Kuch to hai Darmiyan -REPRISE

Chapter 25

"Tum  fast rakhne wale ho"  I said .

"Tum kaho to rakh le "  He said in cheesy tone as he lean on the chair while putting his elbow at the edge of the chair .

"Life se bore ho gaye ho to definitely" I replied sarcastically and then turn toward Bhabhi.

"Didi ,inhe kitna kaam hoga ." said Vivan who has just arrived." Shopping ke alawa bhi to Prepration hoga na"  He said smiling more than necessary." Aap hi Happy Bhaiya ke saath chale jana"  He pressurised his word and it is not rocket science to understand his signal.

"Ok Bhabhi,aap mujhe list de dijiye mai le aaungi" I said .

"List me ka hai.Wahi jo karwa chauth me lagta hai wahi saman lena hai"  Said Bhabhi as casually.It is obvious for her to think that I know about this fast .

"Mujhe nhi pta ki kaun kaun sa saman lagta hai"  I hate to admit that but I have to .I feel like at any moment my tear will betray me .So I look down to stop my tears to come in my eyes.

"Kahe tumne apne Pati ke liye vrat nhi rakha tha ka"  Bhabhi asked astonished.I shake my head in no as I feel like my voice is choking due to heaviness in my heart .

"Tabhi Itni jaldi chla gya" Bhabhi blurted out unintentionally and regretted next moment as soon as she realises that she has spoken something that she should not speak by looking at the Happy 's face.

"Usne fast rakne ka mauka hi nhi diya" I speaks after successfully bringing a smile on my face."Mujhse pichha chudane ki jaldi thi na .Isliye Shaadi ke next day hi chla gya mujhe chhor kar " 
No matter How much I tried to smile my voice choked at last as my vision gets blurred due to tears.

I know that Vivan is standing behind me  and if he will see tears in my eyes his own strength will leave him .

"Mai to bhul hi gayi thi mera nahana baki hai " I said and leave from there hoping that no one has noticed my tears.

As soon as I enter in my room ,my eyes fall on his picture that reminds me that I promised him not to be sad .

"Mai dukhi nhi hu"  I said as take his picture in my hand." Wo to mere aankho me kuch chla gya tha" I said wiping corners of my eyes where still moisture is present." Sach me"  I said ."Mai bilkul thik hu" 

Sometime I wonder what would be our equation if had not bottled up his emotions or somehow he would be with me after our marriage. What would be our equation after marriage? Would it be normal like before or something different , like any other  husband and wife, a romantic one .

Romantic and Dabbu. That duffer didn't even say ' I love you ' even for once and I was expecting him to be romantic.

I know what would be his line  on our first night if our marriage would be normal.

He would say- " Ananya So jao. Achchi Sehat ke liye hume jaldi sona aur jaldi jagna chahiye."

I ,like a fool , chuckle at my  imagination.

"Ho to tum Dabbu"  I said looking at his picture." but still I love you"  I kiss him and hug him tightly with closed eyes.

I am standing in a dark area but where I am standing is illuminated. I look around but there is nothing instead of darkness.Suddenly in one corner ,a beautifully decorated room appear .

Inside that room ,Dabbu is standing with mischievous smile on his face and is walking toward me .
I too walks towards him but I can't step inside the room as I feel unseen obstacle in front of me that is stopping me to reach near him.

I look at him desperately as I want to reach near him and suddenly I see myself inside the room just in front of Dabbu.

He stands near me (who is inside the room ) and wrap his arm around my waist and pull me towards himself.He gently removes  my hair and whisper something in my ear .I smile shyly after hearing him and push him away .He chuckles at my shyness and move toward me but I walks backward.Soon I starts running away from him while giggling whereas he starts chasing me with same naughty smile .He hold me wrist and pull me toward himself and both of us fall on the bed while whole room is echoing with the laughter.

I (who is outside the room) tried to enter in the room but I couldn't.I forcefully take a step forward but I fall inside something

I open my eyes with jerk and found myself in my room with Dabbu 's picture near my heart .

"Sapna tha" I speak to myself slowly . I feel my cheeks heating up as I look at his picture ." Kya kya soch rahi hu mai"  I said to myself while keeping back Dabbu's picture at its place.

It is not time to dwell on dreams as a harsh reality is waiting for us. So I take my clothes from coset and enter in the washroom to wash my tiredness under the stream of cold water .

So how was the chapter?

I got to know that I am obsessed with the dream sequence 😸😸😁😁