Ants POV
Rj: Are you All Packed ?
Ant: Yep , I packed A Variety Of Clothing , since this is a Surprise Although you could have gave me a temperature
Rj: Oh Im Gone be Hot , Very Hot
Ant: Your Such a Perv , Is it the beach
Rj: Its a surprise , you trust me right ?
Ant: Well see lol
Rj: Here Let me put this in the Car and You Can Lock up .
I Handed him My bag and made sure everything was in Order sent out my last emails to my assistant and headed downstairs , Just as I was walking down the hallway I heard Stephanies Voice get loud , I walked up to her door and stood by it and overheard her Pleading with Rashad to stop calling her Phone , She Hung the phone up and threw it on the Floor , I closed my eyes and clenched my teeth as I had to remind myself this weekend was about Me any My husband celebrating out One year anniversary , as selfish as this sounded I had no time to play Den Mother as Tiara would say , I turned around to walk off and she called my name .
Stephanie: Ant Is that you ?
Ant: Yea its Me
Stephanie: O , I thought you guys would have been gone by now
Ant: We�re actually heading out Now
Stephanie: O
Ant: Are you Ok ? I Kinda overheard
Stephanie: Yea , Im Fine l, Don�t worry about me
Ant: You Know If you want , I could ask Kendrick To Come stay with you while we�re away
Stephanie: No that�s Ok , hes Just blowing my phone up , No need to be alarmed
Ant: Well ok then , if you need our security the number is on the fridge
Stephanie: Thanks have a nice trip
As I was hugging Stephanie , Rj started to Blow the Horn , I rolled my eyes laughed and ran out the Door . I had No Idea where the First stop of the Three Day Even was but Day one must have been Something Fun cause we were riding with the top Down .
Rj: Hurry Up , Its our Weekend the Least you could do is not Flirt with her for three days lol
Ant: What ?
Rj: Lol you think im blind ?
Ant: No , Stupid . You think Im Flirting with her
Rj: Maybe your Not , But Ole Girl has a Crush on you .
Ant: Who ? Steph
Rj: Don�t tell me you cant tell when a Girl likes you anymore ?
Ant: No I can tell , I just didn�t think Stephanie thought of me that way
Rj; Trust me that girl is crushing mad hard on you , its not that hard to believe I mean you are cute
Ant: And Gay , so there�s No competition
Rj: Oh Trust me I wasn�t Worrying about that , I got that On Lock
Ant: Whatever Nigga
I Pushed his Head and he faked swirved off the road , It was nice to see him so positive , now that he had his full movement back and training with his team again , he seemed like the old RJ very happy Go Lucky . Hopefully He would work some of this energetic energy into this surprise 3 day anniversary event . As the Rhymes Of J.cole Blasted threw his speakers , I couldn�t Help but enjoy the scenery it was nice to escape the city and hit the open road . About 2 hours of joking around and taking pictures ,we finally arrived to the First destination .
Ant: The Beach I Knew It . Luckily I packed a Swim Suit
RJ: Actually Your Not goin to Need it
Ant: What ?
Rj: Look around Anthony , what do you see
He stepped aside and All I saw was Skin , It was like a walking Rihanna Video , Naked people everywhere , Majority Old People, saggy asses and gray pubes , with the exception of a few perky tits. I looked at him with a shocked face , he grabbed my hands and said you trust me right ? I looked at him with an unsure look , he pulled his tank over his head and threw it back into the car then Pulled at mines. When I said I hope he incorporates some of his energy into the weekend I wasn�t speaking of this , I was very reluctant as his pants***t the ground and his d***k swung back and forth against his thick hairy thighs . I Just stood there like a fish out of water as he pulled down my pants , the breeze felt weird as well as the various strangers walking by and checking out our packages , Rj Just stood there smiling like he knew he was the big dog on Campus . As the sand lodge between my toes , I couldn�t help but sit there with my legs together and hand covering my junk , this was just too out of the norm and the old gray chested white men weren�t making this any easier .
Rj: What are you doing , let that thing out to breath
Ant: No , this is Just creepy
Rj: You either let it out or ima start sucking it Right here right now
Ant: You Cant Do that , Sex in Public is Illegal
He pointed at a sign on the beach that said , beware Sex could be on the Next blanket . I Rolled my eyes and grabbed his hand and walked out to the ocean at least I would be covered even if it was water . As were play fighting in the water , I must have brushed one to many times against his d***k cause it was sticking up like a shark fin . He whispered in ear and told me to turn around , I did as he said and within seconds his d***k was pressing against my hole . He bite down on my neck as he pushed his way into me , as my eye rolled back into my head I looked up at the setting sun . When I Opened my eyes I saw two guys coming towards us , I freaked and tried to pull away from him but he wrapped his hand around my waste and pulled me back and told me be cool , The two guys approached Us .
