

"I gotta teach you a lesson" he said as his kisses moved to my neck and center of my breast , "fuckk" i whined , "teach me a lesson then daddy" i said as his hands pushed me against his center .

"i don't think you'll be able to handle it ." he whispered as he took his sweats off before lining himself up with my entrance .

"sit on it for daddy baby ." he said leaning back on the bed watching me . slowly grabbing him i sink down on him gasping at his size . As many times as we've done this it always felt like the first time .

"fuck you're so tight and wet for me baby ." he groaned smacking my ass as we became whole .

"it's too big" i whined as i tried moving up and down on him using his chest for balance .

"take it baby . i know you can ." he encouraged me as his hands held my sides as he met my movements . "ouuu fuck . daddy you feel so good ." i moaned holding my breasts as i continued bouncing on him slamming down hard every time .

"FUCK" he groaned as i clenched around him. "do it again baby ." he gritted sitting up and holding me close to him as he fucked me from underneath .

"i'm so fucking close daddy ." i whined as my body began to shake and clench around him uncontrollably .

"Cum for me then baby ." he grunted pulling my hair giving him access to my neck and chest .

"fuckkk" i cried as he rubbed on my clit making me shake violently as our orgasms hit at the same time . "NOW" he grunted slamming me down on him .

"i love you mama" he chuckled lightly kissing my shoulder and neck as i fell limp against him . "i love you too" i said breathlessly .