Lets Talk About Sex

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Ant's POV


My Heart was beating at a mile a minute , as I was rushing out the office to meet Kendrick for lunch . I had been completely swamped with Paper work and handing out Press releases , I Just knew that I would be walking into the Fiery pits of Hell By Now . As I made it to the Elevator The door was opening , and out walked Cameron .


Cameron: Wow you in a Rush

Ant: Actually yea , Im heading to meet ..... Nevermind

Cameron: You Can say his name , Im Not gonna Cry

Ant: Lol , What are you doing here

Cameron: Im Ready to sign the Contract

Ant: Are ... are you sure ?

Cameron: Yes Im Sure , You Act as if Im signing over my soul

Ant: I Mean picking up and moving for 4 months isnt easy

Cameron: True , But what better time is there for a Model to Move to France ? And besides Its not like theres anything holding me back now

Ant: What , What about ashley

Cameron: Yea , We broke up

Ant: Sorry to Hear that

Cameron: Nooooo Dont Cry for me , Im about to sign a Contract with a Major Overseas Modeling agency . Rome , Paris , France , Does any of that sound sad ?

Ant: Well when you put it that way , No .

Cameron: Allright , were do I sign ?


I handed him the contract , and a Pen and He quickly signed with a smile on his face . It really looked like he was in an Ok place in his life , being that he Broke up with Both his girlfriend , Boyfriend and side piece .

Cameron: Well I should get out of your Way .

Ant: Hey , Goodluck . I Know your going to take over the Pond with those Jaw Dropping Looks

Cameron: Thanks Man . Oh Before I Go . How is he ?

Ant: Kendrick ?

Cameron: No , Yohan . Lol Of course Kendrick

Ant: Oh He's Fine , Working and Living life you know the thing you wanted him to do .

Cameron: You Get why I did that Right ?

Ant: Truthfully No , You Guys are Weird .

Cameron: I Know , But its for the Best

Ant: Can I ask you a Question ? Did you really mean what you said .

Cameron: For the Record I meant what I said , I Just regret how I had to Deliver it . I Know that deep down in side were Done , After what Happened I Didnt know How to Love him anymore , at least not Be In Love with him . I mean you understand wanting to stay friends , But I couldnt Be his friend knowing I was the Very Thing holding him back from Moving on with his life as I Did . So I had to Be the mean Person , I had to be the Jerk , I had to make myself so Unappealing that he would want nothing to do with me . Hopefully One day we could actually be friends again .

Ant: Well You Succeeded Lol


Cameron and I Took the Elevator Down together and headed our separate ways , After I wished him a Well Departure . Cameron wasnt that bad guy in my eyes anymore . It takes a lot for someone to make themselves out to be the Villian just to help someone else , he was like the modern day Robbin Hood . I quickly grabbed a Cab and Headed to the Restaurant . As I stepped out of the Cab , I saw Kendrick walling his arms around , like he was Pissed off , I braced myself for the Chaos to Come .


Ant: Im Sorry , Im Sorry . It totally slipped my mind that Invited Yohan .

Kendrick: Anthony Its Cool

Ant: Oh , Thank God , I was sure you two would have Pulled each others Hair out by Now

Yohan: Anthony Give us More Credit than That . Were Catty , But We Throw Punches at least I Do

Kendrick: Yea , and what Makes you think two Incredible Fabulous Queens Cant Get along

Yohan: Fabulous and Funky Queens To be Exact

Ant: How Many Drink have you Two Had

Yohan: Two

Kendrick: Or Three

Ant: Well Im gone need One to deal with you two Buzzed B***hes

Yohan: FYI Kendrick Dranked Yours

Kendrick: GUILTY!!!!!!!!! . What took you so long anyway

Ant: Ummmmmmm , Uhhhh Work

Yohan: Whatever ! You need to be Booking me something to get me out of my Depression

Ant: Depression ? Thats why your Drinking

Kendrick: Yep , and I Propose this Toast to The A***es Of America . To Be Dumped

Yohan: Woooooow B***h Let Get this Straight , I was the One Doing the Dumping . But I cheers to that .

Ant: So Technically your the A***e Lol

Yohan: No the a***e is that two Timing Mexican , Sexy , Chiseled , Perfect six Pack Having

Ant: We Get IT !