Red: Aye My Dude Sorry to Bother you , but me and My dude are Big Fans
Rj: Oh Yeah , thanks
Greg: It�s good to see you back to good health , You getting back on the Court right ?
Rj: Fo Show
Red: Make that snappy cause they can Really Use you My Nigga
Greg: You two Make a Cute Couple , Babe we finally found a Couple Prettier than us
Ant: You two are a couple ?
Red: Yea , We been Going strong since High school
Greg: We�re actually celebrating our Honey Moon
Rj: Congratulations were celebrating Year One
Red: Oh Well We aint mean to interrupt yall time then
RJ: Naw its cool
Greg: So yall going to the Concert tonight
Ant: There�s a Concert ?
Greg: Yea the Got Melanie Fionna , Emeli sande , Miguel , Elle Varner , and Gary Clarke Jr .
Ant: Yo that sounds Cool , Im Sure were going , right
Rj: Oh Yea Of Course .
Red: Oh well hopefully we see yall there
Ant: Allright it was nice to meet yall.
As they walked away from us , I turned around and Hit Rj In the Chest .
Ant: Your So Nasty , what if they would have saw you f***king me
Rj: They were to busy looking me in the eyes to notice me killing them cakes
Ant: Im sure they noticed you twitching when you nutted
Rj: I thought the Dude Greg would have noticed the Nut floating close by him lol
Ant: Your So Nasty
I Splashed him with water and proceeded my way out the water . After leaving the beach we headed to some nearby hotel apparently they got out rooms situation mixed up cause it took a while to get a room , we had to name drop just to get a small One bed Room .
RJ�s POV
As Ant Showered I slid on some clothes and hit the lobby looking for any information on this concert , Truth be tolled the concert was nowhere in my plans , we were suppose to be heading to the airport by now on our way to a resort skying lodge , then after that jetting to the Caribbean for jet skying and maybe more Sex In the ocean . As I was searching the brochures rack , I heard a voice that wasn�t too familiar .
Red: Yo If your Staying in this Hotel , I Feel Expensive now
Rj: Aye Im just a regular guy , ya know . Infract im so regular that I don�t even have tickets for this concert
Red: Damn its sold out too
Rj: F***k , that�s what happen when you go out on a limb
Red: Then you In Luck, cause I actually have two extra tickets . I guess our friends weren�t so accepting of our marriage after all . there yours if you want them
RJ: Yo I owe yo a lot man , I swear Ima hook you and your Husband up with season passes , even trade ?
Red: Deal , Guess That mean see yall at the concert .
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Ant: OH MY GOD Im so Excited You Know How Much I Love Elle , And Miguel
Rj: You know how many times you said that lol
Ant: Ohhhhhh You Trying It
Rj: Naw I like hearing your voice , even after all these years
Greg: I Love that you guys are still madly in love , I Hope we�re like that
Ant : Awww thank you , and Im sure if you guys made it this far , I mean since high School that�s amazing
Rj: It really is I don�t really know anybody who was openly gay in highschool.
Red: Oh we weren�t openly gay , we were friends , actually 2 out a foursome , we were inseperable and then one day we just fell in love and kept it from our other 2 friends and everybody else
Ant: Wow I Imagine they were shocked about you guys getting married
Greg: Which is probably why they skipped out on the concert , But we would much rather have you guys in their seats
Ant: Huh ?
Red: Aye so is it true or not , is The Rookie Xavier One of us or what ?
Ant: We really don�t indulge in Gossip soooooo
Greg: I say he�s gay , He�s tooooo pretty ,
Red: Don�t Pus***t
Rj: Excuse me guys , I have to use the restroom , Babe your ok
Ant: Yea Go Ahead
I got up from the table and made my way to the Bathroom , My Anxiety was reaching an all time high as countless fans recognized me and approached me , It was like my blood began to boil , I quickly made my way into the bathroom and closed the stall , I Reached into my pocket and pulled out the little zip lock bag and pulled out my phone and gently spread it across my screen , it had been weeks since I even used , By Now I had control over the drug I only used it when I wanted to , I wasn�t strung out on it like you would think , I was a casual snorter . as the Drugs filled my body it was like I had this big red button that stopped time , everything started to move slowly , and all my nerves and anxiety sunk to the bottom of my body I was fully relaxed as I started to spread One more line so I could get back to the concert before it started . As I was spreading the line thin I couldn�t help but notice my reflection in my screen I quickly turned away as I couldn�t face to see myself. I braced myself and went down on the line , It was like Pure Heaven It quickly took over my body as my head moved in circular motion and a smile plastered across my face . I was so lost in the feeling that I didn�t hear the door to the bathroom open within seconds I saw the Flips flops , and my heart dropped as the door Flew open , and Ant was Standing there Biting his lip .
Anthony: I thought it was my turn to Service you ���.
