Pretty When You Cry

Chapter 79

Lana's pov
Yesterday night, after Blake left i talked to Chuck and told her what happened. Then i texted with James, he's shooting a new movie. Today we're going to a new place for tomorrow's show. When i first saw Blake i just said hey and nothing else. In the plan i didn't sit next to him like usually, i sit next to Pamella and Anna with Johnny and we talked a little bit about everything. When we got to the new hotel we're staying, i got into my room and call my parents and Charlie. I miss them all. After talking to them i took a nap.

I woke up to Francesco calling me.
"Heyy beautiful
- Oh Francesco hey
- Are you okay? You're voice is not like usual.
- I'm fine. It's because i was sleeping. I am tired because of the trip.
- I was wondering if i could come see you tomorrow at your show.
- Yeah sure! It will make me happy. I'll talk to Ben to put you in the guest list.
- Great thank you.
- See you tomorrow then.
- Ciao" i look at the clock and see i only have 15 minutes to get ready before we go try some songs. I change my clothes and get ready. Then i join everybody in the bus. The only place left was next to Blake. I go sit next to him, and try to make things better "heyy" i say smiling to him. "Hi" he answer coldly. "I'm sorry about yesterday." I say playing with my fingers. "No don't be." I look at him and ask "So that's it? We stay friends" he nodds and say "Yeah it's the best thing to do" i hug him hard. First he doesn't hug back but then put his arms around me and hug me. I whisper in his ear "i don't want to fight with you anymore" he rubb my back and say "I'm sorry if i hurted you yesterday with all the things i've said
- No i deserve it." I look at the ground and say "Francesco called me. He wants to come tomorrow at the show
- Lana you don't have to tell me. You do whatever you want. It's none of my business anymore.
- I don't know actually." He sigh and reply "i want you to move on. Stop thinking about me. Be happy. I can see in your eyes that you're in pain." I hold his face and make him look at me in the eyes "Tell me that you want me to forget you" he remove my hands from his face and say "come on Lanz
- No look at me in the eyes and say it. Tell me that we will never be together again. If you do it then i'll forget you." He look at me in the eyes and start thinking. Then he say slowly "we won't be together again." I felt like a knife in my heart. I nodd and say "if it's what you want, then okay." He gives me a small smile and we get down of the bus and go on stage. After the training we all went to have dinner. Things were starting to get normal with Blake. I didn't felt like he hates me but i was sure that he forgot me. Now it's my turn to do it. On our way back to the hotel i started to smoke. Blake came sit next to me and ask "still smoking huh?
- Yeah. But not much.
- Be carefull about it. Please i don't want you to feel sick again.
- Don't worry I'm feeling fine."
He kiss my cheek and go sit in his place again. He seems really happy that we're just friend now and that i'll forget him, maybe because he already forgot me. I don't know what he's trying to make me feel but it's getting me mad.
When we got to the hotel i told everybody i'm going to relax. I needed to stay away from Blake. Byron knock on my door and ask me if he could come in. He sits next to me on the bed and ask "Are you okay?" I look at him and hig him tight. Then i explain "He said we won't get back together. I have to forget him but i can't. I love him Byr.
- Lanz, You have a millions of guys who would kill themself for you. You cam forget him. Blake will always be here for you. No matter what but he's hurt and you're hurt. Forget him, you'll both be fine" i nodds and say "Just make sure he's okay." He leave the room and i call Francesco. "hey Fran
- Heyy again.
- umm where are you?
- On my way to the hotel.
- Do you want to come over?
- Lana it's late.
- You can stay with me.
- Are you ok Lanz?
- I'm waiting for you i'll text you the adress."
30 minutes later he's here. "I couldn't wait for tomorrow" i say smiling at him and hugging him. "What's wrong?
- I need you to make me forget Blake. I know i sound crazy but it's the only way.
- Are you serious?
- He made me forget you, i'm giving you the chance to have me back. Don't you want me again?
- More than ever." He hug me really hard and place a kiss on his my lips.