Ant's Pov
Rj: I Dont understand why you cant just tell me
Ant: I dont understand why you just cant let it go
Rj: Let it go ? you leaked your Cousin's Sextape , Which almost Ruined your bestfriends Marriage Anthony , Thats Not something you let go
Ant: Look , believe If I Could tell you I would .
Rj: So The Secrets Begin here .
Ant: Its Not even Like that
Rj: Then what is Like , We said we wouldnt keep anything from each other . Not even Murder so Tell me .
Ant: Its Not that simple .
RJ: Im trying not to say it
Ant: Say what
RJ: Nothing
Ant: No Say it speak your mind
Rj: Fine , your turning into the Person I dont like , the Lying , Sneaky , Cut Throat Anthony that sickens Me
Ant: Sickens You ? Wow Good to Know .
Rj: I Didnt mean it Like that Ant , Its Just when you Do things like this It really Annoys me . Just be Honest with me thats All I want .
Ant: I have to Go
Rj: Go where ? Its the middle of the Day
Ant: Work
Rj: let me Guess Amir Howards
Ant: What is that suppose to mean ?
Rj: It means for the Past couple of days , Youve been dodging me and all your Friends , Your Hiding something .
Ant: And let me guess , You think its an affair with Amir Right ?
Rj; I mean , Lately he's been the only one to have any of your attention .
Ant: Its my Job
Rj: The Dude Doesnt even want your Help .
Ant: Whatever Im Out
Rj: Fine , I guess I'll Probably see you At Cam's Party , You know Your Real Friends
Ant: Ha Ha Funny .
I grabbed my keys and walked out the Door , there we were in our First fight as a Married couple . Funny thing is the Battle we were fighting wasnt even our own . True enough Ive been avoiding answering his questions about the Sextape leak and why I did it . What he didnt understand is even if I wanted to tell him , the damage it would cause would probably be catastrophic . I just wished he would let it go and Forget it ever happened , But I knew that wasnt about to happen not with Rj if he got any whiff of me in trouble he was ready to throw the cape on and save me and really I admired that about him . I Love the fact that he sees something wrong with me and is willing to do any and everything to Find out and fix it . Believe me I wanted him to Rescue me , but not Now .
I headed to Amir's Condo and Payed the lady at the Front desk For a spare key . When I walked in the Apartment the Odor was intense it smelled like the worst Frat Pad you could think of . There was tons of beer Bottles Pizza Boxes and Old Chinese Food and Trash on every inch of the Floor . I made my way to what was left of the Kitchen , Looked under the sink grabbed a Pot and Filled it with water , As I made my way through all the Dirty clothes and Junk on the Floor I made it to his Bedroom to Find him Drunk and Passed out Naked with the Sheet wrapped around his Body . What Rj said about Amir Not wanting my help really stuck to me , Here I was Practically Being outcast by all my Friends and Now my Husband . The Last thing I could control was Him . I Dashed the Cold water Onto Amir and He Jumped up and Ran to the Other side of the room , looking like a Frighten Animal .
Amir: What the F***k are you Doing
Ant: Rise and Shine Mother F***ker
Amir: How the Hell Did you Get in my House
Ant: You mean your Landfill ? I got a spare Key
Amir: Breaking ad entering , is that how you Treat all your Clients ?
Ant: Just the Ignorant One , Now Clean Up . You got Work to do
Amir: Work ?
Ant: You Deaf Now , Hurry UP ! Get Dressed .
He stood there for a Minute naked holding his D***k and Balls in his hand to Cover up . He Got in the shower while I savaged around the room to Find a Decent Outfit and we got in the Car and Drove off .
Amir: Damn You Gave you the Fat Lip
Ant: A Friend of Mines
Amir: Doesnt look like a Friend to me
Ant: Can you Just shut up and Conserve your Vocals
Amir: Vocals ? Im Singing
Ant: Yeap i booked your First Gig . So get Ready .
