Opposite worlds »punk h.s

Chapter 19

++++                                                                     HARRY

I move my head to the beat of the music while I drive to high school. I didn’t go to class this morning and it is almost lunchtime. I don’t feel enthusiasm to go to today but I have lost some classes. The whole problem with my mother yesterday and Lucinda, was too much for me yesterday. I'm tired of all this crap.

"Harry!" I heard Niall's voice as I approach our table.

"Where have you been?" Liam asked worriedly.

"I bet with a girl." Louis answered.

"Can we not talk about bets?" I growled and sat down next to Zayn.

"Why not?" Zayn growls. "Where the hell have you been? You didn’t come home and you don’t even showed signs of you. "

"Now I have a wife?" I roll my eyes. "I went out to get drunk and met a girl, that's all." I replied.

"Don’t ever do that again." Zayn says jokingly and then he hugs me.

"You look like a couple." Louis complains. "You know what Harry should do? You should worry about the nerd. "Louis said looking over my shoulder.

I turn my head and spotted a few tables away from us that Lucinda is sitting next to Ryan. What the hell is she doing with him? Is she stupid or what? She didn’t learn the lesson.

Ryan is nothing but trouble, that's for sure. I don’t like this boy at all, he looks like the kind of guy that will make your life miserable and so far that's what he has made me. I can never get close to Lucinda because this fucking idiot is always ruin my plans, filling me with anger and transforming me into the monster I am.

That's all the nerd sees in me, a violent person but I have nothing more to show. Except for yesterday, she saw the inner side of my life, I hate to show that side. My real life. I didn't want her to meet my mom, fucking Marcel, I bet he has done it all on purpose. I should give him a lesson and beat the shit out of him.

I stop my thoughts when Lucinda's eyes moves away from Ryan and meets mine. I frown to show her my clear anger. The nerd doesn't smile, she blinks a few times, biting her lower lip and then she looks to Ryan. What the fuck was that?

"That idiot is winning your girl." Zayn laughs.

"You lost your charm Harry." Louis rolls his eyes.

"That's a sign to stop this damn-"

"We will not do it Liam, shut up." Louis spits.

"There should be some other way to get the damn money."

"And what would that be?" Zayn glares at him. "Stealing again?"

Liam rolls his eyes and gets up from the table. "Fuck you." He curses and then leaves. Niall quietly rises and follows Liam.

"Are you also going?" Louis asked when I rise from my seat.

"Fuck off.” That's all I say and I walk away from the table.

Honestly now I don’t want to share with these idiots, I’m not in the mood. I smoked a cigarette in the parking. What should I do now? I shouldn’t have come; being here is a waste of time. I hate this place.

My next class is chemistry and now that I remember I think Lucinda is in the class with me. These last few days I haven’t came to class because I'm tired of this shit. I guess I'll just to talk to her.

Yesterday was definitely something. I hate nosy people but she only showed concern.  I don’t know if it was real but I decided I decide to pretend that I believe in her attitude. I talked a little about myself and I'm impressed because I never do that. I don’t know what she has that makes me feel like I could trust her.