We've watched it All Fall Down in the first book.
Now let's take a journey and see if things change or if they remain the same.
MUST READ "ALL FALLS DOWN"
Decided to be nice for the night. Here's another update
Both this chapter and the last one needs to be at 100 for the next chapter. Trust me ya'll want to read the next chapter
KAIN
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"I can't believe we're having a son" Diamond smiled rubbing her belly as we laid in her bed.
She was officially 6 months and we got to find out what we were having a few days ago.
Once she heard it was a boy she started crying and smiling hard asf since that's what she wanted the whole time.
I still didn't know how to go about the situation. I was still lost and confused. So I wasn't really showing to much emotion towards her pregnancy.
I know it's fucked up because that's my seed but it's just to much shit that I don't know
There was so much I needed to learn and it didn't help that I could no longer count on Dave or Layla.
They were both lost in their own worlds that I honestly didn't even bother with them.
They both were acting stupid and didn't even notice it.
"Yeah I cant either" I said staring straight at the wall
"What's the matter Kain? Aren't you happy?" She sat up turning all her attention towards me
"Happy? How can I be happy when I don't know shit about babies? How can I be happy when I can't provide for y'all? I've been applying to jobs like crazy but I can't find shit. You can't expect me to be bouncing off the walls and shit when I'm lost about this whole situation" I snapped unintentionally.
I really didn't mean to snap but this whole thing has been stressing me out. All I've been doing these past couple of month is stress.
I'm barely a fucking sophomore and here I am having a kid in few months with no job and technically no damn family.
Every hope of me going to the NBA was going down the drain because I knew I was going to fall off in school once the baby arrives.
Her face softened when she looked at my face and tears started falling from her eyes
"I'm so sorry Kain. I don't know why I did this shit. I wasn't thinking and now I realized that you're the one hurting the most in this situation. It also doesn't help that you're going through everything at home. I'm so stupid. I wanted a baby with you and went about it the wrong way and here we are. You're unhappy with me and I can't do nothing about it. I'm already to far along for an abortion" She cried into her hands
I sighed running my hands down face before pulling her to me. I hugged her and let her cry into my chest
"I'm sorry ight. I ain't mean to snap I'm just frustrated. I'll figure something out but don't stress. We can't stress the baby" I told her rubbing her back calming her down.