Yohan: I Mean The nerve of Him to Do that to you

Kendrick: He's a Hypocrites He did all that Huffing and Puffing about me playing with his Feelings , and what does he do , Grabs the Strings and Play me like a Puppet

Yohan: Thats Men for you .

Ant: You two are like a walking K Michelle Song

Yohan: You Know what , The Best way to Get over A Guy is to Get Under another One

Kendrick: Good Idea !

Ant: No No No , Not a Good Idea , especially for you

Kendrick: Oh Anthony Dont Be a Prune

Ant: What the Hell Happened to Im going to Focus on myself , and Work , Being the Best Kendrick I Could Be

Kendrick: Thats all Still there , But I never said I wasnt going to stop for a Good D***k Me Down every now and then

Yohan: Ooo Say It Again

Kendrik: A good D***k me Down

Yohan: Yasssssss B***h !

Ant: This is Never going to Work , Not with you . You Never know How to Seperate Sex and Emotions . Perfect Example Amir

Yohan: Oooooo How was It Banging Him , Was it Big ? No It was probably small most niggas that sing and Dance have little Wee Wees

Kendrick: Actually it was Good Lol

Ant: Ok Can we gear back on Topic , Sex with No strings Attached Never Works

Kendrick: And how would you Know that . Whens the last time you had a Nut in your Mouth ?

Ant: Oop Was that Read ?

Yohan: You Guys Dont Have Sex ?

Ant: Its Complicated

Yohan: The Hell It Is , D***k Meets ass , Ass Meets D***k . Or Mouth which ever you Prefer

Ant: *takes a Deep breath* He Cant get it UP

Yohan: WHAT!

Kendrick: He said He Cant as In Rj Cant Get On Hard

Yohan: You Married a Guy who Cant Get Hard

Ant: NO Stupid , He hasnt Been able to since the Accident

Yohan: Oohhhhhh How many of these Have I had

Ant: I Dont know but its your last One *snatches the Drink from yohan*

Kendrick: I Keep Telling you just Sprang it on him

Ant: Its not that easy , I Havent seen Him Naked anymore , We dont shower together anymore , he doesnt sleep in the Nude anymore . Its almost like he's ashamed .

Yohan: Duhhhhh Thats it , Most guys are ashamed of things like that

Kendrick: I say you just take his d***k and Place it into your mouth , IM sure that will wake the rest of his Body Right on Up lol

Yohan: B***h you Better Pull out the Freaky Tricks .

Ant: I Dont Know .

Kendrick: Fine then Keep with the Drought . Me on the Other Hand

Yohan: B***h you Mean We , We B***h Speak French to Me

Ant: You Know what , Im Leaving You two are Too Much. I cant Believe I didnt see how alike you were

Kendrick: Wait before you Leave lets do a toast

Ant: Whatever .

Yohan: Tooooooo , Love , Happiness , Sex , Sex and More Sex for ant . And Death to All Fraudulent Men .

Ant: Ughhh Bye , Cause Ima be Divorced F***king with you Two W***es ! Good Bye Have a Nice Lunch

Kendrick: Ohhhh Come on Ant

Yohan: Hell Be Back , He'll Be Back .

Kendrick: We Love you Anthony Lol


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I Left the Lunch with the two of them Cackling and Laughing away , They were toasted at Noon , I cant I just Cant . But I couldnt fault Kendrick tho , it was Just nice to see him Happy and smiling , cause the past 3 weeks havent been that well for him . As I was sitting in the office eating the take out I picked up on the way back to the office . I Couldnt help but actually think about what those two Drunk W***es said . In a way they were Right I would Never spark a Flame with Rj If I never struck the Match . But I still wasnt sure if this was a Smart Idea , I mean It was practically clear that Rj was avoiding anything that could lead to sex , Hell our kisses got less passionate over the time, We showered Every night together , And he never slept with Pajamas on . I Just had to show him there was no reason for him to be insecure , Im his Husband And I would Love his Penis No matter what . I looked over at the Clock and saw that it was around 4 , I Knew that was the time He would be leaving Physically therapy . I threw the take out in the trash and made my way home , I was about to do something to change my love life , Cause clearly living threw Kendrick was just as Dry , And Living threw Yohan Could possibly get me an Std . As I Made my way into the House I Heard Rj upstairs with the shower Running . As I was walking up the stairs I started taking my Clothes off , By the time I made it to the Bed room I was Completely Naked , I Called His Name and He turned around I saw the shock value on his face . I Bite down on my lip and slowly walked over to him , I gently sat in his lap and Looked him deep in the eyes before slowly leaning in for a Kiss . Not just one of the Kisses he's been giving me lately , I gave him the nastiest , Wet , F***k me Right now Kiss Ever .

