Jackson State- Part 2 JS2

Walking on the Wild Side

RJ's POV

Travontae: Rj ? What are You Doing Here ?

Just Five simple Words , that I Couldnt Find an Answer to . Why was here ? That was Good Question . I Just stood there looking at the Ground with Guilt flowing through My veins , Nothing Had happened So why did I feel Guilty . I stood there Silent thinking to myself Real Hard Trying to find the answer to that Simply Question .

Travontae: Earth To Rj *snaps his finger*

Travontae: Sooo Your Just gonna Knock on my door and stand there Mute . Thats not creepy at All

Rj: .............

Travontae: Hey , Is something Wrong ? Are you Ok

Rj: Im Fine

I Push Past him , Into his room and take a seat on the Bed . Leaving him standing there with this Puzzled look on his face . He walked into the Room and Just stood there and looked at me .

Rj: What !

Travontae: Ummm Your The one Who Just showed up at my Door with Nothing to say and Just invited yourself in .

Rj: I mean what you want me to say

Travontae For starters , What do Want

Rj: Why Do I have to want something

Travontae: Because If Im Correct the last time you were here , You told me to stay away from you and Never contact you again.

Rj: And I meant that

Travontae: SO WHY ARE YOU HERE !

RJ: I DONT kNOW !

Travontae: Dont Fucking Yell At Me

RJ: Fuck YOu

Travontae: No Fuck you , Get the Fuck Out

Rj: Fine , I dont Know why I came Here in the first Place ,Your Just like them

Travontae: Just Like Who , What are you talking about

Rj: You Just like Everybody else , All you wanna Do is Point Out everything thats Wrong with Me

Travontae: What ? Rewind That Im Lost

Rj: I thought You were Fun , ua Know Drink , Pop A Pill Or two , Blow Some Trees , But I guess Not

Travontae: So Let me get this Straight , You thought If you came here I would Show you a Good time . Ha !

Rj: Not Like Sex Or Nothing , I just Needed to get away from Reality , And that Weed You had the Other Night was Fire .

Travontae: SO you wanna Smoke ?

Rj: If you got some

Travontae: Then Why couldnt you just say that , Instead of coming in here like a Serial Killer . I got some I havent Tried it out yet tho . I got it From my Cousin from Cali .

Rj: Then Fire up .

He got up and went to get the Weed , I sat there and Breathed a sigh of relief , For Some reason I didnt Feel Guilty anymore , I could Finally answer Why I was here , I was here to have sex with him , I came to get away from everything and everyone , It might sound crazy but I felt safe here , Like Nobody could Judge me , I didnt Have to think or talk about my future . The only goal was to get high , faded , And Just relax . Even If the Person who Could do this was the Last Person I should Be with . Its Like he was really the only Person to Know how I felt recently , How Deprived Ive Felt , How I felt Like I gave up a Lot , how I wasnt myself , and the fears Of Everything Ive Worked For Crumble beneath my feet . Its sad that Out of all the People In my life this Dude Travontae Who I barely even Know , Knows My darkest Feelings and Emotions . It could Be the Weed talking but For some reason I just felt a Little Of Connection to Him , Not sexual , But a Closeness that I cant Explain , Its Like He was the Last string Connecting me to who I used to be, Which is a vision thats getting really blurry as time gets closer and Decisions have o be made .

Travontae: You Wanna Hit this

Rj: Huh ! Naw Bruh

Travontae: Dah Blunt Nigga , You Trippin On second thought You Dont need it Lol

Rj: Hand It here , This Some Good Shit .

He hands me the Blunt and then Gets up and walks over to his Dresser Draw , and Pulls something out of a sock . He throws something in his mouth and then pours a Glass of New Amsterdam and Drinks It . My Curiosity peeks at an all time high .

Rj: What was that

Travontae: What was What ?

Rj: Nigga What was that you just took

Travontae: E

Rj: Extacy ?

Travontae: Yea , You want one ?

Rj: Hell Yea , I came To have Fun Remember

Travontae: Dont get to Fucked up Yo , Remember what Happened Last time lol

Rj: Ohhh Naw Im Aint Even Tryna get on that Level


He Hands me the Pill and a Shot Of New Amsterdam And I take it to the head , I lay back on the Bed and Burst into Laughter , This is what I wanted to feel Young again , to get some of the weight off my shoulders , to feel like the real Rj again , the Guy who was the Man On Campus , I had everybody falling at my feet , The Liquor , Pills , Weed , Made me feel Inferior Like I couldnt be touched , Its been a long time since I felt this way .

Travontae: Nigga You high ass fuck Right Now

Rj: I knowwwww , I cant Lie

Travontae: Yea I hate to be a Buzz Kill But I gotta Meet My cousin somewhere so

Rj: Naw Naw Its cool , I had enough Fun for one Night

Travontae: Aight Cool , I'll let you out


I get up off the Bed , and My head feels a little Woozy but the good Kind , we walked towards the Door and I got to the door and turned around and he was right behind me eyes Chink , Low and Red . I couldnt help but Burst into Laughter , We stood there and laughed at each other , I dapped him up and turned to walk out the door .

