Dolan Twins Imagines

here for you [e]

word count: 491 words
warning: contains swearing

i totally understand what ethan's going through and i can only hope that he gets through it. he honestly deserves all the happiness in the world and more. he doesn't realise it but him and gray have helped me through my toughest times and i'm sad that i can't do the same. the thought of him being sad and hurt genuinely makes me emotional. knowing that an amazing human being like him is in pain... i can't. i can't explain how much love i have for him. enjoy a few photos of him smiling because that's something he deserves to be doing all the time :)

[22nd july 2017]

❥

you scrolled through twitter aimlessly, bored out of your mind when you got a notification that ethan posted something. your heart dropped as you read it.

@ethandolan- i'm done faking it i'm honestly at a really shitty place mentally

your first instinct was to call him but he didn't pick up. you called again and again but it was no use. you worried for your best friend and hoped he wouldn't do anything stupid while you went to his house. it's been around three weeks since you last saw ethan and grayson since you've been extremely busy with school and they were filming a lot. you tried starting up your car but it refused to.

"fucking hell. the one day i need you to work." you mumbled, starting on a light jog to ethan's house. it wasn't that far if you drove. it took around 15 minutes but you finally reached his house as a panting mess. you slammed the door with your fist impatiently. "please open the door!"

the door didn't open. finding and using their hidden second key, you hurriedly rushed in and locked the door behind you.

"ethan!" you exclaimed, not getting an answer. you ran to his room and swung open the door. you let out a breath you didn't realise you were holding. ethan was sat on the floor next to his bed, his legs stretched out in front of him. his face was buried in his hands and when he looked up at you, you noticed his bloodshot eyes and red nose. his hair was a mess and it was obvious he hasn't been able to sleep. how could you have missed so much in three weeks?

"y/n..." he croaked out and lift his arms up softly, like a baby asking their mum to pick them up. you quickly went over and sat next to him, pulling him into your chest. you let him cry into your neck while you rubbed his back soothingly.

"oh ethan..." you whispered, feeling your own tears wetting your cheeks. you've never seen him like this or cry this much. he shook violently as he sobbed and gripped the back of your shirt tightly. "i'm here for you. i'll always be here for you."