He Didn�t say anything his face just went from Sexual to confused to shocked , I quickly tried to clean my nose off and put away my phone and the bag , I stood up and took a step towards him and he took one back , the way he looked at me broke my heart , it was the exact look I knew he would give me if he ever saw me partaking in this . I reached my hand out and he backed into the sink.
Rj: Anthony Baby I Can Explain
Ant: ��..
Rj: Its Not what it looks like
Ant: You Can Explaine , Really You can explain why you have White Powder On your Nose
Rj: Its Really Not that Bad
Anthony: Oh My god Im so Stupid , How could this go over my head , I had so many Clues , White Girl , the Sniffing , always scratching your Nose . The Nose Bleeds , The F***king Nose Bleeds How Could I be so Stupid
Rj: No Babe Your Not Stupid , Listen to me
Ant: Listen to you , Your standing there with Coke On your Nose and Blood Dripping From your Nose
I Looked into the Mirror and Walked over to it turned the water on and started cleaning myself up , Anthony looked at me and walked out the bathroom , I grabbed some napkins and followed after him . He stormed towards the table , grabbed his stuff and turned around and walked right into me
Greg: Your leaving the Show hasn�t even started
Ant: Move
Rj: Lets talk
Ant: Im Leaving , Move
Red: Is everything Ok
Rj: Were Fine
I Followed behind Anthony , but lets just say when he wants to get away he sure can get fast . As he slammed the bathroom door in my face . I pressed my face against the door , and basically started pleading my case
RJ: Babe Just open the Door let me Explain all this to you
Ant: �������������..
Rj: Please , Anthony , Open the Door
Ant: Go Away
Rj: No
Ant: Please
Rj: Not Until you Open the Door
Ant: Im Ok , I Promise when Im ready to talk about it I�ll be out
Rj: Ok but Im waiting by the door
Ant: Fine by me
About and hour later the bathroom door opened almost making me fall backward into the bathroom . He stepped over me walling into the room grabbing his things and putting them back into the suitcase .
Rj: what are you doing
Ant: Packing
Rj: Come on Ant lets talk about it , Please don�t just leave
Ant: Go Ahead RJ talk , please inform of the logical reasons you would snort such poison into your nose.
RJ: It�s a long story
Ant: So is the ride home , now talk or I walk
Rj: Well It all happened a couple of months ago I was just so down and out , and gave up on everything I wanted to move on , I wanted to put what happened to us , to me , and to arron behind me but it was much harder than just accepting it and trying to move on . I would have nightmares , and day dreams about that night , I couldn�t get it out of my head , it had gotten to the point where I couldn�t close my eyes without thinking about it . One night you were coming into the house late I had a Gun cocked ad ready to shoot thinking you were an intruder , one of his boys coming to finish the job . I had to find an escape and it just happened to be the drugs , I know that makes no sense but the drugs were the only thing that helped .
Ant: So are you like addicted , are you a Coke head ?
Rj: what ! No of course not . Im not addicted its just something I do ��.
Ant: Ha Something you just do � where you ever going to tell me
Rj: I ��
Ant: Of Course Not , cause that�s what we do right ? Keep secrets and lie about everything , Some way to bring in our One year anniversary
Rj: babe Im sorry
Ant: I bet you are , Can we just go Home ?
Rj: But what about the Concert , the Weekend ?
Ant: Im Just not feeling it anymore I just wana go Home .
RJ: Ant Please lets just enjoy whats left of the trip
Ant: Seriously I Cant right Now , You have no idea how hurt I am , and Im not even putting on an act , or dramatics im so disappointed in you that its sickening , I would rather go home that�s the only way to salvage the relationship .
He continued to pack , and so did I , within minutes we were on the road , In complete silence , with the top down , as I looked over at him I could tell he was upset From the look on his face and the speed of the car . I just looked out the window and prayed that somehow all this would end well , I reached into my pocket and pulled out the little zip lock bagy and dropped it out the window I made it my mission to fix this , and that meant doing away of the drugs . I Just hope that this can be fixed before our anniversary is over
Ant's POV
As I Sat in the Dark , I Tried my best to wrap my mind around the Shocking revelations that have come to the light . For the Life of me I Couldn�t comprehend why Rj would do something so Stupid , Not only did Drugs affect his body but they affected his life overall . He was just getting to a point where he was gaining control over his body , and he wants to pick up a drug habit? Oddly enough I wasn�t Angry I was more so disappointed with him . I always looked to him as a responsible One , The one to help guide me and keep me on the right path . I Felt like his parent , Like I was hurting more than he was . I Just wanted to lash out against him , and chastise him for doing something so Irresponsible and Reckless , yet I Just wanted to Cuddle him and comfort his sad face , I guess I Knew how my mom felt when she had to Punish me .