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Amir: Where the F***k are We
Ant: Oh , My Friends Magazine Cover Party slash Anniversary
Amir: This is the Veue ? No No No I dont do Gigs like this , I sell out arenas
Ant: Yea , good luck with that , Oh He likes The Weekend you Know any of his songs
Amir: Im not a Cover Band , Are you F***king Kidding me ?
Ant: Nope , Get to Work .
I grabbed myself***glass of champagne and so Did Amir I snatched his out his Hand Pushed him towards the stage . I glanced over and saw Tiara and Boy If Look could Kill I would be in a Body Bag right now . I Mingled around the Room for a While and Spoke and network with some of Cameron's Model Friends while cautiously avoiding Tiara . After they Revealed Cam's Cover it was time to Let Amir take the stage . I went back into room where he was warming up . When I walked in he was sitting by the window looking out of it . I Noticed about 5 Empty glasses lined up on the table . Thats when I lost it .
Ant: What the Hell are you Doing
Amir: Enjoying the View what does it Look Like
Ant: It looks Like your Drunk !
Amir: It was just Wine , Relax its going to take more than that
Ant: RELAX ! Relax ? I Have Been Busting My ass Every Day Left and right to Knock Down doors just to even get people to hear anything about you , Putting in Countless hours to Promote your Image and you want me to Relax ?
Amir: Oh goodie you Can Hear
Ant: You know what F***k It , and F***k You and your Sinking Career . Im Dont As of Monday you are No Longer signed to Banks Inc.
Amir: Awww thats such a Pitty .
He said with a smirk on his face , I turned around and stormed out the room , But as I got to the Door Something said stop . I turned around and looked at him and this time i didnt see a Drunken Pary Boy , I saw a scared little Kid . I Closed the Door and Went back to my Younger days when my grandma Gave me tough Love .
Ant: Thats what You wanted Isnt It .
Amir: I thought you were Done ?
Ant: You wanted me to Leave , to Give up On you Didnt You
Amir: ............
Ant: Thats why you been Being such an Ass , you wanted me to be like everybody else and say F***k it , He's not Worth it .
Amir: I dont know what your talking about .
Ant: Really Cause I think you Do . Your antics arent because your Seeking Fun , Your Seeking attention arent you .
Amir: Attention HA ! Do you Know Who I am , I Dont need to Seek attention . Im A Star
Ant: PLEASE Your Hardly a Star , Whatever star power you Had is gone , you just merely a Cloud , Lost in Space . I Peeped you Out .
Amir: Yo F***k You , You Dont S***t about me
Ant: Maybe so , But I Know enough to know , Your Scared , Of Failure thats why Act out and Push every opportunity you have to make it again away , Because your scared of Failure . Afraid that People wont think of you as The person you use to Be . Am I right ?
Amir: ............
Ant: You see , I was ready to walk out , Let you go of your Contract , But Now Im gonna Whip you into shape if its the last thing I do . Ive f***ked up alot of peoples Lives by my own Selfishness , But Im Determined to Help you , Even if you dont want my help . I'll keep wearing you down until your ready for it . I cant and I wont Give up on you . All you need is a little Encouragement , and you can be on on Top Again . Just let me Know when your Ready , but until then every morning You'll be waken up by a cold shower , seeing my face everyday making that hangover just a little bit Worse .
Amir: Im Ready
Ant: what was that ?
Amir: I Said Im Ready
Ant: Then Hit the stage , Their waiting .
I turned to walk out the Room and he stopped me .
Amir: I Ummm , Ummm Wanted to say thanks ya know nobody has every faught hard for me , Not since Granny
Ant: No Problem , Its my Job
Amir: Nooooooo , Admit it you Like me , Your a Fan
Ant: Maybe circa 2008 , the Bad Boy Album was Dope Lol
Amir: I Knew it Lol , Bring it In
Ant: What ?
