PHUN'S POV
Ok, I admit, I have been an annoying jerk lately but what can I do? I am fucking jealous you know and this wonderful boyfriend of mine isn't even aware of that.
Knowing my Noh, even after being together for more than two years, he still is uncomfortable with us in public. He always wore that displeased look on that beautifully -outlined face whenever I suddenly popped out in his faculty. It hurts me but I tried to understand him as much as I could...but, of course, there are times that I DON"T.
Am I such an embarrassment to him?
Doesn't he love me anymore?
I can't help it, I should trust him. But sometimes my confidence just plummets down the gutter.
I know I' m still a good catch, am I not? Girls still try to get my attention even when I when I turn them down and tell them that I'm already taken.
I know school is keeping us busy but still, we could at least make the best out of the little time we have left. To think us being together for more than two years will make me feel satisfied and contented, HELL NO... cause the truth is I could never get enough of him. I could never get enough of his kiss, his touch, his warmth. I needed him more each day.
Is this addiction? Maybe it is. He is a happy addiction. The more I see him, the more I miss him. The more I kissed him, the more I wanted to be with him. Damn, even his curses seem music to my ears. It's his own unique way of showing his love. If I could only tie him up, keep him in my pocket I would have done it.
Ok, ok I'm nagging out here, I know. The thing is I wanted us to take our lunch together. Since we don't get to stay on the same dorm, and my classes always start very early and most of the time ends late at night, that's the only time we could only meet. I told him about this nicely but I was flabbergasted when this bastard vehemently says no. What the hell?
"Are you hiding something from me?" I asked him with that questioning look in my eye. I stared right through those round dark orbs trying to pry for any hidden agenda.
"What! No", he clearly denied shifting his gaze away from me. He walks towards the study table and begins arranging his sheets. His back faces me as he pretends to get busy.
"Then why can't we have lunch together?" I asked him again. "It's not like we're only doing it now?"
"Your faculty's too far away". He casually answers me without even turning his back.
"SO???" I do not get what he's trying to imply. My faculty has always been a little far ever since the very beginning but why is he using it now to make his point.
"You only have at least an hour for lunch break. It would be very inconvenient for you to come to my faculty", he turns to me as he lengthy explains.
"I have a car". I reminded him arching my brow.
"But still, the time you spend coming here, you could at use it to take a rest instead", he flatly says. All of his reasons just seems to be too shallow for me. I could feel something is not right.
"Who says I need to rest".
"Didn't you just say that you're tired? You're complaining of how hard your study schedules now. You're so stressed out on a lot of things. I don't wanna be a burden to you".
"Yes. I did say that". I lingered my word as I gazed at him intently. Noh is very transparent. He denies it but I could read him easily. I know when something's bothering him or if he's hiding something from me which is what is happening right now. "But you never a burden to me. If I could have more time, I'd gladly spend it you na".
He was silent for a while. I know my words caught him off guard.
I walked towards him and pulled the chair beside him. I turned his body so he could face me. This brat flinches and tries to look away. I cupped his face with both my hands and force him to face me. This bastard still refuses to look at me. He shifted his gaze down evading eye contact.
I squeezed his soft cheeks against my palm till his lips formed into a beautiful pout, (reminds me of a fish nibbling for food). "Speak now".
He tried to brush my hands off but no, baby I'm not letting go.
"You're that gonna tell?'. I tried to make my voice angry. "Then I'll squeeze your face till you turn into a pug". I threatened him adding more pressure to his face. I tried hard to stifle my laugh because Noh looks so incredibly cute right now.
"Fuck, Phun..let go", he spits curses even in his condition.
"I won't not until you tell me the truth. I'm not buying any of that shit you said". I ask fiercely.
"Ok..Ok..just let go". He scowls his face admitting defeat. I smiled contently to myself and positioned him right in front of me. I stretched my body fully and rests my arms across my chest. Looking at us from afar, Noh looks like a thief who's just been caught red-handed by a handsome police officer. Hehe (yup that's me)
Noh takes in a couple of deep breaths. He sends those deathly glares at me while massaging his face. It turns pinkish from the recent pressing I did. He remained silent and continually avoids my gaze. He is clearly in a dilemma.
Furrowed brows, intense gaze, pressed lips, arms crossed and my foot impatiently tapping the floor, a complete menacing look. He looked at me before heaving a deep sigh.
"ok. I don't want you to go to my faculty. Cause ever since Melon saw you dining with me, she keeps ogling her eyes on you. She persistently asking about you every fucking single day. Your favorite food, favorite color, types of movies, zodiac sign...damn...She even asks me for your number. It annoys me ok" Noh goes on and on venting out his anger.
It took me a while to let it all sink in.I jagged my brain to remember who the hell is he talking about "Er...Melon???"
"Yes, Melon, the campus star. Remember the first day of this school year. Brown long hair, pale white skin, slender figure. She sat with us along with her friends".
"ahhhh.......I still can't remember."I shrugged my shoulder since my brain can't provide me with a memory of this girl. "So she's the campus star?"
"YES, Idiot. Didn't you know?" He bellowed. "How can you be a doctor when you have such low memory", he proudly snorted shaking his head.
I smacked his head to knock out some sense into him. "That's because I only tend to remember people who matter to me".
He grimaces in pain though he didn't say a word. I felt guilty hitting him so I pull him closer to gently massaged his beaten scalp. He didn't make a protest and just let me massage his head. We stay there in silence...
"So..did you". I ask him after a while.
"Did what?". His look at me in confusion.
"Give my number?". His pupils turn from confusion to darken fire. I can't help but laugh at his reaction.
Noh looks at me with murderous eyes."What's so funny?"
I laugh till my stomach ache. My angry baby just looks at me with contempt. I stifled my laugh before this guy mauls me over.
"My baby is jealous". I smiled at him sheepishly. My heart's overflowing with happiness.
Noh furrowed his brows and scrunched his face even more.
"I'm not" he gravely denies.
"You are". I tease this denying bastard that is now turning red.
"I'm not". He profusely denies giving me that unyielding attitude I so fuckingly love.
"You are" , stating this straight to his eyes.
"I'm not" He stares back. (The nerve of this guy!!!)
"YOU ARE...." I moved my face closer to him. (I'm winning this war, no matter what). When he is this cute, how could I possibly let it go that easily.
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His eyes waver a bit.
"Okay. I am'. He answered meekly but it's loud enough for my heart to hear. My Noh's sweet voice is driving me crazy. Argghhhh.
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Author's Note
More phunnoh moments. hehe. Jealous noh is the cutest. And I want master phun to be happy.
I did try hard to write something good to make up for all those breaking chapters I did.
Advance Happy Valentines Day everyone. I'll post again next week (Hopefully ^_^)
Lastly: Enjoy
XEE yah ^_^
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