Life Never goes as Planned

Reliving Pain

I wake up and I felt an arm around my waist. I looked over my shoulder and I see Killian. I couldn't help but smile. So much has happened between us and here we are back in each other's arms. I turned back around and pulled the covers off of me. I tried to get up but I felt a tug on my waist.

I laugh as I fell back on the bed. "Don't leave me," I hear a groggy Killian say as he pulled me closer to him. "I have to change and make breakfast." He lifts his head and smiles. "We have to eat before we leave." He smiles. "Can I have you instead?" I giggle. "Last night wasn't enough?" He shakes his head. "Nope, I want more." I chuckle.

"Really Killian?" He nods. I shake my head. "Come on, let's get changed." He scoffs. I laugh. I loved seeing him grumpy like that. I walk to my closet and Killian comes and hugs me from behind and starts to kiss my neck. "How about we take a shower together?" I lift my eyebrow. "That's tempting but no." He sighs. "Emma you're no fun." I laugh.

"That's not what you were saying last night Killian." He laughs. "Ah you got me there Emma." I give him a proud look. "Come on let's change." He nods. We change and made our way to the kitchen. We both made breakfast then sat down and ate. It had been forever since we sat down and enjoyed a meal together.

I'm usually going around getting everyone ready for school and making lunches and all that. We finished and cleaned up. Once we finished, I went to my closet to get a box. Killian gave me a weird look when I brought the box out. "What's that love?" I sigh. "You'll see." He nods. We walked over to the car and quickly got in. Before making our way to the cemetery I stopped at the store to get a small blue balloon, a small blue teddy bear and blue daisies.

After that we went on our way to the cemetery. We arrived and made our way to Aaron's resting place. Killian stood there not knowing how to react. I laid a blanket next to his plaque. I put the box down and I take out all of the stuff. I take out a cloth and wipes the plaque down with a special oil. I start to wipe it and clean it up.

I look up and Killian is just silent. "Our little boy is here?" I nod. After wiping it down I take out some scissors and I start to trim the grass around his plaque. "Love..." he says and grabs my hand. "Is this what you do every time you come here?" A tear rolls down my eye. I nod. "I can't take care of him so why not take care of his resting place?"

Killian started to cry. I put the scissors down and I caress his cheek. "I did this," he softly says. I shake my head. "No Killian, you didn't do this." I continue to cut the grass. I noticed one area looked less green than the other, so I went and took out some grass seeds. I started to plant them there and I took out a water bottle and watered it.

Once I finished I picked everything up and took it back to the car. I take out the stuff I bought and bring it down. I place the flowers, the balloon, and the bear next to his plaque. Killian is in tears watching me do everything. "Emma, and you were doing this alone?" I sigh as I sit down.

"Lacy would sometimes come with me, and Jesse came with me a couple of times." He sighs. "I would come see him every month but I tried to come alone, the kids don't know that I lost a baby and your parents either, I didn't tell them." He gasps. I nod.

"Emma how did you lose him?" I sigh as tears were flowing down my face. "Well it all started when I decided to do something that was heartbreaking." He gave me a baffled look. "I had filed for a divorce." He gasps. "You what?" I look down and nod. "I was so heartbroken with everything that I had to but then I had a break down." He nods. "Anyways the day after that I called my lawyer to cancel the divorce and that's when I heard the news about your plane disappearing."

He nods. "Then I got your voicemail." He gasps. "The one where you were saying goodbye as your plane was falling." He closes his eyes and nods. "I cried so much, I felt like I was dying. The pain I felt was unbearable." He grabs my hands. "I blamed myself because I drove you away, I was the reason you were on that flight." He shakes his head.

"Love you don't have to keep going..." I sigh. "It's ok, I want to tell you." He nods. "Lacy kept telling me to calm down and this was because we were at the institute when this happened." He nods. "I couldn't calm down but I was scared of losing the baby, so I went to my office to relax." He nods. "As I'm sitting down I get a sharp pain in my belly, and I looked in between my legs and I see blood." He gasps. I nod.

"The pain increased and my was I crying like crazy." He shakes his head. "They take me to the hospital and they do surgery on me." He nods. "The doctor tells me that the baby died, he had a minor heart attack." He gasps. I start to cry. "That's when I found out that the baby was a boy." He sighs.

"But then he tells me that the other baby is fine and that's when I find out that I was having twins again." He gasps. I nod. "Rhea was hiding in my back like Leía was." He gasps. "Then I asked the doctor if I could see Aaron." "Emma..." I nod. "I had to hold my baby boy..." I said with tears rolling down my face.

"Killian, they brought him in a blue cloth, he was so tiny. And it broke my heart to know that I had killed him." Killian goes and hugs me. "Killian I killed our boy, I killed our little Aaron." He shakes his head. "No you didn't kill him, we both had fault and sadly Aaron was the one who paid the price." I nod.

"Killian he didn't deserve to die, he deserved to be alongside his sister, his Rhea." He nods. "I know love." He then scoffs. I back away and gave him a baffled look. "Aaron was my son after all." I gave him a baffled look. "Remember how we saw him at the airport?" I nod. "I didn't understand why he had told you all that but he was with me on that island Emma."

I gasp. "What?" "Yes he kept appearing then disappearing and he kept calling me daddy. I thought I was hallucinating but the others could see him." I nod. "He asked me why his mommy left him." I gasp. "Really?" He nods. "Yeah he asked if his mom didn't love him?" My heart broke. "But he asked me if I loved him," Killian says as he sighs. "He thought I left him?" Killian sighs. "I told him that his mother loved him and that accidents happen." I half smile. "So much happened that he ended up dying on that island but he was dead all along." I sigh and nod. I then half smile.

"Well he kept his end of the deal, I thought you were dead so I kept telling Aaron to take care of you." He nods. "He did, he was with me, with his daddy." I half smile. "Our boy looked like you." I nod. "His spirit was with you and at the end he helped us save his sister." He nods. I look up and we see Aaron.

He smiles. "Mommy, daddy." Tears were flowing down my face. "Don't worry about me, I'm in a good place, im having fun and my heart doesn't hurt." I couldn't help but cry. "Mommy you're not at fault here, I wasn't meant to be in the world, I know you didn't leave me, you loved me." I shake my head. "My baby I'm sorry, I still love you." He smiles. "Promise me something." We look up at him.

"Tell Rhea that she had a twin brother who loved her so much." We both nod. "Goodbye forever." He then disappears. Killian hugged me. "People are not going to believe this happened." He sighs. "No one has to know." I nod. "I am sorry again for keeping the pregnancy hidden from you and for wanting to divorce you." He sighs.

"You had all the right Emma, I screwed up, there's nothing to forgive you for. I was already punished for it." I sigh. "So now we move on and forget about all this." I nod. He then wipes the tears from my eyes and gives me a soft kiss. "I love you." I smile. "And I love you Killian."

That's when my phone goes off. I smile. "It's probably Lacy sending me pics of the kids." Killian nods. I look at my phone and it's Bonnie, one of the girls from the institute. I pressed the button and put her on speaker.

"Hey Bonnie, what's up, everything okay?"

"Emma....umm your kids...." I start to get nervous.

"What about my kids?" She stays quiet.

"Bonnie, what happened to my kids?" She sighs.

"They've disappeared along with Lacy."

A/N: What do you guys think will happen next? Muahahaha!!!😈😈😈😈😈

Anyways on another note!!! I'm struggling so much, I haven't seen any spoilers for the musical episode except the EQ and Hook song! Omg I'm a die, I can't wait till Sunday! I must be strong!!! Ahhhh! The struggle!! 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😓😓😓😓😓