Amir: A Hug you do know what that Is
He leaned in and Hugged me , Awkwardly it lasted longer than it should I just stared at the window eyes wide like this is Creepy . I finally pulled away from the Hug , and the next thing I saw was his Huge circle Black Bambi eyes right in front of mines , Followed by a Kiss , His lips maybe touched mines for 2 seconds , before I Pushed him Off and Punched him in between the Nose .
Ant: what the F***k ! Dude
Amir: I I ... Im sorry I thought
Ant: YOU THOUGHT WHAT !
Amir: I thought We were Having a Moment
Ant: You Thought Wrong , WHAT THA
Amir: Im sorry I Just Assumed
Ant: IM MARRIED I have a Husband
Amir: I know , I Didnt think it was real
Ant: Are F***king Kidding Me
Amir: I didnt think gay relationships mattered Ya know
Ant: STOP Just Stop While Your ahead
Amir: Im ......
Before he Could say Im sorry I Hit him again . He grabbed his face and screamed what the F***k .
Ant: Ok Ok Ok , Dont do that ever again
Amir: I wont im sorry , I really Am, I respect you
Ant: Right You Should
Amir: Ok Dont Drop me Please , I Wont do it again .
Ant: I need a Drink , Your on in Five .
I walked out the Room out of breath Confused and Creeped out . I grabbed the Nearest Drink to me and Found my Husband . He was talking to a group of people and I pulled him aside . and Kissed him .
RJ: Mood Swings ?
Ant: Lol , No I just been doing some thinking and You were right , in Order to avoid all cracks in our marriage we must have a solid foundation which means Total Honesty .
Rj: Ok
Ant: I Did Leak the Sextape
RJ: Ant
Ant: But it wasnt my decision , It was somebody elses Command
RJ: Who ?
I turned my head and looked at the Person .
RJ: Jermaine , Nooooooo
Ant: Yea
RJ: But why tho ? What would he gain from that ?
Ant: Even I dont know that .
Rj: Damn
Ant: But , Theres something else . Amir Kissed me
Rj: ............
Ant: Before you get Mad
RJ: Before I get Mad !
Ant: Calm Down , I Clocked him already , and it was only a Peck on the lips . I set him Straight .
Rj: Hell Naw !
Ant: Look , Stop , I know you wanna Crack his Jaw , But Just trust me on this One .
Rj: Trust you with another Man who kissed you , and Lets not mention you had his Poster on your wall before .
Ant: Ughhh Dont Remind Me , But I think , No I know he Understands , I finally got threw to him Babe .
As were standing there hand and hand , Amir took the stage and Performed , I had to hold on to Rj's Hand extra tight to make sure he wouldnt punch Amir's Lights out , but for the first time in a Long time he was present on stage and actually sounded good . The Weight was lifted off my shoulders my marriage survived its first rift , my Client was on the Right track so Far , and my friends well I still needed work in that department but for now Im enjoying the party and Avoiding Tiara .
RJ's Pov
After slipping away from Ant , I went my own way to get some Answers , not from Amir but From Rj . I just couldnt wrap my mind around why Jermaine would ask something so , Intruding and damaging to be put out , but most importantly why would he involve Ant and let him take the Fall for it . I found jermaine talking among a group of people that included tiara , so I quietly pulled him to the side and got to it .
Jermaine: Whats good
Rj: I should be asking you that
Jermaine: It seem like you got something on yo mind .
Rj: I Do
Jermaine: Ok Im here waddup
Rj: Why would you ask Ant to leak the Sextape
Jermaine: Rj look this isnt the time or the Place
Rj: Then we should make it the time or the place
Jermaine: Look Bruh , Im not having this conversation with you not here not Now
Rj: You Dont have to , But you will Explain your Coward move of letting him take all the heat from Tiara
Jermaine: This has nothing to do with you , Just mind your Business Son
Rj: When you involved my Husband , it became everything to do with me
Jermaine: Aye I dont owe you an Explanation , Your Husband Works for me , Its something I asked my Management team to do . Leave it at that .
