Jackson State- Part 2 JS2

Have NO Shame

Cam's POV

Cameron: Ma

Rita: Honeyyyyyy, Give Me A Hug .


She Leans and Wraps her arms around me , I instantly Feel me my heart Rate Decline , Initially I was Nervous when I heard My Mom Voice , But The Smell Of her Perfume and the warmth Of her Hug was Soothing . Now to get to The Question Burning In my head what was she doing Here .

Cameron: Mom , Its Good to see you , But Dont take this wrong way , What are you doing Here

Rita: Well , When You didnt answer you Phone after I received a Phone call of your Brothers Mishaps , I got on the Next Plane out . But lets Not talk about something so Personal In front Of Friends , Whom havent Introduced Themselves Where are your Manors Boys .

Frank: Oh Forgive me , Im Frank Cameron's Roommate

Rita: Nice to meet you , and who are you

Kendrick: Hi Im Kendrick .

Rita: I Thought this was a Double

Cameron: Ummmmm

Frank: It Is , Kendricks a Friend of Mines

Rita: Oh , Well Cam Darling I would Love to have Dinner Catch up .

Cameron: Sure Mom , Ill get Dressed .

I walk into the Room to Change Clothes , when I get a Knock at the Door , In Walks Kendrick with this Big Smile On his face .

Cameron: What ?

Kendrick: She Seems Poised

Cameron: Well thats My Mom lol

Kendrick: I hope this Dull Response Is Because Your Shocked

Cameron: Dont get Me Wrong Im happy to see My Mom , Its Just I know She Didnt Come all the way Here Dor Dinner

Kendrick: Why you think she came

Cameron: Im Positive It Has something to Do with Carlos . And Whatever it is I dont wanna Be a part Of it . He Deserves To Locked away Forever .

Rita: Honey You Ready

Cameron: Yea Lets Go .

We head Out the Door , and Down to Her Car and To the Restaurant . Once were seated The Real Reason Why she's Here Surfaces .

Rita: So I Imagined You Heard about the Trouble Your Brother Is In

Cameron: Maybe

Rita: Maybe? Dont tell me You and Carlos are still in this stupid Fight .

Cameron: To be clear I was Never in a Fight , It was all Him

Rita: Well whatever Stupid little Altercation that transpired between the two of you Doesnt Compare to The Trouble Your brothers In .

Cameron: Ma , Whatever Trouble Lo Is in , He brought It on Himself

Rita: Cameron , Im Astonished you said that , He's Your Brother

Cameron: Who Happens to Be a Very Sick Person

Rita: Despite what Your Brother Has Done , He Is family and we Do not turn our backs On Family

Cameron: Tell that too Him

Rita: Look , I have Been As patient As Possible with the Two Of You , Now You Are Going to tell me What Is Going On

Cameron: Why Dont you Ask him Ma , I mean after all He is the One behind Bars .

Rita: Im Asking YOU

Cameron: There Is Nothing Going On , We Squashed it . Whatever Problems Carlos is going , Are his NOT Mines .

Rita: Fine , If Neither Of you will tell me Why Your Brother Is suspected Of Attempted Rape Of another Guy , The Least You can do To Save Your Mother From this headache and Help me Find the Guy Who's Pressing Charges .

Cameron: Help you Find Him and Do what ?

Rita: What Else , Pay Him to Drop them

Cameron: Ma , You Cant Just Show up with a Check and Expect Everything to Go away

Rita: Honey Havent You learned By Now , The Right Amount Of Zeros Can Make anything Go away . Just ask the Judge you cleared Your Record .

I Just looked into the Eyes Of the Woman you gave Birth to Me , She was so Nurturing and Kind , But She Would Do anything to Protect Her Kids , In the Past I was In favor of this , Because It got me out a lot Of trouble , But in this Instance Justice Needed to Be served Carlos Deserved Whatever Sentence He got . Knowing My Mom She was going to try her Best to get Him off with the Lightest Sentence But She was going to have to do it without Me cause I wasnt Helping her .

Rita: Since the Guy Attends Jackson State , I was Hoping you Could help

Cameron: yea , Im probably not going to much help . Im not the most Popular Dude On campus . I Mean I just Joined the Track team this Semester .

