Kuch to hai Darmiyan -REPRISE

Chapter 35

Vivan is sitting in his room holding Dev's photo in his hand. He has voice his thought out and now he is giving himself different reasons to Justify his actions.

"Vivan" Sound of his mother come from behind but he dare not look at her as somewhere he knows that she is here to scold her.

"Yaha chup chap kyu baitha hai" Said Karuna coming in front of him .Her voice is not reflecting her anger ." Bahar jaa .Dosto ke saath Khel"
Vivan looks at her amused.

"Aap naraz nhi ho" He asked with heavy heart .

"Mai kyu naraz houngi." Said Karuna." Bilkul sahi kiya tune. Dev ke jane ke baad bhi Ananya muskura rahi thi ." She said as if Ananya was doing some crime." Per achcha kiya tune uski muskan chin li "

Vivan who was till now holding his tears failed to control it as his mother's word pierce in her heart.

"Dev bhi to yahi chahta tha .Hai na Vivan" Said Karuna sitting beside him whereas Vivan recalls Dev's word when he told Ananya that to be Happy .

"Tujhe iss baat ka gussa hai ki Ananya ne Dev ko rokne ki koshish nhi ki aur uske jane per usse muskan ke saath vida kiya " Karuna speaks further. " Apne antim samay me Dev ke chehre pe jo muskan thi na wo isaliye thi kyuki usne jab Ananya ka chehra aakhiri baar dekha tha to wo muskura rahi thi.

Vivan recalls Dev's face when he jumps from the cliff .

"Uss waqt agar hum sab ki tarah Ananya roti ya usse na jane ke liye kehti tab bhi Dev jata hi per uske chehra ka wo sukoon chhin jata " Karuna speaks with tearful eyes. "Ananya ko sari zindagi ka dard dene ke dard me wo antim sas leta."

"Tune hi pucha tha na ki Ananya ko kya mila Dev se shaadi kar ke?" Asked Karuna ." Tu hi bta de kya mila usse ? Ek ghar . Tujhe lagta hai ki Ananya ke pass paiso ki kami hai aur usse ek ghar lene ke liye Dev se shaadi karni padegi?" asked Karuna holding Vivan 's shoulder and make him to face her as he was avoiding to meet his eyes.

"Usse Dev ki zimmedariya mili hai beta aur wo un zimmedari ko khushi khushi nibha rahi hai .Kyuki wo Dev ki zimmedariya hai." Karuna tried to make him understand. " Kisi ke yaad me Rote hue apni zindagi to koi bhi kat sakta hai per kisi ki yaado me apni sari khushiyan dhundhna bahut mushkil hota hai " Said Karuna wiping Vivan's tears." Ananya Ke Khushi ka karan Dev ki yaadein hai Vivan."

Vivan looks down in guilt .How can behave like that with her?. She is the one who was there for him in all ups and downs. She is the one who showers her affection on him like his mother do.

"Per sari zindagi wo aaise nhi ji sakti " Said Karuna " Wo akeli par jayegi ."

"Mai rahunga na unke saath humesha " Said Vivan and Karuna chuckles between her tears.

"Tu rahega to bhi Uske sukh dukh ka Saathi nhi ban sakta hai . Jivan me ek sathi ki jarurat hoti hai" Karuna tried to make him understand." Aur agar tu sach me Ananya se pyar karta hai na to usse Dev ki yaado se aage nikalne ki sochna chahiye. Uski Jivan me jo Dev ki jagah thi uss jagah per kisi aur lane ke bare me sochna ." Karuna speaks while Vivan looks at her in denial." Vivan ,Dev hum sab ke dil me humesha rahega per Ananya ko ab aage badhna hoga aur tujhe uski madat karni hogi.Ananya ke liye aur Dev ke liye bhi "

Vivan looks down thinking about his mother's word. Can he see someone else at Dev's position in Ananya's life?

No ,he can't.But it is not about him.It is about Ananya .Already he has done a blunder and now if he refuse to accept his mother's advice he would be most selfish boy and his partner taught him to be selfless.