Rj: Mmmmm , Ant What are you Doing

Ant: What does it look like , Better yet what does it Feel Like


I Grabbed his D***k threw his Gym sweats , His eyes kinda got big , I leaned down and started sucking on his neck , I knew how crazy that made him , I kept my hand on his d***k squeezing and Grabbing it . It felt so good to Finally touch it and play with my husbands D***k again . He Grabbed my arm and traced his hands all the way down and locked fingers with me . What are you doing he said again , I looked at him with this Dirty sexy Look and said about to please my Husband . I Dropped to my knees and Tugged at his sweats with my teeth , I pulled his pants down , while he was trying to stop me . I Moved his hands off me , and Proceeded to stare at his d***k as it laid rested on his thigh , I Kissed every inch of his thick , Hairy thigh as I made my way to the tip of his d***k . I gave it a few kisses before taking it into my mouth sensation instantly shot threw my body . I sucked and sucked On his d***k like there was no tomorrow , and nothing . But I wasnt giving up that easy , I ran my hand up his stomach and chest , Grabbing hold to his nipples and giving them a nice firm squeeze . He sat there Quite while I Continued to Do my thang , I sucked on his balls , I Licked up and down his shaft , I beat it against my tongue and Still Nothing . As my head Bobbed Up and Down He Grabbed my chin but I Moved my head and continued to suck his d***k . Until He called my name , I Didnt stop I wasnt going to Give up this easy . Then He Screamed My name , and that stopped me

RJ: ANTHONY !


I Looked at him and I could see the irritant in his eyes , He Just Rolled off Into the bathroom and Got in the shower . I just sat on the Bed Feeling Sad , sorry , and somewhat Confused . Did I Push him to Far ? Did I Make things Worsier . I Just laid there Naked Beating myself up for attacking him with my mouth , I should have just never Did It . There goes another Pink Elephant for our Marriage .



Xavier's POV


Reporter: So Guys How is The Dynamic of the Team Different Now that Mr Xavier Here is Now Apart of the Big three

Rashad: Honestly thing havent Changed Much , The Chemistry Is a Little off Balanced But Thats all Evened Out Cause We Got God On Our Side

Xavier: That Right there was Diss

Reporter: What do you Mean it was a Diss

Xavier: The Guys in the Locker Room , Love to Tease Me about My religion .

Pierre: You Mean Your Jesus Obsession Lol

Xavier: Ya See , There Not use to a Good Strong Christian From the South . Like I was Born and Raised in Louisiana My Parents Instilled Faith and Morals Into me at young age . Which is why Im here Now

Rashad: Im Sorry If He Bores You . He Tends to Do that

Xavier: See , He's Just not From the south with that Much Disrespect

Rashad: Aye Aye I Attended LSU

Xavier: Living in Louisiana For 4 years Doesnt amount to be Raised There . Im A True Southern Gentleman

Pierre: I Gotta Warn you these two Go Back and Forth All Day .

Reporter: No That Makes for Good Tv . Im Helena Sanchez for ESPN And This is The Big 3 Rashad , Pierre , and The Rookie Xavier . As you Can see the Chemistry is there , without the Missing Link Rj , But will the Skills be there , make sure you Follow the Knicks In their Up incoming season .



The Camera's Stopped Rolling and the Smiles Went away . I wasnt Pissed but I was a little on the Upset side . It was like Rashad was always out to make me the butt of the Joke , I Mean I know the dudes are use to Having Rj be apart of the Big Three , But that doenst mean in every Interview you take shots at me and the things I Believe In .