I Wasn�t Necessarily going to make this easy for him , I wasn�t mad at all , but I Just wasn�t ready to face him , I couldn�t think of his face without seeing the white substance and red blood on his nose . I was actually too ashamed to face him , because I partially felt responsible . Like there was something I Missed , something I didn�t do , Was I there enough for him ? Did I just Brush his feelings under the rug and expect him to deal with everything that happened In such a short span of time. As I sat there sulking feeling like a bad husband , I heard some footsteps coming into the living room .
Stephanie: Hey
Ant: Hi
Stephanie: Can I sit here with you
Ant: Sure Misery Loves company
Stephanie: You Ok ?
Ant: As much as I would love to be able to say yes , No
Stephanie: If You don�t mind me over stepping my boundaries for a second
Ant: Oh Please do , Lord Knows Ive crossed a few of yours
Stephanie: Well I heard about the Fight
Ant: You Heard about what Fight ?
Stephanie: Well I saw On Tmz Some Hotel Worker Said you two got into a heated argument and Left the Retreat
Ant: That Explains the paparazzi Vans camped outside
Stephanie: So Its not true right , you guys aren�t getting a divorce . Because in the short time ive been living here I have never seen such strong passionate love , I mean you guys have what romance novels are built on .
Ant: Awwww thanks , But No were not getting a Divorce
Stephanie: Good Good ,
Ant: But we did kinda get into an argument, well more so I did all the Fighting
Stephanie: What could have possibly happened in the span of 8 hours that would ruin your anniversary weekend
Ant: Actually Nothing , I Did all that huffing and puffing for nothing . In actuality im not even mad , I couldn�t stay mad at him even if I tried .
Stephanie: Trust me I Know a thing or two about Loving Unconditionally
Ant: How did that work out for you
Stephanie Surprisingly Well , You know Fall In Love with a Man , and You give him your all . Everything is Great and Honkey Dorey , then The next thing you know he�s not the man you feel in love with .
Ant: So Why didn�t you just leave ?
Stephanie: Because I Lied to Myself to the World , I Put on a Front to pretend to be Happy , To Pretend to be Confident , But the one thing I didn�t Pretend was Love , I Loved that man to death . and there was nothing he could have done to make me not . I know how Stupid that sounds
Ant: No I actually understand now , It might not have been physical but I agree No matter what that man up there does , I don�t think I�ll ever Not love him . Unless he killed my mother lol
Stephanie: Lol Now that is a deal Breaker lol
Ant: Can I Just say Im So Happy for you , Your such a beautiful Girl , With a Great heart and any man would be so lucky to have you . Hell If I wasn�t Gay I would have you lol
I Burst into laughter , and so Did she , but hers wasn�t as Hard as mines , as I focused back on her face she had this strange look on her face . She leaned in towards me and all of a sudden I froze up , I Just remembered Rj saying she had a Crush on me but this was just weird . She placed her hand on my lap and went in for the kiss , It was just lip but It felt wrong , Like I was cheating on my husband even tho I didn�t enjoy it . As she pulled away from the kiss I Just sat there motionless looking at her with an obviously confused face , which was a bad idea she returned but this time full force , her tongue entered my mouth but before I could Push her away we we�re interrupted .
Tiara: Well Well Well
Ant: What are you guys doing here
Kendrick: We came to Console you but
Tiara: apparently someone beat us to the punch lol
I stood there nervous and breathing hard like Tiara and Kendrick was Rj walking in on us . I quickly grabbed the two of them and dragged them to the kitchen .
Ant: There better be a good Reason you two used your Emergency Keys
Kendrick: We Came Bearing Ice Cream and a Buffy Dvd Box set thinking you would need comfort , but I see you have a sweet tooth for something else .
Ant: Its not what it looks like
Tiara: And here I was thinking it would be your Husband creeping with her , but Noooo it�s the Den mother who�s hand is in the Cookie Jar .
Ant: Ok Enough with the Jokes , Why are you guys really here ?
Tiara: Well we we�re recruited on a secrete mission , to get you to enjoy the rest of your Anniversary
Kendrick: I have no idea why she�s talking like that , but Rj sent us to help save the rest of the weekend , so our job is to get you out of this Funk and think of a Way to salvage whats left
Ant: Awww I Appreciate you guy�s willingness to help , but I think I got this
Tiara: Got what the Cooties from kissing a Girl
Ant: Did I Forget to tell you France Has made you a B***h
Kendrick: Can we just get to business
Ant: Yes we can starting with you two going Home ,
Tiara: We�re here to help Anthony
Ant: I Shouldn�t Even be talking to you two , Your On His side , But I have a Plan and I need you two to go to Work , to help me Pull it off
Tiara: Im sorry I Don�t work for you lol
Ant: You Do Now B***h , Now Chop Chop , and keep close to your Phones I will be sending you details , Now Go We have a Anniversary to save .
