Just A Mess

Bởi EllieLostHerMind

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I'm not too sure as to what this is, but I often get bored and lost in my thoughts, so why not write them out... Xem Thêm

#1 (Secret.)
#2 (Don't Help Me.)
#3 (You Knew Me.)
#4 (Drive.)
#5 (Agoraphobia.)
#6 (We Are Alone Here.)
#7 (Resilience of the Mind.)
#8 (Anxiety.)
#9 (Twisted.)
#10 (Cut Me Loose.)
#12 (Emptiness.)
#13 (I Love You.)
#14 (Bloodied Silver.)
#15 (Silence The Voice.)
#16 (Addicted.)
#17 (Not Motivated Anymore.)
#18 (When?)
#19 (Fine. Normal. Nothing.)
#20 (Does Time Heal Us?)
#21 (Save Me From Me.)
#22 (Can Nobody Hear Me?)
#23 (Last Hope.)
#24 (Entertain.)
#25 (Be My Escape.)
#26 (Red.)
#27 (Safety Blanket.)
#28 (Youth.)
#29 (Aren't We All Like Rain?)
#30 (Contort and Change.)
#31 (What's The Point?)
#32 (I Tried.)
#33 (Fake Happy.)
#34 (Fit The Mould.)
#35 (I Hate Mr. & Mrs. Popular.)
#36 (What Is Expected Of Me?)
#37 (Mystery.)
#38 (Friend, Please.)
#39 (Happy To Be Loyal.)
#40 (Fear of the Truth.)
#41 (I Can Hold The World.)
#42 (Catastrophic Thinking.)
#43 (Misfits.)
#44 (Rose Walker.)
#45 (Read More.)
#46 (Words Fail.)
#47 (Survival of the Weakest.)
#48 (I Miss Who I Once Was.)
#49 (Why Do I Control Myself?)
#50 (Worthless.)
#51 (Home.)
#52 (Mixed Emotions.)
#53 (She.)
#54 (Background Noise.)
#55 (Hope To Die.)
#56 (Her.)
#57 (What Much Can You Do?)
#58 (Dissociated Anxiety.)
#59 (I Like The Skilled Ones.)
#60 (When It Rains.)
#61 (Morgan.)
#62 (Theodora.)
#63 (Brooke.)
#64 (Girl.)
#65 (How Would You Feel?)
#66 (Made For Your Happiness.)
#67 (My Body Is A Band.)
#68 (Employed To Make It Better.)
#69 (Word Vomit.)
#70 (Can't Be Tricked Into Love.)
#71 (Distract Me.)
#72 (My Reality.)
#73 (Words Are Like Paper Balls.)
#74 (Wings.)
#75 (Addicted To You.)
#76 (Where You Are, Worries Me.)
#77 (Emotionless Doll.)
#78 (Numbers.)
#79 (I'll Open Up To You Soon.)
#80 (Did I Really Want Love Like This?)
#81 (Mask Off Future.)
#82 (The Universe Playing Its Tricks.)
#83 (A Gas Called 'You'.)
#84 (I Can't Cry.)
#85 (Killer Bunny.)
#86 (What Have I Done?)
#87 (Better For You.)
#88 (Vomit.)
#89 (Let's Look Over You.)
#90 (Finifugal.)
#91 (I Want To Hear Your Breathing.)
#92 (My Punishment.)
#93 (Pied Piper.)
#94 (Not So Poetic.)
#95 (Forgive Me.)
#96 (Mourning You.)
#97 (I'm Proud Of You.)
#98 (Punished.)
#99 (Trust Issues.)
#100 (Lie.)
#101 (Fool Me Once.)
#102 (I Used To Be Happy.)
#103 (Radio Silence.)
#104 ("I'm Fine," Is A Lie.)
#105 (Alone.)
#106 (Mute.)
#107 (Hiding In The Quiet.)
#108 (Still No Closure.)
#109 (You're Forgiven.)
#110 (Typing.)
#111 (Let Go.)
#112 (Past Thoughts.)
#113 (You Too.)
#114 (Disembodied Therapist.)
#115 (Holding On To You.)
#116 (Why Do You Keep Me?)
#117 (My Feelings For You To Read.)
#118 (You've Got Support.)
#119 (Let Me Take The Pain Away.)
#120 (Sight Of Your Name.)
#121 (It Hurts Inside.)
#122 (Demon.)
#123 (Text Lies.)
#124 (12th September 2009.)
#125 (Bruises.)
#126 (Was This A Good Idea?)
#127 (17th September 2018.)
#128 (Grief.)
#129 (Handprints.)