Xavier: yo What the Hell was that

Pierre: Oooh Its Serious he Used the H Word

Rashad: Wassup

Xavier: Aye Yo Look Guys I have done nothing but Respect the Two of you , And the only thing I ask is you respect me and My Beliefs . Thats all

Pierre: Nigga we respect your Beliefs , what you think you the Only Christian ?

Rashad: Yea Southern Gentleman Your not the Only One Drinking the Jesus Juice

Xavier: LOOK! Im here , And yall just gone have to deal with it . I Know Im no Rj But I was Picked to Be here and Im Damn Good At at Playing Ball . Now Yall Gone Start Respecting Me .

Pierre: Lol

Xavier: Im Not laughing , Im Serious

Rashad: Look Kid , Heres the Deal . Its Nothing Personal , Its Just your Not Cut for this Game . You Dont have what it takes to Win , Your Too Damn Nice , Your so Focused on your Faith , and Being a Gentleman , Guess what That Does nothing towards getting that ball In the Hoop . Your Not Aggressive enough , You dont have enough fight , I Mean look you cant even Defend yourself or your Religion . So If its Respect you want , Fine I'll give it to you I mean its not like im going have to do it for long . I give you a Good 6 months before your Cut from the team . Hows that For southern Hospitality ?



They Turned around and walked off , Leaving me standing there . I was Pissed at this Point . It Didnt make sense that someone could say that being a Nice guy doesnt get you far in life , that Being a Christian and having faith in God isnt enough . Playing ball was everything to me , but It was really causing a strain on myself and my way of thinking . but I knew That God wouldnt Bring me this far Just to leave me , I Picked my face up and Proudly walked away . Besides who cared what they thought , not when I had a Beautiful Fiance at home waiting for me . I walked into the house to find her laying across the bed writing in a tablet .

Xavier: Hey babe what you doing ?

Brooke: Hey X , Im Actually going over things to discuss in the Lady Knights Meeting .

Xavier: Oh really ? How's that Going for you ?

Brooke: So far so Good , I mean since the President handed her position over to me , I dont know If it was such a great idea taking the position

Xavier: Well I believe you will do a good Job , You have Great leadership skills , and Everybody seems to flock to you , Including me

Brooke: Awwwwe Baby , Give me A Kiss .


I Leaned in and Gave her a Kiss , As I was pulling away from the kiss she reached behind my head and pulled me back in , this time the kiss was Sexual over the top sexual . She started making sex noises , Moaning and grinding her body on mines . she Pushed me on my back and climbed on top of me . She took her shirt off Exposing her Titties , she grabbed my hand and placed them on her tits . I Love the feeling I get when I see my Man on the Tv Screen , It just makes me wanna Do it . she leaned in and started kissing me again. She reached her hands down my pants and Started playing with my d***k .

Brooke: Give it to me

Xavier: Lol What

Brooke: Just do it , Come on Lets Do it

Xavier: Babe , You Know

Brooke: I Dont care about , I Just want you inside of me

Xavier: Stop

Brooke: NO

Xavier; babe , No , Come on , stop , STOP !

I Pushed her off me and Put my d***k back into my shorts , I had no choice but to stand up I was so heated . She knew How much i hated when she tried to forced herself upon me .

Brooke: Whats the Big deal ?

Xavier: You know What the Big Deal is . Im Saving myself for marriage

Brooke: Were Getting married anyway , so why cant we do it

Xavier: Thats not the Point

Brooke: Then whats the Point ? Unless your trying to tell me you dont have plans on marrying me

Xavier: Thats not what im trying to say

Brooke: Then I Dont get it whats the Big deal there are a Ton of other sins that are greater .

Xavier: No SIn Is Greater than the Other

Brooke: Just say You Dont wanna have sex with me

Xavier: Brooke Weve been over this Time and Time again . What dont you get !

Brooke: I Dont get You X ! Why dont you wanna F***K ME ! Are you ..... Are you Like Gay or something ?

Xavier: WHAT!

Brooke: I mean cause if you are its Fine , Really Its not a Big Deal

Xavier: Really Brooke , I cant Believe you Just said that .