I Practically Pushed them out the door , I turned around and noticed that Stephanie was no longer in the living room , I shrugged and thought to myself Great that awkwardness was the last thing I needed . I had to channel all my energy on saving my first Wedding anniversary . As I quietly made my way up to the bed Room , I really wasnt sure what to expect , were we going to talk about it right then and there , Would that possibly lead to an argument ? As I stripped down to my underwear I looked over at Rj Fast asleep in the Bed , I pulled the sheets back and climbed into bed . Within seconds he rolled over and wrapped his arms around me .
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Kendrick's POV
As I stood there Gripping my champagne glass a little too hard , I couldnt help but feel some type of jealously towards Brooke . It hadnt been that long since Xavier sorta kinda broke up with me in my sleep , Granted we werent in a relationship , it still stung . I hadnt had much time to even sort threw the feelings , was I In Love with him ? or wasnt I , Could it just have been awesome D***k and temporary feelings ? As I stood in the shadows watching him show her off to everyone at the Anniversary Dinner I started to feel sick to my stomach as she held on to her stomach showing off their baby Bump.
Tiara: There you are , If I didnt know any better I would say you were hiding
Kendrick: Im Just taking time to Reflect
Tiara: Reflect on what , we're at a Party .... Unless
Kendrick: Oh Lord
Tiara: Your thinking about Him arent you ?
Kendrick: If I say Yes will you go away
Tiara: Honey Im like a Rash , the more attention you pay it the stronger it gets
Kendrick: It's just not fair ya know
Ant: Que the Life isnt fair speech
Tiara: Look who's talking . I thought we agreed that a Back Yard Barbecue wasnt the route to go
Ant: Listen I know My Husband and this is what works for both of us , We Enjoy our Friends and Family , and Once we kick you b***hes out we're off to some Exotic location to get freaky
Tiara: Tell me does this Freaky Include your Roommate Stephanie
Kendrick: Thats if he even told Him about the Kissing
Ant: For your Info It was a Kiss , Not kissing . and of Course Im going to tell him , I just figured one Hurdle was enough to attempt to Jump over
Kendrick: Anthony when are you going to learn , Hell when are we all going to learn , With holding information is a Crime , Punishable by Misery
Ant: Just because your Sulking that you missed out on your Opportunity at a Boyfriend doesnt mean you can Kill my Vibe
Tiara: I Dont get it why didnt you just tell him how you felt
Kendrick: Honey if Anything in Life was that easy , Everybody would be happy
Ant: He's got a point , So are you going to even talk to him about it
Kendrick: Nope
Tiara: Why Not ?
Ant: Yea at least Try
Kendrick: Try and Talk to an Engaged father to Be about feelings that im not even sure are real , yea that makes all the sense
Tiara: Well Why you contemplate on Spilling your deepest secrets like a teenage girl , Im going to feed my children
Ant: Aye go easy on the steaks those kids eat for 5 lol
Tiara: You Tried it
Ant: Sooooo
Kendrick: I Know this is the part where one of you pull me to the side and give me a speech about how proud of me you are , and how I should go out on a limb express myself to the fullest , Just spare it this one time
Ant: Actually I was going to say the Opposite , Ive seen you get involved with Guys who come with baggage and I Really dont think its a great idea to do it again , So maybe you should just Move on , if the feelings arent even that strong , then whats the point of telling him right ?
Kendrick: Right
Ant: You Deserve to be Happy , and Even if that happiness doesnt come for a while , Dont settle Kid .
Kendrick: Thanks , and you should really Tell Rj about the Kiss .
Ant: Im On it ... Wish me Luck
Kendrick: Good Luck
As Anthony walked away I felt the urge to Pee , I made my way inside the house and to the bathroom . As I thought about what Ant said , I couldnt help but think maybe he was wrong , Maybe I should throw caution to the wind , put myself out there one more time . I Mean there was no point in denying that I had a type , and that type was always flawed and unsure of themselves , but thats what pushed me to the them . Theres a saying things that are bad always taste nice . But this time I didnt taste anything , Xavier was Bland , He was actually boring , But there was something about him that attracted me to him , He wasnt my type at all , Because I couldnt depend on him to carry me , For the first time I was kinda the Crutch in the relationship . I flushed the toilet washed my hands and walked out the bathroom . To My surprise Xavier was standing right in front of the door with his arm rested on the top of the door , I looked at him then down at the ground and went under his long stretched out arm .
Xavier: Wow are you really going to just walk past me
Kendrick: Im sorry I didnt know I was suppose to speak
Xavier: I Guess I got my answer
Kendrick: To what ?
