BTS Angsts

Kim SeokJin - Lost In Thought

[Throughout this story you'll be in the perspective of Jin. I hope you enjoy!]

"Hey Jin are you ready yet!?" You heard Rap Monster shout from downstairs. "Yeah I'm coming!" You replied back as you made your way to the stairs almost tripping on your Mario doorman. You walked to the car and hopped in, waiting to go to the beach. Suga lay asleep next to Rap Mon who was talking to Taehyung. Jungkook and Jimin were playing in the back and J-Hope was listening in to Taehyung an Rap Mon's conversation. You stared out the window as you watched all the cars go by. Your life had seemed like a blur the past few days. Everyone had their lives sorted out and you were just there if they needed you. At times, you'd try and interact with the rest of your group but it didn't feel right anymore. You eventually arrived at the beach and you were shocked when everyone dumped their bags on you. The weight of the bags hurt your back making it difficult to walk. "Jin!! Hurry up! Walk faster!" Jungkook whined from behind you. He pushed you forward and you almost stumbled over your own feet. You all got to the sand and you set out a spot for all the boys to put their stuff so they could go play in the water. You lay back on the sand and read your book in peace. The sound of screaming suddenly alerted you to stop reading and you looked up to see Taehyung burying Jungkook up to his neck. "Hey Taehyung! Don't cover his head!" You yelled at him. Taehyung threw the sand away and went to play in the water, leaving Jungkook still buried. You took a deep breath and got up to free Jungkook. "Thanks Hyung!" He shouted as he ran towards the water. You walked to the water and stood so your ankles were submerged in the sea. The waves overlapped each other freely giving you peace. All the thoughts came running back to your head about the rest of the members and how you're not fitting in properly. You closed your eyes in hopes to escape the thoughts but were shocked when you opened them to be alone in white clothes in a dark room with scattered flowers on the floor. "What?" You said out loud being surprised by your echo. You saw a window behind you and looked out to see all the rest of your band members enjoying life. "Where am I?" You thought as you walked around the room. Your mouth dropped open when you saw two words on the wall:

"Never land."