I just wanted a friend.
I just wished to have a home.
I almost wish I never wanted it,
I didn't know it came with an anxious thoughts.
I'm scared of the feelings you give me,
You make me unbearably happy,
But my mind still wins,
My mind still tells me things,
And I don't know if it lies,
Or speaks a painful truth.
I'm scared.
You make me feel so safe,
But I'm scared you'll take it away,
If I put a foot wrong.
I'm still so dismal.
You make me so happy I could die,
But I'm scared it's just a falsehood,
A plan to tear me down when you're done.
I'm clingy because I'm scared.
I'm scared because I was lonely.
I don't want to be lonely anymore,
I don't want to be scared anymore.
You've held up for nearly three years,
I don't know why I'm doubting you.
You're all still there,
You're all around me,
But I'm still scared I'll lose all this.
I don't want to lose this.
I don't mean to be so lost,
But how do I stop?
You may not believe it,
But you are the best things,
That ever happened in my insignificant life.
You are the best people,
I've ever known.
I just don't want to be alone again,
And that requires the nicest,
Funniest and most genuine people,
That I will ever know,
To stay by my side.
I just hope my side,
Is what you want to stay by.
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Just A Mess
PoetryI'm not too sure as to what this is, but I often get bored and lost in my thoughts, so why not write them out? As I wrote I created poetic sentences, lines and phrases. So, I hope they can be enjoyed despite their mainly heavy topics. This book cove...