Rj: So you really gone Be a Coward about it
Jermaine: Coward ? Look Bruh just because you were able to get your act together for what 3 months? , doesnt give you the right to go around calling Me a Coward
Rj: Then Man Up
Jermaine: Means alot coming from you
Rj; Check this out , I aint come over here to start no beef with you , Im Just asking that you do the right thing , your cousin is hurting from his Lack of Friendship with Tiara .
Jermaine: I Know that
Rj: Then Fix it , He scratched your back for whatever reason , But now its time to return the favor make this Right , Bruh .
Jermaine: yea whatever .
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Kendrick's Pov
The Party was In Full Effect the Drinks were Flowing , The Guest were laughing , and I was like a Busy Bee Networking away . The Party couldnt be going any better , Well actually it could If I could Find Cam . I searched around the room High and Low , Finally I got a tip that he was seen heading upstairs , Go Figure he really wasnt the type to have all the attention on him , It was so like him to find a spot and duck off . As I reached the Cracked door , I reached out for the door knob just as I was about to Push the door open I heard Laughter . I Opened the door to see Cameron Spinning around with his manager Monica in his arms practically jumping for Joy . I Cleared my throat to get their attention.
Cameron: Oh Hey ,
Kendrick: Heeeeeeey , Monica
Monica: Hi , Kendrick . Great News . Tho I should probably let Cameron Tell you
Cameron: great Idea , give us a second .
Monica flashed her Fake plastic smile , and walked out the Room . Now before Yall try to say im always insecure about other counterparts around my man , But this Monica was Extra Friendly , I mean it was like she took every chance to touch or Feel On Cameron , Dont get me Wrong I know she's also his stylist and what not but she does too Much For me .
Kendrick: She was oftly Friendly
Cameron: With good Reason Babe
Kendrick: Hmmmmm
Cameron: What is that suppose to mean ?
Kendrick: I Dont know you tell me
Cameron: Not this Again . Kendrick we went over this already .
Kendrick: Well Forgive me for sniffing out a Rat when I smell One
Cameron: Ohhhhhh God here We Go
Kendrick: Why Is that she always has to take it to that next level , always touching you and Rubbing you and those kisses on the check are getting longer and closer to your lips .
Cameron: Ughhhhhh Why must you do this , Dont you Trust Me ?
Kendrick: You Know I trust you , Its her I Dont
Cameron: Stop Being so Insecure
Kendrick: Insecure ?
Cameron: Yes Insecure , Im Yo man and you gotta Trust that Ima Do right By You .
Kendrick: I Do Trust You
Cameron: Then Why are we Having this Conversation AGAIN !
Kendrick: Watch your Tone Cam
Cameron: No This s***t getting Old Real Quick , It was you who Pushed me into this Field of Work , You who said Monica has helped launched tons of Male models Career let her Manage you . Was it Not
Kendrick: Yea but .......
Cameron: But Nothing , Once again you managed to Kill My Vibe , I had Good news to Share with you , and you come in Worrying about a celebration Hug between me and my manager Come on Kid , Im tired of this Real Talk .
Kendrick: Im Sorry
Cameron: Yea whatever
Kendrick: Sooooo , You Gonna tell me the Good news ?
Cameron: Im Going to Paris For a week
Kendrick: What ? For what
Cameron: Well if you would have let me tell you before Attitudes were involved this would sound a lot more Exciting . But Fashion Week .
Kendrick: Really ! thats Great , When Do you leave ?
Cameron: Well since the invite was such last Minute , in Order for me to walk I would have to leave within the Next hour .
Kendrick: What ? But tonight is our Anniversary
Cameron: I Know , I Know But this is a Huge Opportunity
Kendrick: Yea Yea , I Know . Can I Come with lol
Cameron: I Wish , But Your schedule this week is Hectic , Even if you could Come you Cant .