Rita: Dont Worry Honey , We Got all the Time in the World , Im Not leaving Until I get what I came For .

She smiles at me and Pinches My Cheek .

Rita: You Look More and More like Your Father Every Day .


Kendrick's POV

After Cameron Left with his Mother . I got All My things together and Decided to Call it a night , as Im walking towards the Door . Frank Calls My name .

Frank: Aye Ken Let me Holla at you For a second

Kendrick: Wassup ?

Frank: I Ummmm , Look I dont know How to say this But Im just gonna Throw it Out there . I Want You

Kendrick: Ok Wow Wow Wow , Just 45 Minutes ago , You sat there on that Very Couch and Told Me and Cam that You wasnt Trying to Get with me .

Frank: True , But I also said , I would Never Try to Intervene between Yall

Kendrick: So What you Call this Frank ?

Frank: Call Me Crazy But From the Outside Looking in , theres Nothing there , At least Romantically .

Kendrick: Pause ! What the Fuck are you talking about

Frank: Lets be real , You Two havent Argued , Fussed , Fought , Hell even Fucked In A Long ass time .

Kendrick: So Whats that supposed to Mean , I dont know what you trying to get at But I love Cam Very Much

Frank: Im Sure You Do , But Are You In Love With Him . I remember when You Guys Were On Fire , I could Hear Your Screams threw the Wall . When You two Couldnt Keep your Hands off each other , When Yall couldnt Decide On what to watch and it turned into A Wrestling Match that turned into another Fuck Session . Now Its Like , Its Like Yall are Friends Now

Kendrick: You Dont Know what Your talking About .

Frank: Oh really ? Then Prove me Wrong Kendrick .

Kendrick: Ya know I thought I was Over reacting , But It I knew I could Spot a snake in the Grass .

Frank: Call Me what you May . But You know Im Right . Its Been that Way Every Since We Came back From Break

Kendrick: And we Have been trying to Fix that .

Frank: For Months , And The Spark Still Isnt Lite yet .

Kendrick: Do us a Favor and Dont Count Our Fucks .

Frank: Aye Dont be mad at me Im Just the Messenger .


I just looked at Frank Like He was A Martian . I Turned around and walked Out the Door , And Headed Home . What the Fuck was Frank Talking about , I love Cam Dearly So what if We havent Fucked in a Month , A relationship Is more than Sex Right ? As Im walking Up the stairs to My Apartment , I get Closer and what looks like somebody sleep actually is , It was Rj . And from the Smell of Him He was Drunk . I Unlocked the Door and stepped over him .


Ant's POv

Im Laying in the Bed , With the Music Playing . That was something I did when I wanted to escape the World and the People and Situations In it . When I hear A Knock at the Door . I turned the Music Down , and Opened the Door . It was Kendrick

Ant: Wassup

Kendrick: Whats Going On

Ant: Nothing .

Kendrick: Anthony , I can tell somethings Up , Your Playing Rock Music and We all know you only play that when Your Upset .

Ant: Its Not Rock Music , its Kings Of Leon .

Kendrick: Well You care to Explain Why Rj is Drunk , Passed out and Asleep at the Door .

Ant: What ! Stop Lying

Kendrick: I Kid You Not , I literally Had to step Over him to get in the Door . Now you wanna Explain

Ant: Maybe Later .

Kendrick: I'll Be in My Room .

Kendrick Turns and walks away . With the Music Down The troubles of the world had a way of sneaking back into my mind . Rj was asleep on my doorstep . I walked over to my bed Picked up the pillow and Looked at my Phone and saw I had . 76 Missed Calls and 13 text Messages .

Text Message From Rj : Ant Im Sorry
Text Message From Rj : Please Talk to Me , Let me Explain
Text Message From Rj : I Really Need You right Now .
Text Message From Rj : Im Coming Over to Talk
Text Message From Rj : Open the Door
Text Message From Rj : Ant . Please Open the Door
Text Message From Rj : So Your Going to Leave me Out here In the Cold ? Please I just Need to make this Right
Text Message From Rj : Im Not Leaving , Until You see Me , I will Sit here Forreal Forreal All Night If I have to .