Brooke: Well what else am I suppose to think , when I guy Wont Do Me , and I Look this Good

Xavier: Think that he's a Gentleman , And Christian and Lives by the Word of God

Brooke: You know what X thats your problem , your so worried about Living a Life of God . How about living a Iife for Xavier , Have Fun Loosen Up . You Cant Be on a Jesus Kick for the Rest of your Life .

Xavier: You Know what , Im gonna End the Conversation before it gets to a Point of No Return . Im Sleeping on the Couch .


I grabbed some Cover a Pillow and My Phone and Slammed the Door . I laid on the couch Fuming . I was Done with everybody questioning my faith , it was literally everything to me I dont get how or why people couldnt understand it . Hours went by and I was so Upset that sleeping was the last thing on my mind . I laid there silent , as my heart started to beat out my chest . I leaned up looked at the door to the room to see if she still had the tv on , Once I realized it was off and she was probably sleep . I reached over to my phone unlocked it and braced myself before dialing the Number . My heart started to do this Funny little Dance , It always did that whenever I was talked to them . It instantly stopped after it went to voice mail , I called 2 more times and the same thing happened . I Left a Voice mail .

Xavier: Hey its Me , I know you Probably dont wanna hear from me , But I Miss you . I wish you would Call me Back . Bye


I Laid there and I couldnt get the Words of Brooke out my head , Or pierre and Rashad . I grabbed my keys and Hit the Door . I Didnt do this Often , Hell I never Have before but something said Have a Drink . so I Went to the bar up the Block . I walked in and Had no Idea what to order I just told the bartender to surprise me . As im sitting there taking my first sip of Alcohol ever , a Guy walks in , He sat at the Bar a couple stools down from me . I Didnt want to but I couldnt help but stare , he already looked like he had been drinking , He had on this strange outfit too , it was camo shorts with a yellow shirt and a studded out Denim jacket , first thing popped into my My mind was Gay , immediately I thought to myself That the Devils Water was already changing me making me judge others . the guy ordered his drink then looked down at me and raised his glass as I did the same .

Dude: Either This is your First Drink or we Got a Good Bartender tonight

Xavier: Oh this is my First Drink , I Dont Really Drink the Devils Water

Dude: Devils Water ? Let me Guess your one of those Christian Freaks

I slammed my Drink down on the bar , I really wasnt Down for another religion Bashing , I started to pull my wallet out so I could pay and Go .

Dude: Wow wow , Dude My bad I didnt mean to Offend you . Here let me pay for it

Xavier: You wouldnt believe how many times ive heard that today

Dude: I imagine alot , Your a good looking Guy . I would pay for you too lol

Xavier: Uhhhhhh I wasnt talking about that but thanks , I guess

Dude: No Problem

Xavier: So you come here Often ?

Dude: As of Recent times , yea

Xavier: Why Recent times ?

Dude: Long story Dude , Long story

Xavier: I got Time


The Guy told me his Story , and He Ordered Drink After Drink . I Didnt know if it was because after drink 4 I was Numb but I felt Good , It felt like my body was vibrating , Its like everything was making sense , I could hear different , see different . I got up from the bar to Pee , After 4 drinks I was well over due to drain the snake . As Im standing in front of the stale , the Guy walks in and uses the stale Right next to me , I tried to act like it was nothing , but I couldnt . I kept finding myself looking over at him , I Looked up his entire body to his face , and he was staring right at me with this smirk on his face .

Dude: You like what you see lol


Instantly I got this feeling in my throat it was like a frog was trying to jump out my mouth . My palms became sweaty , My pulse increased . I zipped my pants up and walked over to the sink to wash my hand . as I was turning around to get some napkins he was right behind me trying to get to the sink , I didnt know where it Came From but I Just went with what felt right , My hand wrapped around his lower waist and I Kissed him . He Pulled away from me with a smile on his face

Dude: So you Just kiss me , and Didnt think once to ask me my Name

Xavier: whats Your name

Dude: Kendrick

Kendrick: Nice to meet you Kendrick , Im X

I Immediately leaned back in and tried to Kiss him , but he stopped me

Kendrick: Wow Wow Wow , Im sorry Dude your Fine and all but I dont hook up with strangers . sorry


He Turned and walked away . I Didnt know what Just Happened but I Liked It . I really Liked It . 

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