Kendrick: I Know , Doesnt hurt to ask tho
Cameron: So you wanna Go Enjoy the Rest of the Party ?
Kendrick: Actually I would rather , Stay here and Spend the last Moment of my Anniversary with you , if thats cool
Cameron: Ummmm I Dont know Im still a little Mad at you Lol
Kendrick: Well I Know just what to do to make it up .
I got on top of him and straddled him , He gripped me around the waist as I Kissed and Sucked on his neck . One by one our clothes started falling off , lips locked , bodies grinding against each others . I Unbuckled his pants and reached into his pants and pulled out his d***k , Just as I was about to take it into my mouth there was a knock at the door then it came open and in walked Monica .
Monica: Oh ! Sorry , Sorry !
Kendrick: B***h *whispers*
Monica: Sorry If Im Interrupting , but I Just got off the phone with the Pilot and the Flight is ready to Leave Asap So We have to go Now .
Monica leaves the room , and We start to put our Clothes on .
Cameron: Sorry , it's Marc Jacobs Private plane so when he's ready to go , We have to go
Kendrick: We .....
Cameron: *smacks lips*
Kendrick: So she's Going Too
Cameron: Ughh! I Dont have time for this Kendrick
Kendrick: So your Spending Our Anniversary with her , Peachy
Cameron: You Know what Bye , I'll Call you when I Land
Kendrick: Bye
Cameron stormed out of the Room with his shirt half way buttoned and slammed the Door . I Picked up my Champagne glass and Continued to sip , in the Dark like a mad Black Woman . I know from the outside it might look like I was over reacting and Nagging Cameron , But that Fish Monica was just not trustworthy . While the Party went On Above me with out a Hitch , I finally ran out of champagne and Decided to go Downstairs to get More , By Now the only people still there were the Drunks , and the Groupies who were trying to get any piece of change the could . So I went back upstairs with a Bottle of the best . As I was about to go back into the Room I heard a Piano start playing . I took the Bottle to the head and headed towards the Music . When I pushed the Door Open I saw Amir Howards sitting at the Piano Playing , I stood there and listened to him play while talking swigs from the Bottle . He started singing this Deep , painful song , From what I heard I could tell he was pulling this from Experience . He was truly singing from the heart , And I had a Front Row seat . After he Finished the Song I Applauded Him .
Kendrick: Bravo , Bravo That was amazing
Amir: How , how long were you standing there
Kendrick: Long enough to hear that Beautiful song . Is it about your Life
Amir: Ummmm
Kendrick: Oh Come on Dont be Shy
Amir: Yeah , I wrote it when I was 16
Kendrick: Wow , thats amazing
Amir: Thanks
Kendrick: Sooo do you always sneak into dark rooms , and pour your heart out
Amir: Depends , Do you always Drink from the Bottle
Kendrick: That means alot coming from the Guy who Vomited on My Gucci Shoes
Amir: Yeaaaaa , Sorry bout that . I'll replace them
Kendrick: Dont Worry , Already replaced *lifts feet up*
As I lifted my feet up to show him my Gucci Shoes , I Lost my balance and Fell over landing hard on my back . The Champagne bottle spilled as well soaking my entire shirt . Amir quickly stood up from the Piano and Helped me to my feet .
Kendrick: Wooooooow Lol
Amir: You Good ?
Kendrick: Besides being Wet , Im good the Carpet Broke my fall , wheres my Bottle
Amir: Wow Wow , you had enough of that .
Kendrick: Since when did you become a Prune
Amir: Im Not , But as of today I have a New Look on Life
Kendrick: Let me guess does it start with an A and end with a Y
Amir: A , Y
Kendrick: Anthony !
Amir: Ohhhh , A Little Bit , He can intimidate you when he tries
Kendrick: Believe me I know
Amir: And He Packs a punch Lol
Kendrick: Lol so thats who Gave you the Knot
Amir: yea , We had Misunderstanding , but its all Clear Now
Kendrick: Well On that Note , I have a Request
Amir: A Request ?
