December 31, 2009 (figured the title also works with the date..)
3:28am-3:52am
[the caps are the words that should be on the left side, and the rest is aligned more towards the center. i couldnt figure out how to upload it like that, though. so just be sure to read those separately, too.]
The bottle's in your hand
And can't escape
You won't let it.
YOUR HAND Turns white
From its fear of losing its best friend.
Life as you knew it
IS GONE. Change has taken over
And made your life a living Hell.
But you didn't know it was coming.
You were living happily
While slowly It took over your body,
Your mind,
YOUR SOUL And demolished what was left of you.
The sun
IS GONE. You're staring up at the stars and moon.
Your friends are silent,
You wonder if they're thinking the same thing as you.
You just wanted to have fun,
You didn't know that all of
THE VODKA Would catch up to you this much.
You told youself it wouldn't be like this.
You didn't want to be like every other person who
FALLS Deep into their own world
And never returns.
Fun with your friends turned into a need
AND YOU Just didn't want to stop.
You turned into your worst enemy,
What you were always secretely afraid you would be.
NO More fun for you.
No more best friend.
You should have thought before
That first sip.
Each night began to feel
LONGER as you would continuously lie to your parents
And come home later and later
Until there were nights when
You didn't come home at all.
Where did you go?
You are nowhere to be found.
I see a body with a bottle,
Exhausted, frazzled, worn out.
But what I loved before
Does not
EXIST.
