Sorry if you've already seen this on my song book!
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Everyone's terrified of the monster under their bed

but mine is scared of me instead

And when I'm alone every word that is speak

Every step I take

Every laugh I have

Is turned to glass

And I saw the moon shatter the sky and the stars fall to dust

Please don't pretend that anything I  do is just

I'm a criminal in disguise

A killer with a blade to have some fun 

But I don't use it to hurt anyone

I only use it on a nonexistent someone

Screams like lighting bolt

And tears as hot as the sun

I'm not myself when I'm alone

Without anyone to acknowledge my existence, I'm not really there

I'd rather be gone

Anywhere but here

I didn't choose to live so far from the stars

To be planted solid on dead soil

I wanted to fly

Make myself a life

But now my only friend is a dull kitchen knife

And I saw the moon shatter the sky and the stars fall to dust

Please don't pretend that anything I  do is just

I'm a criminal in disguise

A killer with a blade to have some fun 

But I don't use it to hurt anyone

I only use it on a nonexistent someone

I'm fading and disappearing

Was I ever really here?

Or am I just there to erase your tears

My life hasn't been lived

I don't have anything else to give

The ashes of stars fall into my open palms as the night is plunged into nothing

There's no meaning