I love You

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You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life

"Harry baby, I have something to tell you... well I went to the doctor today and he said that I'm pregnant." Harry gapes at his husband. His eyes filling with tears, then running into his arms and hugging the life out of him.

You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can
But for now you're scan of my unmade plans,
A small bump in four months you're brought to life
A small bump in four months you'll open your eyes

"I hope they have your hair Haz." Louis says randomly one night while he and Harry are sat in the lounge room watching random movies on Netflix. "Well they're gunna have your eyes." Louis giggles, his cheeks dusting a deeper shade of red.

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"And there's your baby, the most dramatic development this week is the babies reflexes. Your baby's fingers will soon begin to open and close, his toes will curl, his eye muscles will clench, and his mouth will make sucking movements. In fact, if you prod your abdomen, your baby will squirm in response, although you won't be able to feel it." Harry and Louis both listen close to why the doctor says, smiling while crying tears of joy. When the couple get home Harry makes sure to take a picture of Louis' little belly.

Louis giggles at the post, giving Harry a thumbs up

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Louis giggles at the post, giving Harry a thumbs up. "When they're born, I'm gunna have to be really careful and hold 'em real gentle yeah Lou?" Louis nods, giggling at his husband once more.

"I can't wait until they're born and when they open their eyes!" Harry excitedly tells his husband.

I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth
I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you

"I'm gunna sing to 'em Lou... and if they ever ask me a question 'm not gunna lie to 'em."


'Cause you were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life
Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why.

"I'm very sorry to say that you've had a miscarriage, we don't know why, but it was nothing you could have done. We think the baby had a heart malformation." The doctor tells the couple glumly, smiling sympathetically at them. Louis sniffs loudly, wiping his eyes as he cries. "But-but...." He weeps quietly, making Harry bring him in for a hug.

"So here today we have Harry Styles, and he's going to sing his brand new single for us today, for the first time on TV." Harry nods along with what the presenter is saying. "So this track is quite emotional, isn't it? I would've imagined it hard to write, if you don't mind sharing with us, what was your reason behind making this song?"

He breathes out a delicate breathe, it's still not easy for him to talk about. "Well, as a lot of people know, my partner and I found out a few months ago now that we were expecting. He was glowing, absolutely glowing... everything was perfect, but when we went for the 18 week ultrasound, we found out that Louis had had a miscarriage.... so it's been pretty hard for us for the past month and a bit, that's why I've sort of been invisible... our families and Lou and I in particular were grieving and we needed time to that and the fans were extremely excepting and  patient. So we were extremely thankful for that." The presenter nods, ushering him over to the stage setup they had made for his performance.

"So as said before, this is my first time performing this song. This is also the first time Louis has heard this song... so I wrote this song for our little baby, who we never got to meet, but still love endlessly... our little Darcy Jay Tomlinson."

He gently starts to strum his guitar strings.

"You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life
You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can
But for now you're scan of my unmade plans,
A small bump in four months you're brought to life
A small bump in four months you'll open your eyes
I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth
I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
You are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
Oh, you are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
And you'll be alright
Oh, you're just a small bump unknown, you'll grow into your skin
With a smile like hers and a dimple beneath your chin
Finger nails the size of a half grain of rice
And eyelids closed to be soon opened wide
A small bump, in four months you'll open your eyes
And I'll hold you tightly, I'll tell you nothing but truth
And I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
You are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
Oh, you are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
And you'll be alright
And you can lie with me
With your tiny feet
When you're half asleep
I'll leave you be
Right in front of me
For a couple weeks
So I can keep you safe
'Cause you are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
You are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
And you'll be alright
'Cause you were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life
Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why."

"It's easy to say this is one of your best songs Harry, if we could have Louis come on stage for a second." Louis slowly comes on to the stage, wiping his eyes repeatedly. "How do you feel about this song?" He smiles, tears still streaming down his face.

"It's the most beautiful thing I've ever heard."

Harry hugs him then, and they cry into each other shoulders. "Thank you so much for having me, it was great."

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