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I haven't done it in so long!

I've been good

I've felt the temptation

But I haven't given in

But as I sit here all alone

My mind won't leave me be

It keeps going back to that razor hidden in the mirror

It keeps showing me with blood stained tears

Running down my wrist

And traveling over my clenched fist

As I fall to the ground and cry

And I don't know why

All this is happening to me

When I've been so good

I've been clean

My scars were starting to leave

Until I decided to be me

Because I'm my own destruction

I am a fuck up

It's all I'll ever be

So now I reach for the blade

And I know my futures been made

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