Dazed and Confused

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Ant's Pov

After getting Dressed , I headed over to Rj's to hash things out . Im still confused about the whole Argument at the Gym , I mean why was he Mad at me Yelling at me Like I was the One talking to a Guy Who sucked me up in the Locker Room . If It mean Nothing and Ole Boy was just a Slice of Ass To Pass time then , Why Hide and Sneak around and talk to him Right ? Either way I was going to Find out tonight meeting Kendrick At this Party was gone have to be put on the back burner until I got the Answer I needed . I got a text from Kendrick making sure I was still Coming , I sent him a text back stuck my phone in my pocket and Knocked on the Door . Rj Came to the Door with No shirt on just some Red and Black Basketball shorts Yawning and scratching His stomach Hairs .

Rj: Come In

Ant: you was sleep ?

Rj: Naw Just tired .

We sat on the couch silent Just sitting there , This Nigga Called me all the way over here to watch ESPN , A good 15 minutes just passed and Still Nothing , If he wasnt going to bring it Up I was .

Ant: Sooooooooo What you got to say

Rj: Im Sorry .

Ant: You should be , the way you was yelling at me I should have Stuck Yo Ass

Rj: Man Chill Out lol , For real Tho I am Sorry , Its Just lately I been Under to Much Stress , I Admit I should have talked to you About it , But its not easy talking about All Your Dreams Going Down the drain Instead I hold It all In and lash Out against the Wrong People . One Being You .

Ant: I Understand That Rj , I know How Much Pressure You have on Your Shoulders , But Im here if you need to talk to me Im here , Just let me Help where Ever I can Im will .

Rj: I Know You will , Thats Why Im lucky to Have you

Ant: But , I need to Know Rj Is there something I should Be worried about .

Rj: Like?

Ant: Are You Cheating On Me with Him

Rj: What !

Ant: Dont act like Its out of Left Field , I caught you talking to him , and Instead of explaining Yourself You got Defensive . Are You Still Fucking Him ?

Rj: NO I Never Fucked him , Well At least ..............

My Phone Starts to Ring , I Pull it out my pocket and Look at It , It was Cam , I Hit the Silence Button and Looked Back at Rj , Who had this Look on his face , Like He was Constipated , Or Thinking Really Hard about something , I could tell he had something On his Mind , I placed my hand on his leg to let him know I was Listening , Then My Phone Rang Again . It was Cam Again , I Hit the Silence Button ,

Rj: What He want ?

Ant: I dont know It Might Be Kendrick again Looking For me , Which Is Why you Need to Finish What you saying so I can Go Meet him .

My Phone Went Off again , This time It was text From Cam

Text From Cam: Where Yall At ?

Text To Cam: Yall ? I Not there yet

Text From Cam: So Ken Not With you

Text To Cam : No .

As Im sending back my last Message , I hear Rj Let out a deep breath , I guess he was annoyed that I was texting while he was trying to tell me something Important , Soon As I sat my phone Down It Went Off again , This time it was A Phone Call From an Number I Didnt Recognize . Rj Threw his hand up letting me Know to answer it .

Ant: Hello , Speaking , He What , Ok I'll Be right there .

Ant: Im so Sorry , I Know you gotta tell me something But I gotta go Right Now .

I Damn Near Run out the Door and to the Car , While Driving I call Tiara and Cameron and tell them To meet me at the hospital .

Kendrick's Pov

I Wake Up , In the Hospital , I dont Know How I got here Or What happen the Only thing I remember Is Hearing somebody screaming my name and Banging on the Door , I dont know how it Happened Or Ended but I made it out of that Room . I layed in the Hospital Bed still a Little Dazed and Confused , But at least I know Im safe . The Nurse Comes back In to check on me .

Nurse: How You feeling

Kendrick: Woozy

Nurse: Your Going to Feel Like that until the Drugs wear Off .

Kendrick: Am I going to be Ok , Am I gonna get addicted ?

Nurse: No It was just Seroquel, Aka the New Roofie , Your Gonna Be Fine , you were slipped a grave amount but you'll be ok .