Xavier: If you were avoiding me or not
Kendrick: Oh well you got it , see ya around
Xavier: Wow Wow wait
Kendrick: What do you want
Xavier: I Dont know , I Ummmm I Guess I uhhhhh Kinda Miss you
Kendrick: Lol You are really a Class Act you know that
Xavier: What Did I Do
Kendrick: What did you Do , Ummm Lets see you sneak behind your Fiance Back sleeping with me on a Daily , then you Just come into my house Hold Me Comfort me , then Leave For Good
Xavier: Comfort you Leave You ? Wiat you were Awake
Kendrick; Of Course I was Awake
Xavier: Then why didnt you say something
Kendrick: What was I Suppose to say !
Xavier: I Dont Know Anything !
Kendrick: Dont Try that With me , You should have told me She was pregnant before You Stuck your D***k In Me .
Xavier: I wanted to , I tried but you were all Over me , I didnt know what to do
Kendrick: You Didnt Even tell me you were Having sex with her
Xavier: Oh Well Excuse the Hell out of me , I didnt know I had to Inform you I was Sleeping with my fiance
Kendrick: When Your Banging a person Almost everyday and sometimes unprotected , You Kinda Do .
Xavier: Well what do you want me to say , Im Sorry
Kendrick: Oh You dont have to tell me that I Know ........
Xavier: Where is all this Anger coming from , I Thought you would be Happy Mister Dont touch or talk to me after I get a Nut .
Kendrick: You Dont get it Do you
Xavier: No , I Dont and Quite Frankly Im tired of your Mystery games . Why couldnt you just say something if it bothered You . Why couldnt you just talk to me ?
Kendrick: Your More Clueless than I thought . I have to go
Xavier: Wait ,
He Grabbed me by the arm and turned me back around , I tried to stop that one tear that was building up in my eye . He just looked at me and then something came over him , it was almost like a light bulb went off in his head .
Xavier: You Like me ? How could I be so Blind , I actually thought you were just using me for sex , I mean I never really thought about it , but you Like me Like Me .
Kendrick: ...........
Xavier: Say It You Couldnt talk to me , I Couldnt linger around because you Werent afraid that you would fall for me , You already Had . It's true isnt it ?
Xavier: I Dont see where that matters , Your Engaged , She's pregnant . Even If i .........
Before I could Finish my sentence he Pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around me , and Kissed me . I Instantly gave in to his Grip , it was almost like my legs were jello , He squeezed me so Tight that It felt like I was going to Burst . He pulled away from the kiss and Looked at me with a smile on his face .
Xavier: You Have No idea How Much ...........
Brooke: I Knew It
Xavier: Brooke
Brooke: I Knew It , I didnt want to accept it But I Knew It . I Just had to see it with my own eyes
Xavier: Brooke its .....
Brooke: Not what it looks like ? Its exactly what it looks like . I Trusted you X I wanted to Believe you , But I had a feeling in my gut that this was all starting back up .
Xavier: Baby Please
Brooke: No save it . I dont care I Dont Care anymore .
She wiped the tears away from her face and walked away ,. I stood there feeling like s***t , I was at the center of this woman's pain , her Nightmare ,. was being with Xavier worth the pain all this was causing . I turned away from him and walked away . I couldnt start anything with a man with character like him , in one swift moment I Came to terms with my feelings and Morals all at the same time . There wasnt going to be a Kendrick and Xavier Not Now and Probably not ever .
RJ'S POV
Raiya: Daddy
Rj: yea Baby
Raiya: When I Come here for the summer Can we Put a Pool in the Backyard
Rj: Sure , And when you Come to Live with Daddy you could have whatever you want
Raiya: Mom said you would say that lol
Rj: Your Mom is a Very Smart Woman Lol
Raiya: How Come Your sitting alone , Arent these your Friends
Rj: Yea , Cant A Dad just enjoy a moment with his Only Princess
Raiya: Now that you say it like that , I Like it Just the two of us . and sometimes with Anthony
Rj: Anthony is kinda Upset with Daddy Right Now
Raiya: Why ?
Rj: Your too young to notice , but your dad has a way of hurting the ones he loves the most without trying to .
Raiya: So does that mean your going to hurt me ?
Rj: Of course Not , You My Little Princess is my one Weakness , I could never Hurt you , It would hurt daddy way too much .
Raiya: What About Ant ?
Rj: Ant , Is the only other person Besides you that I could never be upset with , No matter what either of you do , I'll always love you .
Ant: Awwwwwww
Raiya: Hey Ant
Ant: Hi , Raiya Do you Mind if I have a Word with your Dad
Raiya: Sure , all this talking has made me Pretty Hungry
Rj: Allright How much are you paying her
Ant: That was all her , I had nothing to do with that
Rj: Ease Dropper
Ant: Listen , I dont want you to think Im upset with you , Truth is Im a little Upset with myself , For seeing the signs for not being there for you so you had to turn to drugs . I was being unfair in dictating how you should deal with the recent events , You lost a lot and it took a tole on you . And if the Drugs are what you need to function then im ok ......
