Here it Goes Again

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I really fucked it all up this time

Everything was in my sights

And my mind had to ruin it all

It looked all shiny and new

But my thoughts tore it apart

The 'what ifs' are what really got me

What if it all falls apart anyways

What if this is the only way to fix it

By ruining myself

But I made a stupid decision

In the panic of an infinite minute

I took my chance away

With three little pills

Ones made to kill

And it's weighing on my mind

The constant crying

I tried so hard

I didn't mean it I swear

But why did I do it then

Everything's back

It's all here

All of the anger and irrational fear

Gods why did I do?

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