Nurse: It looks like you Have Visitors . *leaves the Room*

In walks Tiara ,And Ant . They looked terrified and scared .

Tiara: Are you Ok ?

Kendrick: Im a little High But I'll Live

Ant: What Happened to you ?

Kendrick: I was slipped a Bigger and Badder Roofie

Tiara: They Drugged you ? Are you Ok did they somebody try to do something to you

Kendrick: ..........

Tiara: Oh My God

Kendrick: Im Ok tho *wiping away tears*

Ant: WHO Did IT , WHO DID THIS TO YOU .

Kendrick: I Dont know , I couldn't see straight

Ant: You Dont remember anything ?

Kendrick: Barely , Everything I know I told the Cops

Tiara: Its Sick People In the World

Ant: You sure your Ok ? Cause I will go back to that party and Find out Who did this to you

Kendrick: Im Ok , Seriously .

I look up and see Cam standing there in the Doorway with this Painful Look in his eyes .

Kendrick: Can you guys give us a Minute

Tiara: Sure

Kendrick: In fact, Thank you guys for coming , I Love you guys But I think Im good From here

Ant: Ok , Call us If you need anything , No matter what time it is .

Kendrick: I will

Ant and Tiara Leave and Cam walks into the room and takes a seat in the chair , He looked like he was afraid or something . I reached my hand out for him , he grabbed my hand and I pulled at his hand for him to give me a Hug . He wrapped his arms around my Neck and I hug him back , Tears begin to Roll down my face as I heard Him sobbing in my ear .

Cameron: I thought I Lost you , Im sorry , Im So Sorry , I left you , I wont do it again , I wont leave you again .

Kendrick: Im Ok

Cameron: Im Sorry Kendrick , Do you Forgive me

Kendrick: Yes , You came Back for me , That all I needed .

We stayed in that Position For About half an hour , Just Hugging each other , He finally let go , After I had to reassure him that It was ok to let me go . He sat back Down in the chair and held my hand .

Cameron: You sure you Ok .

Kendrick: yea Now that you here im good

Cameron: You sure , You thirsty Hungry ? Anything

Kendrick: I am a little Hungry that rotel Wore Off

Cameron: Thats because Its not a Meal lol .

Kendrick: Yes It is lol

Cameron: Aight Ima go down the Vending Machine and see what they got .

Kendrick: Hurry Back .

Cam gets up and walks out the Room , When the Nurse comes back in to check On me .

Nurse: Is that Your Boyfreind ?

Kendrick: Yeaaaa thats my Night and Shining Armour

Nurse: he's Cute

Kendrick: I know , He's a little Hot tempered , But that's my Dude ,

Nurse: Well you two make a Cute couple

Kendrick: We Do dont we , To think that I passed up a Night alone with him , to Go to A Party That I ultimately got Roofied at , Even Tho we Had a Nasty Argument , He still came back for me , He saved me From being Rapped tonight

Nurse: Forgive me But Im a Older lady , But That Young man Doesn't Look like the young man that Brought you in .

Kendrick: Huh ?

Nurse: the guy that Brought you in , was Dark skinned with a Low haircut , With smokers Lips

Kendrick: Frank

Nurse: That's His name , Their Preparing your Paper Work , Your stable enough to go home

Cameron: hey all they Had was Potato chips , and a Crunch Bar , Which One you want

Kendrick: Rotel .

Cameron: Come on seriously which one

Kendrick: I Would rather wait till I go Home to eat , They Just released me

Cameron: really ! thats good

Kendrick: But I wanna Go to your Place . I just wanna sleep in your arms

Cameron: Thats Fine with me .


Rj's POv

Lately My nerves Have been Shot , It seemed like Exercising wasnt Working So I turned to My trusty Old Friend Marry Jane . I Lite the Blunt up and Just the Smell Brought Back Old Memories Of My party Days , Days that I havent seen in a while . Now that basketball season was practically over the Random Drug test were too so It wasnt Gonna Hurt me to Put a Few In rotation . I Took a Drag of the Blunt and pulled back and looked at it , OH How I Missed you My Friend I said to Myself . I took A couple More Hits and Passed it . I Layed back on the Bed and watched the smoke fill the room , We were Into our third Blunt When I get a Phone Call . I pull out my phone and see its Ant .

