Lucifer

-Secret-

I walked out into the room to see that he wasn't there. Instead the door was closed and the lock was turned. So no one could come in the room. There was a small bag on the bed and a bag with an outfit in it. The shoes I had on matched the dress. There was a hat and a bag beside it. I walked back into the bathroom and closed the door. I got into the shower and wet the washcloth. I add the soap to the rag making it sud up. I scrub my body with the rag and I don't say a word. I do that all over my body for a whole 4 minutes. I just sort of allow the water to run over me and speak to my soul. It was relaxing. The soap ran off of my skin. I got out of the shower and I dry my skin. I pour the oils onto my palm and rub it to heather. Then I slather it all over my body.
I cover my whole body with the oil massaging it into my skin to make sure it is moisturized. I spray on perfume and then put the undergarments on. I had to put on a biker shorts. The dress was long white and it was sort of see trough. I didn't say a word I just sort of slipped it on and sprayed on more perfume. I put my heels on alongside the hat. I looked cute. I grabbed my bag and walked to the door opening it.
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I walk into the dining room only to see Lilith sitting in my seat. I don't let it bother me. Instead I scan the table to see if I could find an empty spot. I find one right beside a very handsome guy and a woman I honestly don't care about knowing. He smiled at me, making me heat up. I smile back. Knowing that Lucifer is watching me. I turn my attention to the glass of wine in front of me. I picked it up and began to chug it down. He couldn't do anything about it.

Mainly because he wouldn't want to cause a scene when all the attention is supposed to be on the lovely couple.  I pick up the bottle pouring more of the red poison. I gulped the second cup down. I knew that if I were to go in for another cup, I'd be pushing it. I shrugged. I picked the bottle, only to feel a hand stop me.

I looked up to see Xander. He took the bottle out of my hand and grabbed my wrist with his empty hand. I stood up and followed him out of the room. He lead me down the hall and to a small wooden door. He punched in a code and lead me into the small room. It was an office.

"Can I have the bottle?" I asked. "No." He said taking a drink. I rolled my eyes. "What is your problem Xander? You've been acting so damn butt hurt ever since you got to this part of town. You found your mate." I said. I walked over to the the small mini fridge. There was a bottle of whiskey inside. "You should be happy." I said. I took it out and opened it. I took four huge chugs before he could get it out of my grasp. I smiled.
"Autumn we both know that you're my mate." He said. I avoided eye contact. "I'm Lucifer's mate. I am his. I'm not your mate." I said. "I never marked you Autumn. Before that you felt a strong pull to me. A lot more magnetic than what you feel towards him now. You know that when you met him you didn't feel the same emotions you feel for me with him. You know that he shapeshifted into me and basically filled your bloodstream with his venom. Then he got into you head and started playing these mind games with you. Which lead you out of my watch and into his little chess game." He said. I shook my head no. "He can call me with just his energy." I said. "If I had the opportunity to fill your blood stream with my venom and my blood for more than a month. You will be able to feel me call you. I'd be able to locate you anywhere in the world. Your cells conforms to mine. I become apart of you. But I'm in control. It's all just a trick to get you all to himself. He knows you're mine. He even denies feeling anything towards you." He said taking another chug.

"What do you want Xander?" I asked. "You." He said. I felt my stomach turn. I couldn't tell if this was the alcohol finally kicking in or if it was actually happening. I was finally admitting to my subconscious that I might be in a fucking rabbit hole. Watching myself tumble through an imaginary world I made up. I closed my eyes breathing in and out.
I couldn't help but think about the fact that it is true that the venom can truly gain control of a human's mind and emotions. It makes the cells in that person in synch with the person who marked them. "You can't mark me." I said to him. He walked up to me. "I'm not going to allow it." I said. He came even closer. He placed the bottle on the table next to us. He took my face in his hand. Pulling my body against his gently. He wasn't using force. "I'm not going to sleep with you." I said. He leaned in for a kiss.
I could feel the strong emotions arise like it was from before takeover my stomach. Usually the opposite sex would be repulsed at the thought of sleeping with a woman who's been claimed. But Xander is a different breed. Hell he's a fucking incubus. He kissed me deeply starting a slow rhythm between us. I could tell he wanted to do more. His kiss was getting aggressive. "I am not your mate Xander." I said between breaths. "He stopped and looked me dead in the eye. His eyes were glowing indigo. When Bael and Rose met I saw that same glow in their eyes.
I stepped back, trying to convince myself that I've really lost it this time. I knew that someway somehow he might be right. He could of easily planted that seed in my mind. I run to the door, opening it.

I walk out of the small room and run down the hall. I didn't have time for this nonsense anymore. For some reason I could tell Xander was right. But at the same time these men are sexual beings who feed off of sexual energy. This could all be a dumb ploy. I'm a little rat and they are the cats fighting over the toy. My energy is like catnip. It seems to make them go crazy. I pull the elixir from my purse. Unscrewing the cap and consuming it in one gulp.
The alcohol was officially working. The majority of my emotions were getting numb. I could feel myself get a bit less tense. I continued walking to the dining room. I was here for a dinner,but somehow at the same time I am missing it. A hand grabbed my arm from behind. I turned around to see Lilith. She has coy smile on her face.
By that look I got the hint that she knew something I didn't know. Not only that it's most likely something that she knows will make me mad. "What do you want?" I asked. She placed her hand against her chest. Pretending to be surprised. "I just wanted to let you know that Lucifer isn't who you think he is." She said.
I rolled my eyes in pure frustration. "Why can't anyone just get to the fucking point?" I asked. She smiled moving closer to me. She entangled her finger around one of my Locs. She knew exactly how to get on my very last nerves. I sighed in frustration. "You're wasting my time Lilith." I said. "As you know Lucifer is a man I've known for more than some time now. Way longer than your little seasonal affair. We have a child tog." She stopped. "That child of yours came from Ian's seed." I said cutting her off.
"Like I was saying. You may think that because he's pumping that blood bag of yours with his venom and having sex with you, he loves you and wants to be with you forever. You're not his first little project love. I've seen many fragile humans like you come and go. Some ending with a tragic death and others with mental tragedies. You seem like a cute kid. I just want to let you know that though I want him all to myself. He is not the person you think he is. Ultimately I know where I stand with him. I know what power I have over him. Therefore he is at my every command. Of course when it comes to you, I'm waiting things out. You're his little kitten and he's managed to keep you safe and away from danger. He isn't hurting me. He's hurting you by holding this secret from you." She said.
"What secret?" I asked. For some reason she seemed very hesitant. I rolled my eyes and turned around to walk away.
"He was Fire. He shape-shifted into Fire to observe you. That's why it was so easy for him to mess with you and get into your head." She said before I could even take two steps.