✨L I F E G O E S O N✨

🕯️Sick🕯️

19th November 2012
A lot had happened. We got 2 new members. Their names were Jimin and Jungkook. Jimin was 17 and Jungkook was 15 years old. Pdnim told us there would be 2 hidden members. That means, 2 of us wouldn't be revealed until we debuted. Since BigHit was a small entertainment, bigger entertainments could just take us away.
Taehyung and I were these hidden members.

The boys had also chosen Stagenames. Everyone except Jimin and Jungkook.
Seokjin now left as Jin, Yoongi left as Suga, Hoseok left as Jhope, Namjoon left as Rap monster, and Taehyung left as V.

We've been training a lot lately. Next week, we'll have a shooting. I had done a few duets with Hoseok. He loved dancing a lot. He was pretty good at it too. He looked so good when he danced. It looked so smooth and easy.

And it wasn't really stressful at the moment. Except that I had school in the morning and training in the afternoon.

Everyone was in the building called BigHit except for Jin and me. He was in the kitchen right now. I wanted to go to BigHit later because Jimin and I wanted to dance. I sat on the ground in the living room and studied. I wrote an essay. It was my homework.

But somehow I didn't feel good. Honestly since yesterday evening. I actually wanted to tell Jin, but then he wouldn't let me go to Jimin.

After I was done I got dressed.

Me: Jin I'm going now.

Jin: Do you have your raincoat? It's raining outside.

Me: I have. See you later.

I went downstairs quickly. I took the stairs. I didn't have time to wait for the elevator. I would miss the bus. I was late anyway.

I came into the practice room. Jimin was sitting on the floor and looked at his phone. He seemed to be waiting for me. I went to him and tapped his shoulder. When he looked up he smiled.

Jimin: Hey. Shall we start?

I nodded.

Jimin: Umm ... I picked a song ... But you have to include a bit of modern dance. Is this okay? We can do something else If you don't want to do this...

I really liked the idea. He looked a little nervous. He probably thought I wouldn't like the idea.

Me: Sounds good.

After I said this, his expression turned happy, relieved, and excited.

Jimin: Really?

I nodded.

Jimin: Cool thank you. Let's go?

I nodded again.

Jimin: Oh wait. I'll tell Jin that we'll be back later.

I nodded. After 3 hours, Jin called us and said we should come home for dinner because I only ate this morning. So we went home.

I felt dizzy and hot. I felt like I wanted to throw up right away. Jimin had asked a couple of times if I was okay. I nodded or said 'I probably haven't had enough to drink' each time.

At home we sat down at the table with the others. There was Bulgogi and Ssam on the table. It looked delicious, but thinking about food, made me throw up mentally. I ate almost nothing. I couldn't. I didn't feel like it. Taehyung was the first who noticed.

Taehyung: Suri, why aren't you eating?

I hadn't heard that anymore. But I knew that it would get the attention of the others. I was about to get up to get something to drink. But then at first I felt dizzy and then everything went black. I passed out.

𝕋𝔸𝔼ℍ𝕐𝕌ℕ𝔾 ℙ𝕆𝕍:
Suri didn't answer me. Didn't she hear me? Suddenly she fell to the floor with a loud thund. It gave me a damn fucking minute to realize that Suri just fainted. Jimin and Jin, who were right next to her, tried to wake her up. When there was no point in waking her up they took her to the bedroom. Namjoon went with them. Jungkook just sat there and watched as Hoseok went into the kitchen to get medicine. I looked next to me. Yoongi was still staring at the same place where Suri was lying 2 minutes ago. I could tell, he was really worried. Even if he always looked like a cold hearted person I knew he cared. Especially when it came to Suri since she is the only girl and only 12 years old.

Me: Hyung?

Yoongi looked at me.

Jungkook: Is she okay?

Yoongi: I don't know. She'll be okay.

He said in an emotionless tone and stood up. I knew he cared, but he pretended like he wouldn't. He went to hoseok who was in the kitchen.

𝕐𝕆𝕆ℕ𝔾𝕀 ℙ𝕆𝕍:
I went into the kitchen to ask Hoseok what was wrong with her. I didn't feel comfortable seeing Suri like that. A month ago I made a promise to myself to take better care of her and now? She just passed out a couple of minutes ago.

Me: What's wrong with her?

Hoseok: Hyung said she's sick. I touched her. She has a high fever. But she'll be fine in a few days I think. Do you want to give her the medicine?

I nodded and took the medicine and the cup of tea in my hands. I went to the bedroom. Jin, Jimin and Namjoon were just leaving the room. I went to her. She was laying on her bed sleeping. I put the medicine on the little table next to her bed. The back of my hand touched her forehead. Damn! She was extremely hot. I noticed that she was having trouble breathing, so I moved her to a more comfortable position.

Jimin: Hyung. Let's go sleep.

I nodded. It was getting late. Tomorrow we'll see how she's doing.