Rj: Hello

Ant: Hey Wassup

Rj: Shit

Ant: Well , the Phone Call was the Hospital , Somebody Drugged Ken and tried to rape him .

Rj: Damn Thats Fucked up , Is he Ok ?

Ant: yea , He good , They didnt do much but Feel him Up .

Rj: Oh *coughing*

Ant: Where You at ?>

Rj: Ummm The Crib Why ?

Ant: Well , I just left the Hospital , If you want I can Come By and we can Finish that talk

Rj: Uhhhhh , Naw you aint Gotta Do that , We Can just talk in the Morning , Ima Kinda Sleepy anyway

Ant: But I thought You had something to tell me ?

Rj: Oh Yea , Liz and Raiya Are Coming Into town This Week .

Ant: thats the Big Thing you gotta tell me ?

RJ: Yea , I just wanted to make sure you Knew and gone be ok with it .

Ant: Well Ok , Big head Ima let you go to sleep .

Rj: Bye , Love you

I hang the Phone Up and Take Another Puff of the Blunt and pass it over

Rj: So you ready to tell me what Really happened .

Travontae: What you wanna Know

Rj: Everything , Talk .

Travontae: Ok Well after we exchanged Numbers , You hit me up later that Night asking if we could still talk . I agreed and You came Over . When You got here you were already Bombed , then You pulled out a Bottle Black gin and turned it Up .

Rj: And

Travontae: You Were Devastated , You said He tore heart In half , You felt like he Played you and strung you along made a Joke out of you . That He embarrassed you . You Said that After talking to him that Night in the Parking lot , You were Done with Him , and Your Entire Relationship with HIm meant Nothing to you and as Of tonight he was dead to you .

Rj: How Do I know Your Not Making this up , I mean I was 9 times outta 10 Shit Faced wasted , And Im not the One to Deny it cause Its Happen to me before with My Baby mama , But How do I know your Not taking advantage of Me not Remembering Much from that Night ?

Travontae: You Dont , I cant Make you Believe me Its Up to you . All I know is that night you was Hurt , You Actually Cried , You said something Along the Lines Of You Changed So Much when You meet him , because you wanted to be the Dude he Deserved , That From Now On You were only Going to Focus on 2 things Your Child and Basketball And Fuck Everything Else and Everybody Else , That the Old Rj was About to rear His Ugly Head . I thought you was Just Drunk and talking out the side of your Neck , But then you looked at me Different , You got Sexual It was like you were a whole Different Person , You shoved your tongue down my throat , and One thing Lead to another and We Fucked .

Rj: ................

Travontae: Listen , I know that This is Probably the Last thing you wanna hear ,If you choose to Believe Me or Not , I Never Really Meant to try to Forge Myself between You and Him , I Dont know I just thought that Maybe we Connected that Night , But Clearly I did more than You . To Be real I kinda Put it in the Back of my head , But when I saw you at the Party with him I just couldnt Help but remember that night , I just couldnt help but think How Miserable you Must be with Him .

Rj: Thats Enough , I heard Enough , I apologize If I Might have In some way Lead you On , Cause I know How it Feels . Thanks For the Weed , But I gotta go , I gotta make things Right with HIm .

Travontae: Goodluck With that Rj

Rj: Can you Keep this Between Us ?

travontae: Have I told anybody yet ?

I Dap him Up and Leave his room with a little More respect than I had for him a week ago , I Now saw that he wasnt the Dick Hungry Bottom I thought he was , He Just had a little Crush and got to spend the night with Rj and Thought More of it than he should have , And at this point I had No Hard Feelings towards him , Because I Knew He was telling the Truth , Nobody Else Knew How I felt About Changing , I never talked about it , And the Fact that He knew The Old Rj was Fighting to Get Free I knew It must have Been true , Now I just Had to tell Ant , And I know It might Be a lot , But Hopefully He can Understand .  

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