I want to so bad
I don't care if I've said it a million times
The urge is so strong
I don't know if I can hold on
Everything is bombarding me
Like I've been devoured by the sea
As if the sun decided it didn't want to shine for me anymore
Like the stars retired and burned out
And I want to so bad
And I'm scared
I shouldn't want to hurt myself this badly
I'm honestly terrified
My parents say that they're scared
But they don't see
They don't get it
They don't understand that I'm not just sad
I'm scared
I'm so scared
Terrified
And that makes me want to do it even worse
My fire is burning out
I keep throwing water on it so no wonder
But if I try to give it more wood
It hurts me
Worse than me hurting me
So I'm scared
And I want to do it so badly
YOU ARE READING
The End Of The Road
PoetryPoetry for the dead and dying. For the ones just done trying. Here's the words for you. It's a bloody dream come true. I can't promise it'll help you get through. But if your mind is dark It'll leave its mark It'll make your bleeding heart Just t...