Kendrick: Yea , Perform Heartbreak Jukebox
Amir: No Way ,
Kendrick: Why Not
Amir: I hate that Song , its so Sad and Lonely
Kendrick: I Love that Song , Its my favorite song by You
Amir: I dont Know
Kendrick: Please , Please Please , Besides you Owe me One
Amir: Ok What the Hell .
Amir: This Goes Out to Your Gucci Shoes R.I.P
He starts playing the song on the Piano and instantly I travel to a distant place . Back to the time when I jammed this song everyday back in high School , when I was so Lonely and Afraid to be Who I was , The only thing I wanted was a Boyfriend or someone to talk to . As the Words flowed out his mouth I sat on top of the Piano and swayed back and forth as I took in every word he sang. I was starting to feel uncomfortable with this wet champagne soaked shirt , I pulled the shirt over my head and it kinda got stuck , I fought my way out of the shirt and laughed as I tried my hardest to get out of it . I Finally got it off and Amir offered for me to Join along with him . I started singing and Amir Burst into laughter. I Moved down to the Piano Stool with him and Continued to sing as he played . Im a Little Embarrassed to say but I was on total groupie status , here I was doing something everybody in my Junior High , High School and College life would Kill to do , and I was enjoying every Note of it .
Amir: Wow that was , Ok Lol
Kendrick: Ok , Boy I was On Fire
Amir: Sure If you say So
Kendrick: Ahhhh , So you about to sit here and tell me I wasnt American Idol Good
Amir: Dude , you Werent Even Local Mall talent show Good
Kendrick: Screw You Hater .
Amir: Get In Line with the Rest of the World
Kendrick: PUH LEASE , Nobody checking for you
Amir: Ha , Even you Dont Believe that
Kendrick: Thats what you think
Amir: What I know is your sitting here , Singing Romantic songs shirtless with me . What does sound like
Kendrick: Sorry to burst your Bubble but I have a Man
Amir: Really , where is he , cause for the last 30 minutes you've been with me .
Kendrick: ..............
Amir: whats the matter cat Got Your tongue .
He leaned in and invaded my space , I leaned back , and he reached behind my head and pulled me back in . There we sat face to face , quite not saying a word Basically just breathing . All Of a Sudden I got this Urge , this Uncontrollable urge to kiss him . It was like a magnetic force was pulling me towards him . I dont know if it was the Champagne or the Fantasy of It being Someone I Crushed on Growing up . He was literally seducing me with his eyes , as if the singing wasnt enough . He leaned in like he was about to kiss me , I closed my eyes and waited for his lips to touch mines , After a couple of seconds of nothing I opened my eyes to see Amir looking at me with his deep Dark Eyes , then he did the unthinkable he licked his lips and I lost it . I Grabbed his faced and Forcefully kissed him . It felt like fireworks went off , as I Kissed and touched him all over . I ripped him out of his shirt revealing his Rock hard Abs , The Dude had the body of***God , Ripped in all the right places , he Picked me up and sat me on the Piano , Pulling my pants down Slowly while biting and licking every inch of my legs . Till he Finally Pushed them into the air and dove Head first into my virtue . I threw my head back and enjoyed his tongue in a Different way , I used my hand to guide his head in a Circular motion as he was eating me . I Pulled him Up and Demanded he F***ked me Now . He Quickly Put the the Condom On and Entered me , There we were on the Piano F***king like Wild animals , It was so Intense and based on Pure Instinct , We wanted each other and I dont think there was anything to stop us From getting it . For well over 30 minutes Amir F***ked me like I always imagined it , Until I Bust all over my chest and he Proceeded to Nut all over my stomach .
After it was over there was still no words said , Immediately I felt Horrible , What have I Done , I quickly Grabbed my clothes and Left . HOLY F***KING S***T ! I Just Cheated On My Boyfriend on Our Anniversary .