✨L I F E G O E S O N✨

🦊Soccer🦊

9th August 2013

A sharp pain made me jump as I looked where it came from. There were some cuts on my wrist. They weren't that deep. But still. I was painful.

Jimin, Namjoon, Tae and I were playing soccer outside. But I accidentally shot the ball into the bushes. So I went to the bush to get the ball out.

I hissed at the sudden pain. Jimin turned around. He was completely wet and dirty. But so was I. It's was a rainy summer day. And the fact that we were sweating didn't make it any better.

But we needed that. We were working so hard the last days and months. And our songs No more dream and Bulletproof Pt. 2 are trending.

Jin had previously forced me to put on a rain jacket. I ended up wearing a lot of warm clothes. It was so hot while moving in it. But I didn't take it off because Jin told me to wear it.

The others were wearing jackets as well. But the jacket were light and they were able to move in it.

Jimin: Are you okay?

I just nodded. But then almost stumbled and fell into other thorns. But glady Jimin held me.

Jimin: Let me help you.

I nodded again. But he didn't even wait for me to reply. He just took the ball out of my hands and threw it on the field where Tae and Joon were waiting. Then he gently grabbed my arm and guided me out.

Jimin: Step there. But be careful.

We continued to play for an half hour. Then we went home.

* In the dorm *

Tae: What's for dinner hyung?

Jin: I didn't cook yet.

Me: Can I cook with you?

Jin turned around because he was actually about to go into the kitchen. He smiled.

Jin: Of course you can. But wash your hands first.

I nodded and did what I was told to. Then I went to the kitchen.

Jin: Can you cut the vegetables?

I nodded. I pulled up my sleeves. I then was about to take the knife so I could cut the vegetables but Jin suddenly grabbed my wrist. I was surprised by the sudden action. I looked at him.

But his eyes were on my wrist where the cuts from earlier were. I looked at my wrist.

Jin: Yuyu ... Why did you do that to yourself?

What did I do? Did I do something wrong?

Suddenly I realized that the cuts looked like self-harming. I've never hurt myself like this. But I had to admit that it looked like it.

Me: I-

I got cut off.

Jin: Why? What are you doing to yourself? Is it because of hate? Are you getting hate lately? Is someone bullying you?

Me: Jin ... I di-

Jin cut me of a second time. I could see how angry and worried he was at the same time.

Jin: Yuyu ...

Suddenly he looked sad. He sighed.

Me: Can I talk now?

He nodded, realizing that he cut me off the everytime I tried to speak.

Me: I didn't hurt myself on purpose. That happened when I ran into the bush to get the ball. Earlier. When I played soccer with Jimin, Tae and Joon. You know?

I could see his embarrassment as soon as I explained the cuts.

Jin: Well .. You still can't take care of yourself.

He said and acted like he was balancing the food over the stove. Even thought there was no flame. I giggled and started cutting the vegetables.

Me: You might want to put the fire on oppa.

Jin: Yah! I know what I'm doing!

He said laughing. I laughed with him.