Ant's POV
For the Most part I wasnt looking forward to this dinner Party at Jermaine's and Tiara's . Adding the score up from any previous dinner party the Odds at this turning out good were slim to None . There was small part of me that Wished tonight would be the end of this Feud with Tiara and I , But I mean Come on Its Tiara , when she doesnt want to hear something she dont wanna hear it , which was going to make it Remotely difficult to Explain my innocence without throwing Jermaine into the Mix .
Rj: Remember Just Express how Deeply sorry you are and let her Know her Miss the Friendship
Ant: Its Tiara Were talking about , I wouldnt be surprised if my Drink was laced with Rat Poisoning .
Rj: If you tell her the truth it would Be impossible for her to stay mad at you
Ant: ..........
Rj; You are telling her the Truth right , that it was you , But J asked you to
Ant: Well , would it really .......
Rj: Anthony , we talked about this , You have to tell her the Truth
Ant: Ok , Ok , Just ring the Bell
Aaron: Thank you , cause I was beginning to get Nauseous from your Oprah Moment
Rj; You Shut the Hell Up , Remember Tonight Dictates If you Staying
Aaron: Oh , Dont worry , Ima be on My best Behavior , For my boo Tiara , Is she Still Fine ?
Rj: Strike One .
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Jermaine's Pov
Every since Rj Confronted me and Quote on quote Said , Either I tell tiara the Truth , Or he would Protect Ant and tell Tiara Hiself , Ive Been On Edge . I was Nervous all night biting my nails , pacing back and forth trying to figure out a way to Tell tiara , Clear Ants Name , and Prepare for the Fall out . As I was Upstairs Getting Little J Ready I hear the Door Bell Ringing . I Figured since Tiara Knew it was Probably Ant and Rj she wouldnt Answer it , and Kendrick Well he was smashed , Been drinking since he got here . I Put J in the Play walked into the Kitchen grabbed tiara's hand and practically dragged her to the Door .
Jermaine: Waddup
Rj; Whats good
Aaron: J Dizzle !
Jermaine: Waddup Baby Rj
Aaron: Now you Know Im Finer than Him Right .
Jermaine: Lol , Its like Meeting him in College all Over again .
Aaron; Heeey Tiara *reaches out and Kisses her Hand *
Tiara: Boy Lol
Aaron: Can I Just say I was Very Disappointed that you werent In the Sextape . I was really looking forward to seeing you Nak........
Rj: Get The in the House *slaps him on the back of the Head *
Aaron rubs his head and walks into the Kitchen , Now it was just Rj , Ant Myself and Tiara standing there Awkwardly . Ant Extended a Bottle Of Wine , and Tiara Just Looked at it . I Nudged her and she rolled her eyes and Folded her Arms , I reached out and Took the bottle from Ant .
Ant: It Smells good in here
Jermaine: Really , Cause the chef was off , so T Cooked
Tiara: You Trying It !
Rj: Hey Tiara Why dont you take Ant in the Kitchen and Pop that Open , I need to have a Word with J
Tiara: .........
Jermaine: Bae
Tiara: Ughh fine whatever
She Takes the Bottle , turns around and starts to walk backwards .
Jermaine: What are you doing ?
Tiara: Just covering my back , I already got one Knife Lodged in there
Ant: You Know what , Maybe we should Go
Tiara: Now that is a Good Idea
Ant: Im Not Doing this *walks towards the Door *
Rj: Wow Wow , go in the Kitchen , Pop Open the Bottle , Make light conversation .
Ant: You Want me to go Drink with her , I might come out with a Knife in My throat
Tiara: Be Careful What you wish for
Jermaine; TIARA ! Dats enough , Now take the Bottle and go into the Kitchen .
I turned her around the Right way and gave her a light push towards the Kitchen and Ant followed but not without looking back with a Worried , You Owe me Look . Rj and I Headed to my Office to talk .
Jermaine: So whats Up
Rj: Did you give any thought to what I said the other day
Jermaine: Jesus Christ , Will you get off my back , I said I would Tell her .
RJ: Then why havent you
Jermaine; Because Now Is Not the Time
Rj: Then when is the Time
Jermaine: I Dont F***king Now , what Do I look Like Ms Cleo .
Rj: Aye Im just trying to Help .
Jermaine: Help ? what you want me to tell her right here right now in the Middle of Dinner . That Knife will Be in my Neck then
RJ: Better Yours Than Ant's !