Rj: Let me stop there , I dont need the Drugs , I can do away with them at any moment . But What I cant go without is you , I dont wanna have another quite Night in bed . I dont wanna drive up the coast and Not be able to enjoy it with the Man of my life . I Just want you to talk to me lol
Ant: Im sorry , For being an insensitive Jerk
Rj: And Im Sorry , For being a Coke and a Liar lol
Ant: Soooo what do you say we pick up wherever we left off , and do This Anniversary Right ?
Rj: I can have a Private Jet Ready and waiting in the Morning
Ant: Deal , but in the Meantime you might wanna gain control over your Grill Jermaine looks a little too comfortable lol
I Gave Anthony A Kiss on the Forehead and Held his head to my chest , It was amazing how Just not hearing his voice for a couple of hours had such and effect on me . I Realized I didnt really need the drugs his love was enough as corny as that sounds It was True , I was High off of life , My life was now shifting back to happy place , everything was falling back in place and the court was in arms reach , My family was here to celebrate this milestone along with my closet friends , what more Could I ask for ?
Xavier's POV
I Just sat there Twisting My High school Championship Ring around my finger , I Sat in the bathroom Like a Caged Animal , afraid of becoming someones prey , and Brooke as my Hunter. It seemed like I was back to square One , It was like the same night 2 months ago , My world was literally unraveling beneath my feet , and this time there wasnt a damn thing anybody could do about it . I was Trapped within my own mind , My own insecurities , my Own Fears , I was up to my neck in Cowardliness , till the point where it consumed 100% of my life . I was the strongest ive ever been , yet weak at the same time . How Could I expect either of them to think of me as the Man they wanted , when I couldnt even be real with them , I already accepted myself and my sexuality , I just didnt know what side I would end up on , and that was the scariest part , Who do I hurt , Who Do I Let Down . My Thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the doorknob twisting , the Door swung open and I heard a Mans Voice , Say Damn My Bad Dude . I Quickly stood up and Tried to walk past him out the Bathroom door .
Jermaine: Wow Wow You Good
Xavier: Yea Im Fine
Jermaine: Really Cause I Know Rj's used a Ton of Onion on the Meat , But I swear those are tears .
Xavier: I said Im Ok
Jermaine: Aye Your Xavier Right ? ya Know I heard alot about you
Xavier: You Know What It was Rumor Get Over , and stop Gossiping like a Teenage Girl
Jermaine: Wait Hold up Playa I think you Misunderstood me , Look I Know all about you thanks to my Wife , But I think I Understand what your going through
Xavier: Unless your Wife Magically Grew a Penis , or You get the Sudden Urge to suck a D***k , Then I dont think you understand .
Jermaine: Its hard trying to live two lives right , Fun But hard , At some point you have to choose . Ya see I May not have the urge to suck D***k , but I know a thing or two about double lives .
Xavier: Cheating On Your Wife Hardly Constitutes for My SItuation
Jermaine: Your Right , But I once had a Best Friend who had the same struggles you did , In fact make that two and little cousin , So I know all about how you think the world other guys would see you or portray you , and You got it all wrong ,as long as your Open and Real with yourself Nobody really cares , I mean look at Rj he's living a happy life with a Husband Do I need to say that again lol .
Xavier: I Get that , But I cant just leave her , I Cant Abandon the baby
Jermaine: You Can Still be in Your child's life , and Would you really be doing her any justice by just keeping her ? If you Dont love her the best thing to do is let her go Bro , Just end it
Xavier: Your Right ... I didnt think I would be getting such Great advice from
Jermaine: A Straight Guy . I get that Alot
Xavier: Thanks
Jermaine: No Problem , And Ive heard that The world Really isnt that scary outside of the closet , Its Big , Bright and a little Confusing but Its not all that bad
I Stepped aside and let him enter the bathroom , With my new Found Inspiration , I had to find Brooke , I had to do the right thing , Even if it meant Hurting her , Im sure She would appreciate it .
Xavier: Can I talk to you
Brooke: Not Now
Xavier: This Cant Wait
Brooke: Can you at least do it in the Car , You've already embarrassed me enough
Xavier: It cant Wait
Brooke: Yes It Can , You can tell me when we make it home
Xavier: Im Not Coming Home
Brooke: What , This must be some kind of joke
Xavier: its not a Joke , Brooke I Love you and I Respect you But I cant Do this to you anymore
Brooke: X whatever your thinking about Dont Say It
Xavier: You Need to hear it
Brooke: You Need to get your Head on straight , We Have a Child to take care of
Xavier: And I can take care of him , But Im sorry Brooke It Wont be as a Family
Brooke: Do Not Do this to Me . X
Xavier: Im Sorry , But I cant Fake it any longer , I cant muster the strength to hide who I Am Anymore .