Rj: Aye Yo We gotta Do this agian ,

Travontae: Fashow

Rj: Aight

Travontae: Aye , Before you go Can ask you the real reason why came here

Rj: I told you , I just wanted to smoke

Travontae: I know , But its plenty of Niggas on the Basketball team that smoke , You could have hit them up

Rj: Whats your Point

Travontae: My point Is , You Were Feeling Trapped again werent You

Rj: No

Travontae: You dont have to lie rj , I know the real Reason you came here tonight .

Rj: Oh really

Travontae: I remind you of your Dark Side , That Side of you from Freshman year , Yea I remember you then In all your glory , You were the man On campus , Never missed a Party , A different Bitch On your Dick every night . You see that Dark Side in me and thought that You could relive those Days Am I right .

Rj: ...........

Travontae: Silence Is Key

Rj: Whatever , Im about to go

Travontae: Youve Come this far , Dont you want the Complete Package , You had the Drugs , Drinks , Party , Smoke , Theres only one thing left .

Rj: And what is that ?

Travontae: Sex


He Dropped Down to his Knees , and Pushed me against the Door , He reached For my Belt Buckle and Tried to Loosen My pants . I grabbed his Hands .

Rj: Stop

Travontae: Why , This is what you wanted right ?

Rj: No

Travontae: Your Lying Rj

Rj: I cant

Travontae: Why ? Because Of Him

Rj: I cant Do this To him , I promised him I wouldnt Hurt .

Travontae: Your Only Hurting Yourself , By Holding back to please Others , Its time you do what you want .

In a sense He was right , I was Hurting Myself , Because everything I did centered On what Others wanted On what Everybody Thought was Best for me , I wasnt saying He was right about Ant , But He did have some Truth in there .

Travontae: Its Not really cheating , Its Not Me your Attracted to Its the Wild Side .

Rj: .........

Travontae: Can I suck It ?

Rj: ...........


HE Unbuckled My pants and Pulled them Down , My heart started thumping , he Grabbed my dick through my Boxers and started Squeezing and rubbing on it , It Felt good , But It Felt Bad at the same time , I just wanted him to Stop , Why wouldn't he stop , He reached in the Leg Opening Of my boxers and pulled my dick threw it , He Looked up at me with those Evil Eyes , I quickly Shut my eyes , Then I felt his warm Tongue glide across the Head of my Dick , My body nearly shivered He let his tongue play around on the head spinning it in circled , He took the head into his mouth and gently sucked on it , My mouth Opened and a slight moan came out , He pulled my Boxers down around my ankles as my dick stood straight up , I see Its Hard Now He said , Just hearing his voice Almost Immediately made me Soft , started sucking on my balls , taking each one into his mouth at a time , He licked up and down the shaft of my dick using his lips or suction . he Wrapped his mouth around my dick and started going down on it putting More and more of my dick into his throat , I Opened my eyes for a second and Something Came over me From seeing Him eating on my dick so Eagerly , I grabbed His head and Pushed it Down Further , I felt his tonsils Glide across My dick Head , I held his head down and Fucked his throat , he tapped on my leg I guess he was out of breath , but I didnt care , He wanted to Suck Some Dick He got , He Wanted to see the Old Rj He got it , I Pushed down on his head harder , Until i heard him choke I let his head Go and he quickly pulled it back and made that noise you make after drinking a soda , He had tears in his eyes , But I gotta admit he was a trooper he wrapped his mouth right back around my dick , Thats all you got , he said while My dick was still in his mouth , I grabbed his head , and Started Forcefully shoving my dick down his throat , He grabbed on too my legs and held his ground as my balls slammed into his chin , I closed my eyes and pushed as far as I could into his throat . He chocked and gagged Multiple times but I didnt let him up for air , I Cocked my leg up and Pushed his fac into My Balls and taint area , I guess the dick went to far , He chocked and Forcefully Pulled away , He took my dick and all the spit hanging from it and smeared it all lover his face , I took my dick and beat it around his face . I noticed he was tired But I didnt give A fuck , I grabbed his head , Come On suck Da Dick , Dis what You wanted Right i said while looking at him with Disgust in my eyes , Yea this what I want he Replied while on his knees looking up at me like a Hungry Kid . I shoved my dick into his mouth and Face Fucked him like It was My last Nut Ever , He Position himself so He Ramming into him wouldnt make him fall , I felt My Nut Rising , I pulled out his Mouth and Pushed his head under my Nuts , where he sucked and licked on em , I beat my dick against his forehead , Until I felt My Nut Rising , I leaned my head back and Let it Rip All Over his face , It shot in his eye , All over his forehead , Some got in his hair , It Just Ran down his face like Melted Ice Cream . He started Seductively Licking it off His face , I just pulled my pants up put my Nut Dripping Dick back into My boxers and Turned and walked out the door , leaving him on his knees Looking Stupid .

For me to Have done something so Bad , Ive Never felt so alive , I felt Like the Old Rj , And I like It .