Just A Mess

By EllieLostHerMind

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I'm not too sure as to what this is, but I often get bored and lost in my thoughts, so why not write them out... More

#1 (Secret.)
#2 (Don't Help Me.)
#3 (You Knew Me.)
#4 (Drive.)
#5 (Agoraphobia.)
#6 (We Are Alone Here.)
#7 (Resilience of the Mind.)
#8 (Anxiety.)
#9 (Twisted.)
#10 (Cut Me Loose.)
#11 (Degraded.)
#12 (Emptiness.)
#13 (I Love You.)
#14 (Bloodied Silver.)
#15 (Silence The Voice.)
#16 (Addicted.)
#18 (When?)
#19 (Fine. Normal. Nothing.)
#20 (Does Time Heal Us?)
#21 (Save Me From Me.)
#22 (Can Nobody Hear Me?)
#23 (Last Hope.)
#24 (Entertain.)
#25 (Be My Escape.)
#26 (Red.)
#27 (Safety Blanket.)
#28 (Youth.)
#29 (Aren't We All Like Rain?)
#30 (Contort and Change.)
#31 (What's The Point?)
#32 (I Tried.)
#33 (Fake Happy.)
#34 (Fit The Mould.)
#35 (I Hate Mr. & Mrs. Popular.)
#36 (What Is Expected Of Me?)
#37 (Mystery.)
#38 (Friend, Please.)
#39 (Happy To Be Loyal.)
#40 (Fear of the Truth.)
#41 (I Can Hold The World.)
#42 (Catastrophic Thinking.)
#43 (Misfits.)
#44 (Rose Walker.)
#45 (Read More.)
#46 (Words Fail.)
#47 (Survival of the Weakest.)
#48 (I Miss Who I Once Was.)
#49 (Why Do I Control Myself?)
#50 (Worthless.)
#51 (Home.)
#52 (Mixed Emotions.)
#53 (She.)
#54 (Background Noise.)
#55 (Hope To Die.)
#56 (Her.)
#57 (What Much Can You Do?)
#58 (Dissociated Anxiety.)
#59 (I Like The Skilled Ones.)
#60 (When It Rains.)
#61 (Morgan.)
#62 (Theodora.)
#63 (Brooke.)
#64 (Girl.)
#65 (How Would You Feel?)
#66 (Made For Your Happiness.)
#67 (My Body Is A Band.)
#68 (Employed To Make It Better.)
#69 (Word Vomit.)
#70 (Can't Be Tricked Into Love.)
#71 (Distract Me.)
#72 (My Reality.)
#73 (Words Are Like Paper Balls.)
#74 (Wings.)
#75 (Addicted To You.)
#76 (Where You Are, Worries Me.)
#77 (Emotionless Doll.)
#78 (Numbers.)
#79 (I'll Open Up To You Soon.)
#80 (Did I Really Want Love Like This?)
#81 (Mask Off Future.)
#82 (The Universe Playing Its Tricks.)
#83 (A Gas Called 'You'.)
#84 (I Can't Cry.)
#85 (Killer Bunny.)
#86 (What Have I Done?)
#87 (Better For You.)
#88 (Vomit.)
#89 (Let's Look Over You.)
#90 (Finifugal.)
#91 (I Want To Hear Your Breathing.)
#92 (My Punishment.)
#93 (Pied Piper.)
#94 (Not So Poetic.)
#95 (Forgive Me.)
#96 (Mourning You.)
#97 (I'm Proud Of You.)
#98 (Punished.)
#99 (Trust Issues.)
#100 (Lie.)
#101 (Fool Me Once.)
#102 (I Used To Be Happy.)
#103 (Radio Silence.)
#104 ("I'm Fine," Is A Lie.)
#105 (Alone.)
#106 (Mute.)
#107 (Hiding In The Quiet.)
#108 (Still No Closure.)
#109 (You're Forgiven.)
#110 (Typing.)
#111 (Let Go.)
#112 (Past Thoughts.)
#113 (You Too.)
#114 (Disembodied Therapist.)
#115 (Holding On To You.)
#116 (Why Do You Keep Me?)
#117 (My Feelings For You To Read.)
#118 (You've Got Support.)
#119 (Let Me Take The Pain Away.)
#120 (Sight Of Your Name.)
#121 (It Hurts Inside.)
#122 (Demon.)
#123 (Text Lies.)
#124 (12th September 2009.)
#125 (Bruises.)
#126 (Was This A Good Idea?)
#127 (17th September 2018.)
#128 (Grief.)
#129 (Handprints.)
#130 (Role Of The Warrior.)
#131 (Glass House.)
#132 (Used.)
#133 (Belong.)
#134 (Change.)
#135 (Sociopath.)
#136 (Autocorrect Smiles.)
#137 (Monster.)
#138 (Not Just Yet.)
#139 (Bend The Rules.)
#140 (Again.)
#141 (Deafening Colour.)
#142 (Blood and Water.)
#143 (Tears.)
#144 (Euphoria.)
#145 (A Pushover's Guilt.)
#146 (Nice.)
#147 (A Bone To Pick.)
#148 (Lost Childhood.)
#149 (The Nurse.)
#150 (Her Family Photo.)
#151 (Back In Time.)
#152 (Sugarcoated Pill.)
#153 (Sinner.)
#154 (Daydreams.)
#155 (Liar.)
#156 (Community.)
#157 (Can't Remember.)
#158 (Are You Happy Now?)
#159 (Broken.)
#160 (House.)
#161 (Generational Repetition.)
#162 (Worth It.)
#163 (Help Me.)
#164 (Illness.)
#165 (Toy.)
#166 (It.)
#167 (On My Side.)
#168 (Forgotten.)
#169 (Couldn't Save.)
#170 (Sweet Words.)
#171 (Cried Wolf.)
#172 (Lonely Hour.)
#173 (Come Back or Stay Away.)
#174 (For You.)
#175 (I Need You.)
#176 (Little Me In The Mirror.)
#177 (Lost.)
#178 (From Being Alone to Being Lucky.)
#179 (Wait.)
#180 (Unnoticeable Disappointment.)
#181 (Celebrity.)
#182 (The Fear You Instill.)
#183 (Am I Allowed?)
#184 (Blame.)
#185 (Let Go Of Me.)
#186 (Lying On A Daily Basis.)
#187 (Awake.)
#188 (How Did This Happen?)
#189 (One Became Two.)
#190 (Still Gone.)
#191 (Pratice Your Smile.)
#192 (I Can See You Hanging There.)
#193 (I'm Not Yours.)
#194 (This Is The Truth.)
#195 (Fragile Lies.)
#196 (Tiring World.)
#197 (Actress.)
#198 (Starving.)
#199 (I Don't Want To Be Alone.)
#200 (Lovable.)

#17 (Not Motivated Anymore.)

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By EllieLostHerMind

I'm not too motivated today,
Feeling slow.
Feeling alone.

I wasn't motivated yesterday,
Feeling slow.
Feeling alone.

I won't be motivated tomorrow,
Feeling slow.
Feeling alone.

It's always like that.
Feeling slow.
Feeling alone.

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