After reading A Few Of the Text Messages I threw My Phone Down on the bed , and Sat down . So Many Emotions Ran threw me At Once . Anger Rage , Hurt , Shame , Humiliation and Worthless . But I was Angry More than Anything , I was Hurt By what he did to Me and then Have the Nerve to Smother Me . I was Even More angry because I felt Like He was praying On My Weakness , I felt like He Knew the only way to Get me to talk to him was to Make it So I had No choice But to give in And Help him , I believe He knew I couldnt Just leave Him Like that . This was really Blowing My Mind Right Now , I felt So Much Anger towards him , yet I Had Tons Of Sympathy For him . I felt Like a Fool For even thinking about Helping him , I should Leave His ass Cold Outside Drunk and Sleep . In My Mind it was easy to do that , It was so easy to Just say Fuck Him let him Freeze to death But Why couldnt I ? I Stared at him laying on the hard Concrete , with his phone Clenched tightly in his hand . It Took me a Minute But I found the Courage to Do the Right thing , No matter How Much I hated Him Right Now , Leaving Him there was too hard to do , Although He hurt me Theres Noway I can turn my Love For him Off that easy . I Pulled at his arm Trying to Pick me Up . His eyes Opened and He looked at me like a Dewey eyed Deer with those Big Round Eyes .

Rj: Ant , Ant baby Im .......

Ant: Dont !

Rj: Leave Me here ,

Ant: Shut Up

Rj: I dont Deserve You , Even after what I did to you , Your Still helping me

Ant: RJ ! Shut the Fuck Up before I leave your ass Here .

I finally got him up and walking , Well barely . I Limped us to my bathroom where I dumped him in the tub and turned the shower on . the Water Hit him and his eyes Opened , and He just looked at me . I took his Wet clothes off , Squirted some soap on him and lathered him up . I turned the shower off and Picked him up and dried him off , The entire time he Just looked at with this blank look in his eyes . I threw him on the bed , and pulled the cover over him . I turned to walk off and he grabbed my Arm . and tried to say something But I snatched away and told him to save it . I closed the door to my room and walked went over to Kendrick's Room .

Ant: Scoot Over

Kendrick: you Ok ?

Ant: Not really

Kendrick: you wanna talk about it ?

Ant: I feel stupid . Im Embarrassed . More so Insulted .

Kendrick: What Happened

Ant: He cheated .

Kendrick: With that Sneaky Slug Travontae

Ant: Yep

Kendrick: I wish I could tell you Its gone be Ok . But I know How Much you Loved him . Its Ok Hurt

Ant: I Know .

Kendrick: You'll get threw It .

Ant: How Do you Know

Kendrick: Because You got Me , And Jermaine and Tiara .

Ant: Whoopee lol

Kendrick: Lol See there you go

Ant: Whats Up with you Tho , You seem a little Upset when You came in

Kendrick: When You think Of me and Cam what do you think ?

Ant: Huh

Kendrick: From the Outside Looking in, How would you categorize us

Ant: Ummmmm , You two Love each other , He looks out for you and You Make sure you Keep him Under control

Kendrick: Umph

Ant: Why ?

Kendrick: Not that I payed it any attention but Frank said When He looked at Us he saw A Friendship .

Ant: Frank Is Probably Just Jealous Dont pay him any mind , Unless You Feel the same way

Kendrick: You Know whats Funny I never Thought Of it Like that But What if he's Right

Ant: Kendrick Dont Do that , Dont Over think What you guys have .

Kendrick: I know , But We have Been a Little Different Lately

Ant: Look If you want my advice talk to cam , tell Him How your Feeling and Just be up front and Honest with him . God Knows My relationship Suffered From a Luck Of Honesty , Dont let yours Suffer From the same Fate .

Kendrick: Your Right , Tomorrow Im going to Tell Cam What Frank said , and Tell Him Exactly how I feel . that Way everything is on the table and We can Continue Working On us .

Ant: What Did we Do in A past Life for Our present To Suck Ass lol

Kendrick: Lol Whatever we Did , We Obviously Fucked with the Wrong People .

I scooted Over Closer to Kendrick and Wrapped my Legs around Him , he looked at me with a Snotty face , I gave him the Puppy Dog face , I Got cheated On I said with a sad face , I guess you can get a Pass he replied , I licked my tongue out and laughed . Even Tho I still Had a grave amount Of Pain and Humiliation It Felt Good to Laugh .

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