✨L I F E G O E S O N✨

🦋A letter for Jimin🦋

17th October 2013

𝕁𝕀𝕄𝕀ℕ ℙ𝕆𝕍:

𝑯𝒆𝒚 𝒋𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏,
𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅. 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒕. 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑. 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅. 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆. 𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒐 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆. 𝑵𝒐𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒚 𝒊𝒕. 𝑯𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒑 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆. 𝑾𝒉𝒚? 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔. 𝑰𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍. 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒑. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆. 𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒍𝒂𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆. 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒊𝒕. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒀𝒆𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝟏𝟑. 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒊𝒅...𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒈 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒑𝒖𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒚, 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒖𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒇𝒇. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒅𝒗𝒊𝒄𝒆.
𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝟓 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑶𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒓𝒚, 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒊𝒕. 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒖𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓. 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔. 𝑰 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒋𝒖𝒅𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑. 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕. 𝑰 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍, 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒕𝒐 .... 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑮𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔. 𝑮𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕. 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
~ 𝒀𝒖𝒚𝒖

Where did she learned to curse. I chuckled. I felt like crying. I didn't even realized that I actually started crying.

Hoseok: Jimin what's wrong?

I was in the studio with Hoseok and Namjoon. I felt kinda great after reading the letter. But they looked at me as if I cried out of sadness.

Yuyu was right. I would always read the comments under her twitter posts. There were a lot of beautiful words. But also a lot of hate comments that were saying she should leave the group because she is a girl, saying she was a slut or a whore. Sometimes they even made fun of her thin body. I wondered how she felt about these comments since I have never seen her being affected by these comments. Or at least she never made it visible.

But she was also right about me. And I never thought anyone would notice. Because my behavior didn't change much. But she did. I felt amazing after reading the letter.

Me: I'm fine. Don't worry.

Namjoon: Are you sure?

I nodded.

Me: I got a letter. The letter made me cry tears of joy.

Namjoon: What kind of letter? From whom?

Me: Yuyu.

Hoseok: Yuyu?

Me: Yes.

I smiled showing them the letter. Namjoon was about to take the letter out off my hands but I pressed the letter against my chest preventing him from taking it and reading it. I didn't want them to know that suffered.

Jimin: It's like an anniversary letter.

Hoseok: What?

Jimin: Today it is exactly 1 year since Yuyu and I met. She wrote me a letter.

Hoseok: Woah. Really?

I nodded.

Hoseok: There is no doubt that she is an angel.

He laughed.