We've watched it All Fall Down in the first book.
Now let's take a journey and see if things change or if they remain the same.
MUST READ "ALL FALLS DOWN"
Ima stop updating twice in a day😭 one chapter always gets over looked 😂😩
DAVE
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I woke up with a mean ass hangover. I couldn't even remember half the shit that went on last night.
I sat up in bed holding my head as a massive headache started making it's appearance.
"Fuck" I groaned looking around for some type of medication.
I got up seeing that I had a broad in my bed
"Aye" I reached over shaking her
"What" She snapped flipping over
"Bitch don't fucking snap at me get yo ass up and get the fuck out my crib" I snapped
"You're a fucking asshole" She mugged me as she gathered her shit
"And you a hoe. Are we done stating the fucking obvious?"
She shook her head walking out the room.
I was about to walk out as well so that I could go the bathroom but I started feeling dizzy. I sat on the bed laying back down
"Fuck I need to stop drinking so much" I said out loud
"Yes you do" Layla walked in looking around at all the liquor bottles that I had in here. Some were half full and others were empty
"So this is the life you want to live?" She asked standing over me
"Are you always going to come in my room on bullshit?"
"Stop being an asshole damn" She rolled her eyes
"Man what you want?" I asked her
"I came to ask did you know Kain has been seeing Desire often? And even hangs with that nigga Carter and the Dick rider Ant?" She said
I sat back up frowning
Why the fuck was he visiting the bitch who killed our brother and them niggas who probably helped her
It's no secret Ant and Carter want Desire so they probably helped take him out but shit backfired when Desire got hit.
"Where the little nigga at?" I asked
"He's gone. He went to Diamond's. I'm really not liking the fact that Kain's acting as he doesn't care about Jerome dying. Like that's his blood brother how can he hang with the person who took him from us?" She said as tears started falling.
"Bro stop with that emotional shit. You've been hella emotional lately and I'm not really feeling it" I told her getting up from the bed walking out the room
I really wasn't trying to have her fuck up my mood with her crying shit
"Dave how can you be so insensitive? Like what's wrong with you? You're this whole new person. You weren't like this before and I'm now just realizing it. You don't care about shit no more" She said walking right behind me
I stopped in my tracks turning to face her.
"You want to know what's wrong with me? Everything. My life's falling apart and a nigga's barely 21. I got two fucking grown ass kids to support and I feel like shit. I can't even show up to work. The girl I loved with all my heart and gave my all to fucked around and betrayed me. She took my brother from me.I lost two people in one day. One dead and the other one from betrayal. I'm so fucking lost that I don't know what the fuck to do. Then I have you down my fucking throat acting like my fucking mama. I don't need you telling me what the fuck to do" I snapped
Fuck was I suppose to do? Act like everything was Gucci? Act like shit didn't phase me? I've never felt this hurt in my life. Not even when my moms passed away. This was a new type of hurt but then again when my moms passed I wasn't this lonely . I had Desire to help me heal.
She stood there looking at me before attacking me with a hug. She hugged me tight not wanting to let me go.
"I'm sorry for being a brat. I'm really sorry Dave. I promise I'll get off your back. I love you but please don't throw your life away by doing what you're doing. We can move past this and get through it together but please don't continue to live this life" She begged
I looked at her not knowing what to say. I couldn't promise her that I'll slow down because in all honestly I don't know If I can. Or if I even want to.
The drinking and smoking is the only thing that numbs my pain and makes me forget about everything.
"I'll try" I told her
She let go of the hug looking at me like she couldn't believe what just came out my mouth.
"I'm done" She shook her head walking out the kitchen and out the door.
I ran my hand down my face letting out a sigh.
I stood there for a few minutes before I started looking around the kitchen for some Advil or some to calm this headache.
I looked everywhere but couldn't find shit. I was contemplating going to the store for some but I wasn't up for walking or even driving at the moment. I felt like my head was going to explode at any given moment
I walked to the bathroom hoping I could find something in the cabinets. Walking in there I started looking everywhere but found nothing
By now the pain was getting worse and I was becoming even more aggravated by the second. I was ready to cut my head off my damn self if this pain didn't stop or at least ease up.
I walked into the room looking around. I didn't find any pills but I found some pre rolled blunts. I took one lighting it hoping it'll ease the pain.
I grabbed a shirt out the dresser sliding it on along with my shoes.
I was planning on going to the shop to see what the fuck is going on with it. I was also hoping to run into Mugga and Jungle so I could apologize for my behavior.
The last thing I wanted was to ruin our friendship cause they always held me down and looked out for a nigga. I couldn't let my fucked up selfish ways get in the way of all that.
I finished up my blunt grabbing all my shit when I started hearing someone banging on my door like the damn police.
I grabbed my glock walking towards the door slowly making sure not to be heard or seen.
Reaching the door I looked out the peak hole seeing it was the fucking cops
The fuck they want?
I hurried up and hid the gun before opening the door.