#130 (Role Of The Warrior.)
#131 (Glass House.)
#132 (Used.)
#133 (Belong.)
#134 (Change.)
#135 (Sociopath.)
#136 (Autocorrect Smiles.)
#137 (Monster.)
#138 (Not Just Yet.)
#139 (Bend The Rules.)
#140 (Again.)
#141 (Deafening Colour.)
#142 (Blood and Water.)
#143 (Tears.)
#144 (Euphoria.)
#145 (A Pushover's Guilt.)
#146 (Nice.)
#147 (A Bone To Pick.)
#148 (Lost Childhood.)
#149 (The Nurse.)
#150 (Her Family Photo.)
#151 (Back In Time.)
#152 (Sugarcoated Pill.)
#153 (Sinner.)
#154 (Daydreams.)
#155 (Liar.)
#156 (Community.)
#157 (Can't Remember.)
#158 (Are You Happy Now?)
#159 (Broken.)
#160 (House.)
#161 (Generational Repetition.)
#162 (Worth It.)
#163 (Help Me.)
#164 (Illness.)
#165 (Toy.)
#166 (It.)
#167 (On My Side.)
#168 (Forgotten.)
#169 (Couldn't Save.)
#170 (Sweet Words.)
#171 (Cried Wolf.)
#172 (Lonely Hour.)
#173 (Come Back or Stay Away.)
#174 (For You.)
#175 (I Need You.)
#176 (Little Me In The Mirror.)
#177 (Lost.)
#178 (From Being Alone to Being Lucky.)
#179 (Wait.)
#180 (Unnoticeable Disappointment.)
#181 (Celebrity.)
#182 (The Fear You Instill.)
#183 (Am I Allowed?)
#184 (Blame.)
#185 (Let Go Of Me.)
#186 (Lying On A Daily Basis.)
#187 (Awake.)
#188 (How Did This Happen?)
#189 (One Became Two.)
#190 (Still Gone.)
#191 (Pratice Your Smile.)
#192 (I Can See You Hanging There.)
#193 (I'm Not Yours.)
#194 (This Is The Truth.)
#195 (Fragile Lies.)
#196 (Tiring World.)
#197 (Actress.)
#198 (Starving.)
#199 (I Don't Want To Be Alone.)
#200 (Lovable.)

#11 (Degraded.)

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Bởi EllieLostHerMind

You know you'll never make it.
I will make it.

You know you'll never be someone.
I will be someone.

You know you'll never mean a thing.
I will mean something.

You know you'll never be strong.
I will be strong.

You know you'll always lie to yourself.
I will not lie to myself.

You know you'll lie to everyone else.
I will not lie to everyone else.

You know you're nothing.
I am something.

You're nothing.
I am something.

You know you'll never make it.
I did make it.

You know you'll never be someone.
I was someone.

You know you'll never mean a thing.
I did mean something.

You know you'll never be strong.
I was strong.

You know you'll always lie to yourself.
I didn't lie to myself before.

You know you'll lie to everyone else.
I didn't lie to everyone else before.

You're nothing.
I was something.

You're nothing.
I was something.

You know you'll never make it.
I'll never make it.

You know you'll never be someone.
I'll never be someone.

You know you'll never mean a thing.
I'll never mean anything.

You know you'll never be strong.
I'll never be strong.

You know you'll always lie to yourself.
I'll always lie to myself.

You know you'll lie to everyone else.
I'll always lie to everyone else.

You're nothing.
I am nothing.

You're nothing.
I am nothing.

I am nothing.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.

I was never going to be anything.

I am nothing.

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