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Min Yoongi - Invited?

<Your Pov>
"Bye!" You said to Yoongi after giving him a hug and heading to the bus. You were going off to an inter school spelling competition but you managed to catch Yoongi before you left. You and Yoongi had only met last year but you seemed to have many things in common and you were even in the same English class. However, this year things between you and Yoongi had changed as he was spending more time with his other friends and leaving you behind most of the time. You boarded the bus and saw Yoongi laughing with his friends as they walked inside. You smiled to yourself and thought about how you'd surprise him at the end of the day. The bus journey eventually started and you sat alone by yourself reading a book. Suddenly a teacher comes up and sits next to you. "Uhm hello Miss." You said. "Hello (Y/N), are you ready for the competition?" She asks. "Yeah I think so." You reply shyly. "Oh it's okay (Y/N) I'm sure you'll do great. Don't let your silly friends distract you." She chuckled before walking back to the front of the bus. "My silly friends?" You thought as your mind filled with images of Yoongi and his friends. You put your book down and rummaged through your bag to find the letter that Yoongi had given you last year. Your hand shook as you opened the envelope and read it for the thousandth time. It read:
"Kyaaa! Hi (Y/N)!!
I'm writing this letter because....I felt like it ahahaha! Also because it's been 1 year of our friendship and I couldn't ask for a better friend. I know I'm not the most affectionate person but don't ever think I'll forget you okay? I'll always invite you to my birthday parties so we can smear icing all over each other's faces, we'll always go out every Friday after school, you can come to my house whenever you want and we'll graduate together yeah!?
Anyway, have a good day (Y/N).
Thanks for being such an awesome friend! I know this letter is short but I'm sleepy ahaha. Thanks (Y/N)!
- Yoongi"

By the time you finished the letter you didn't realise that you were almost at the competition grounds. You put the letter away and sat there thinking about Yoongi. The two of you had been talking less week by week and sometimes you wouldn't even talk at all. Your brain swirled with thoughts of him forgetting you all together and losing a friend like him. You held back your tears and diverted your attention to the competition ahead.

~ Time Skip ~
You were waiting on stage next to the announcer and your heart was racing. There were thousands of eyes on you and you could feel them burning through your soul. You held your breathe as the announcer began to speak: "And the winner of the spelling competition is....(Y/N) from Seoul High School Academy!!" You smiled and bowed to him as well as the other school. Your school was jumping up and down because of the grand money prize but you were happy with your small trophy and medal. "I can't wait to show Yoongi." You thought as you walked off stage and joined your enthusiastic classmates who congratulated you numerous times. "Okay everyone, let's get back on the bus and go back to school!" Your teacher announced loudly. Everyone sighed and whined but you smiled to yourself as you knew you'd see Yoongi.

Once the bus arrived at school the bell was about to go so you waited patiently outside and counted down the seconds from your watch. "3....2......1.....Rrring!" You raced upstairs to Yoongi's locker and saw him quickly packing his books away. "He's in a hurry today." You thought before tapping him on the shoulder and smiling. "Oh hey (Y/N), how was it?" He asked. You showed him your trophy and medal without saying a word and he smiled before giving you a hug. "I gotta go." He said. "Aren't you taking the bus?" You asked disappointed. "Uhm no I'm going to the arcade and watching a movie with..." His voice drifted off as he named all the people he was going with. You put your trophy and medal into your bag before walking down the stairs next to Yoongi quietly. Your head hang low as you walked. "Hey is something wrong? Why have you gone all quiet?" He asked. You moved Yoongi to a quiet spot and pulled our the letter from your bag. You looked him straight in the eye and spoke:
Remember this?
Remember all our late night conversations?
We used to talk hours on end, with no distractions, no limits. We talked from the minute we got home from school until we both went to bed. We had endless conversations about nonsense, the worlds weirdest problems as well as our own. We helped each other. We were always quick to care for one another. But now, we've drifted. Our conversations come to a minimal. Sometimes we don't talk at all. I don't really know what happened. But maybe you can tell me Yoongi, because you promised that you wouldn't forget me!

Tears streamed down your face and you looked down at the letter in your hands. Yoongi stood there. Shocked. "(Y/N), why didn't you tell me?" He asked. "I tried Yoongi. I tried telling you but we never have the time to talk now. You're always going out or you're too busy calling all your friends on the phone." You explain. "I'm so sorry." Yoongi said before patting your shoulder. You continue to stare at the ground as more tears roll down your cheeks. "Well maybe Yoongi.." You said before putting your bag on your back.
You drop the letter at Yoongi's feet and look into his disappointed eyes.

"Sorry doesn't fix everything."