CHAPTER 8 : THE SIGNS

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Author notes:

I'm sorry guys if my release was delayed. Writing the next chapters is honestly hard...

I know it is gloomy at this point, but that is the reason why I made chapter 1 in that style.

Though I felt like it took away some mystery out of the entire storyline but I wanted to let u know that the pain is ending

Healing takes time guys and these gloomy and sad chapters are necessary

BTW, BOLD & ITALIC REPRESENTS SAMS DEMONS AKA THE VOICES
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SAM's POV

There are no words to express how painful it was to hear Mon's explanation.

Seeing her breaking down was killing me

Knowing I caused it, was even worse

But u know what broke me the worst?

It was the fact that I was oblivious to all her pain.

I let the love of my life suffer alone!

This was after I had vowed to treat her right!

I promised, I would never hurt her again!

Yet all this time, i unknowingly did!

Can it get any worse than that?

How about the fact that all this time, I blamed her!

I can't believe I actually blamed her!

What have I done?!

I ruined both of our lives!

It was my fault all along!

What else do u have to say for yourself Sam?!

This isn't fucking funny!!!

Yes, she had gotten me!
Her sentence summarized all that had gone wrong in my life!

I was stupid! So so stupid!

I felt like I was stabbed, chewed and spit out in the middle of nowhere!

I was fucking miserable!!!

Then she blamed me and said that I claimed to have known her the best in the world, but I was so easily fooled by her lie!

Haha ha ha ha

Yes, Sam.

That really was the gist of it all

You are so fucking pathetic!

How stupid were u not to see the signs?!

How stupid were u to let it all go?

Admit it or not, Sam,
U knew something was wrong!

U knew she was hiding something from u!

U knew that her suddenly asking to leave, with the claims of wanting to pursue further studies, was bullshit!

This was Mon for crying out loud!

The same Mon who called u saying she missed you after spending a couple of hours a way from you!

The same Mon who chose to live with you despite her parents pleading her otherwise!

The same Mon who was as clingy as a cat!

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