Jermaine: Look Thats not what Im mean , F***k yea I feel bad that Ant is taking the Heat for this . But You see all that Aggression she has for him , Imagine that aimed towards me . My Marriage would be Over , My kids will be Torn out of my life , Non of it ends good for either of us .
Rj: I Understand that everything is on the Line , But Its not fair to Ant . Nor is it fair to Her
Jermaine: Dont you Think I F***king Know that .
Rj: Then Do something about it Nigga
Jermaine: Do What !
Rj: I Dont Know , But take it from me , a guy who has always Keep things Hidden from people , Its Best if you just tell her Now , maybe she will understand .
Jermaine: I Know she'll Understand , but It Just went to far Now
Rj: What went to far ? In fact why Did you even Do it
Jermaine: She wasnt suppose to Find out , It was suppose to Be Discreet . I didnt think she would Hire a Private investigator behind my back to track it down .
Rj: Well she Did , And Now you gotta Fix it , and Fast My Boy is Hurting and I dont like that
Jermaine: yea me either .
Rj: Aye back in the Day , I always Admired that it seemed like you Did the Right thing , Especially by the People you Loved . So Im sure You'll Figure it out
Jermaine: Dats Deep Man Lol
Rj: Yea , But ummm lets get back in there before she actually stabs my Boy
Jermaine: Naw , Those 3 Plus a Bottle of Wine , and Kendrick Looks Depressed Im sure they all back on the same page by now .
I dapped Rj Up , Before we had this talk I was a Little Annoyed with him , cause it felt like he was riding my back about this , But I realized he just wanted me to do the Right thing , the thing that he admired about me . I really was feeling s***tty , Like a Coward or Punk Letting Ant take all the heat was a B***h Nigga Move , I Needed to talk to Ant and Thank him first and Foremost and let him Know I Really appreciate what he's Done . We walked back into the Kitchen and Tiara was Setting the table , Ant was Nowhere to be Found and Kendrick and Aaron was Drinking . Rj walked over to Aaron and snatched the glass out his Hand
Aaron:' Aye Bruh what you doing
Rj: You not 21
Aaron: Nigga Im 20
RJ: 20 and 21 aint the same thing
Aaron: You Tripping
Rj: Where Ant
Kendrick: Outside *points to the Door*
Jermaine: Tiara
Tiara: What I didnt say Anything , Literally Nothing to him Lol
Rj: Let me go get him
Jermaine: Aye I got it , I need to talk to him
I walked outside and saw Ant Standing there with his Glass of wine .
Jermaine: Wassup
Ant: Sup
Jermaine: She giving you a Hard time
Ant: Silent Treatment , Silence speaks louder
Jermaine; yea , Im Sorry Bout dat , I was Wrong to let you Stand in the Cross Fire .
Ant: yea you Are , But I did because I wanted to , Either way it goes I did leak it and as her friend it was Wrong .
Ant: but Dont Worry , Your secrets safe with me
Jermaine: Thanks Kid , But I think you bared enough hardship for my Decision
Ant: I Never asked why , I Just did , I figured you had to have a Serious Reason why .
Jermaine: Thats cause We Ride or Die For each other Literally . thats why Im telling her It was me .
Ant: Why Now
Jermaine: Well , I need to face it Head on Like a Man .
Ant: Ok , So let me ask why ? Why did you leak it
Jermaine: To Build up a Buzz around my name . I Found out the team wanted to let me go from my Contract before the season started . citing that I was an Excellent player , but there wasnt a place for me on the team . So I figured Create a Name Make them Know who you are . I mean thats what its all about right , They Dont give a F***k about my Talent . So I leaked it and Guess what My Contract was Resigned and with another zero .
Ant: How Do You think she's gonna take it ?
Jermaine: I Dont even wanna think about it lol
Ant: My Glass is empty lol
Jermaine: its time to eat anyway chump , so lets go inside .
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Kendrick's POV
Dinner was going as you would Expect it , awkward and quite . First jermaine and Rj Duck off , Then Tiara Throws Mad shade towards Ant , Rj's Little Brother is macking hard to Tiara , Now Jermaine and Ant are having a One on One . It was like everyone was moving around me while I just sat there Drowning my self Inflicted sorrows away with Wine . Jermaine and Ant came back into the House , looking like everything was A Ok .