Brooke: It doesnt matter , It really doesnt matter to me , Please Dont do this , what about Our Families , what are we going to tell them , What about the Church
Xavier: I cant Think about what others Expect anymore , I want that Baby to Be Happy , I want you To Be Happy , And I want to be Happy , and I cant do that , You Cant Do that If Im Not being Honest . Im Not In Love with You Brooke , and I havent been for a while , Until this baby came along I would have kept this charade up forever , But I cant bring a child into this world being a coward , a Liar , a cheater . So screw what Our families say , Forget what the Church has to say , at the end of the day we gotta do what makes us happy cause in the end that all we got .
Brooke: I Cant Believe you
Xavier: One day you'll Understand
She took her Ring off and Threw it at Me , and Stormed out of the House . I Just stood there shocked , yet I felt relieved like a weight had been lifted off my chest , Or the metaphoric Closet door had been opened and the air flow was now reaching me . I wasnt sure what this meant for my future , but at least I was able to right my wrongs and prepare to be the Greatest Father I could Be .
Ant's POV
Rj: What are you Doing here
Ant: .........
Rj: Hey You Ok ?
Ant: Yea
Rj: I Havent seen you since the party Ended , Are you sure ?
Ant: I Know you said you could never be Upset with me , Did you really mean that ?
RJ: Of Course , I would help you get away with Murder , is that enough
Ant: Seriously What would do It
RJ: I Dont know , Nothing I can think of . I mean I would be sad that you cheated but I wouldnt care
Ant: Im such a Bad person
Rj: What Did you Do
Ant: I acted like a Brat and Ruined our Anniversary , because I felt like you Lied to Me , then I turned around and did the same thing to you , With Held information
Rj; What Information , Anthony stop with codes just tell me
Ant: Stephanie and I Kissed , As Much as I would Love to say she kissed me , I would be lying , I liked it and I wanted to kiss her back , and Ive been thinking about it all day . There I said it , Go ahead Yell at me tell me how im such a Hoe for doing something Like that on our Aniversary .
Rj: Ha Ha Ha Ha LMAO!
Ant: whats so Funny ?
Rj: You Actually think I would Be Upset about that , Kid I told you she had a Crush on You , I figured it would be only a matter of time before she made a move
Ant: You Think this is Funny , I Just told you I had sexual desires for someone else
Rj: Anthony Dude she hardly counts , she's Not a threat , and Im Ok with that If You want to get some P***y I dont know Happy Anniversary lol
Ant: You are such a Douche Bag Right now , this isnt funny
Rj: Babe You gotta admit it Is . so if your interested in her Make a Move
Ant: What ?
Rj: This is what anniversary's are all about right , reinventing the marriage , Some give china or crystal .... I give P***y lol
Ant: you Cant be serious
Rj: Bring her In , If she wants to do you , I'll sit right here and watch .
Ant: You dont think I'll do it do you
Rj: Oh I want you to do It ..... Im gonna get off so Good to that .
Ant: Liar
Rj: I want you to explore your Darkest Fantasy's I want to be there to experience them with you , So Go F***k her .
I got off the bed walked to her room and knocked on the door , she didnt answer so I opened the door and heard the shower running , I walked into the bathroom and pulled back the glass door , she just looked at me with shocked eyes then slowly removed her hands from covering herself up , I didnt know what came over me But I Just went in for the kiss . She stepped out of the shower rubbing her wet hands all over my body , I pulled my shirt over my head as she grabbed my hand and placed it on her P***y , We made our way out her room and all the way to Ours , I threw her on the bed took a deep breath and looked over at Rj and Dived in head first , she moaned and wiggled her body as I used my tongue to pleasure her , As I was Eating her I felt an extra hand on my head I looked up and saw it was Rj . He Lifted my head up and Pushed me on the Bed and started taking my d***k to the head , I pulled stephanie on top of me and let her ride my face , all three of us moaned and Howled in Unison . Rj was going from my d***k to my ass with his licks . I laid him down and told stephanie to straddle him and did the same thing licked from her p***y to his d***k . He was right this was the perfect Gift , To let totally loose and Explore every inch of our Souls . I laid stephanie on her Back and spead her legs and climbed in between her and slowly entered her wet warm P***y . Her eyes rolled to the back of her head , and mines as well not too long after as i felt Rj' D***k Opening my Hole . We were all on one Rhythm throwing our bodies against each other like we were making music , The sex lasted for almost an hour , Before The sensual sensations became too much and I Nutted , I quickly pulled out and Nutted all over her stomach , As Rj Nutted all over my Back and a little on her Shoulder , we all laid there out of breath and fascinated by what just took place , I looked over at stephanie and she didnt have an ounce of guilt or remorse on her face but then again neither did we . I felt stephanie Slide out the Bed , but I didnt really think to much of it , cause Rj had slid his d***k back into me and we were working on Round two , That night we flipped Flopped over six times . I would definitely say this was the Best Gift Ever !