Jermaine: Ok , Everybody is all tense , and what not . So to lighten the mood , While we eat our Appetizers we can Listen to this Demo Ant brought over
Aaron: Demo
Ant: Yea , Umm Amir Cut a Couple Tracks and I have to listen to them , before I sign off on them . So Be Honest
Jermaine: Alright , Put it On Rj
I Literally sat there with a Frozen Face , Like what the F***k It was like I couldnt get away from this Dude , even when Im in the Comfort of m Friends House . I Finished off the Last Wine in My Glass with One gulp .
Aaron: Ya Boy Drinking Like a Fish Outta Water , He ok
Ant: Ken
Kendrick: Yea
Ant: you Good
Kendrick: Peachy
Ant: The First song is Called Black Keys , here we go
The song started to play and Immediately , I Knew what it was about or should I say who , Hence the title Black keys . The song was Dirty , Gritty , It oozed Sex . It seemed like everybody was enjoying , But me on the other I wasnt . Images of the two of us on that Piano Going at it like Wild animals Twirled around in my head . I could literally smell him , the Champagne , the Wood from the Piano , It was like I was reliving that Night . I felt my D***k start to Rise in my pants and Immediately Felt disgusted . I grabbed the Bottle and Went on the Porch , They were so wrapped up in the Songs they didnt even Notice I left .
I walked around in Circles , beating myself up , Pounding my hand into my head . How Could I do something so Stupid and Selfish . Then have the Nerve to still get a Hard On from it , at this Point I was so overwhelmed with emotions from self hate to Pitty to even hating myself and the Bottles Of wine werent helping either . I Was tired of Holding it in , Keeping such a big secret To myself , I knew I had to Tell him , He was a good Man and he Deserved to Know . I Pulled out my phone Braced myself and Called Cameron . The first ring made my heart thump , i wanted to end the call and hang up before he answered there was no way i could tel him this , It would break his heart he would hate me for the rest of his life . As much as I wanted to take it to the grave and just forget He had to know , he Deserved that .
Cameron: Hello
Kendrick: ........
Cameron: Ken , Hello
Kendrick: Yea
Cameron: What are you doing
Kendrick: Nothing , Over at Tiara's having Dinner
Cameron: Oh , You ok you sound like your Crying
Kendrick: Thats because I am
Cameron: Why ?
Kendrick: I hate Myself
Cameron: Are you Drunk ?
Kendrick: Yes
Cameron; You Gone talk to me , or Cry
Kendrick: .......... *crying*
Cameron: Hey , If your Feeling bad about how we left things off , Dont . In a way you were right I shouldnt have just discarded our Anniversary like that .
Kendrick: Dont Blame yourself , It was all me and My insecurities
Cameron: Yea it was , But How many times I gotta tell you , I love you and Only you . Kendrick Im Gay , You know what that means I like boys . There is nothing Monica can Do for me , Except Pull Clothes and book Jobs . I Just really wish you Could a little more faith in Me .
Kendrick: Im Sorry
Cameron: For what
Kendrick: ....... * Crying*
Cameron: Its clear your Drunk and In Your emotions , Its late over here and I need to get at least 3 hours of sleep . Is it Ok if I call you tomorrow when Im Free . So we can talk sober
Kendrick: Cool
Cameron: Ok , Aye and ummmm When I get back , First thing Monday morning We can see about Banks Inc. Representing me
Kendrick: You dont have to do that
Cameron: No , I want to do it . I Love you and I dont want to Disrespect you , so If your Uncomfortable with Monica , Then Ant can manage me . I mean if it wasnt for you I wouldnt even Be modeling .
Kendrick: Your too Good , You Deserve better than Me
Cameron: You Drunk , I'll Call You tomorrow ,
Kendrick: Ok
Cameron: hey , I love you Kid
Kendrick: I Love you Too
Cameron: Talk to you tomorrow
Kendrick: Bye , Love you
The Phone Hung up , and I broke down . If I already didnt feel bad for F***king Amir , I really Hated Myself and I mean that In the Very Essence of that Word . That Phone call made me Feel like the Lowest Worthless Bottom In the World . Cameron was really to Good to me , For me , And I f***ked it up . Because I was in my feelings about him traveling to London with Monica , Accusing him Of Infidelity , When I was the One who Cheated , I guess the saying the Guilty party Speaks Should be my Motto . I didnt want to go back into the Party so I just sat outside and Cried ........
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Jackson State- Part 2 JS2
RomanceIm Back , With Season 2 Of Jackson State , You Guys Asked for it and Here it Is , the Entire gang is back , Ant , Rj , Kendrick , Tiara, Jermaine and Cameron , With Frequent Appearances by Brandon ,Carlos, Liz , Brittany and Dewayne and a Bunch Of o...