Opposite worlds »punk h.s

Chapter 14

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LUCY'S POV

When I get to this point?

I'm not the girl that stands out, I am not important girl....I'm...nothing, I've always felt that way.

I have never received the attention of anyone, not even my mother, so I'm speechless. I open my mouth to say something but no words come out.

Harry and Ryan frowned at me, waiting for an answer. Oh my god, I can feel the pressure, the air is heavy here.

Why should I choose one of them? Why am I doing this? I have to pick between Ryan or Harry? Why? I'm not even interesting!

I can't choose, just I can't do. On one hand I have Harry, I think he is ... I can't even define Harry with a word. He's ... nice, but I still can't forget what he told me about my pathetic life.

But on the other hand I have Ryan, he was my friend since forever, we've been through so much but...he slept with Madison! I can't believe it yet, I'm still puzzled by that.

"Oh my god Lucy, say something." Ryan groans, clearly angry. Harry looks at Ryan and then rests his furious green eyes on me.

"Yes, say something!" Shout a female voice.

"If you choose to Harry I'll cut you in pieces!"I heard another female voice.

Wait, WHAT? I turn around and I notice that almost all eyes are on us. I think I'll scream, I hate the attention, I hate this. Oh my god, why I agreed to come?

"All right! Enough!" I hear Cassie’s voice. Oh thank god, Cassie to the rescue. "Why did you do this to Lucy?" Cassie growls as she grabs my hand. "Fuck you both." Cassie spits and drags me out of the room.

I'm not going to look back; I can’t imagine Harry’s or Ryan’s face. We climbed the stairs and stop at the hallway on the second floor.

"What was that?" Cassie laughs. "Two guys fighting over you? This is so exciting!" She jumps a little bit.

"I...I don’t think it's exci-exciting." I shrug.

"Oh my god Lucy, yes it is!" She laughs.

"On one hand you have Ryan, your friend, he's cute..." Cassie said without much interest. "but on the other hand, my god!

You only have Harry Styles, he's sexy Lucy, you can't deny that... and not to mention the fact that he is a sex god, I'm so sure about that...Can you imagine what he can do with his tongue or with-?"

"Why do you talk about Harry Styles and not on me?" We both turned around to see Matt, Cassie's boyfriend or whatever, walking toward us.

"No, babe, is not what you thinking!" Cassie walks over to him and hugs Matt. "I just tell Lucy the advantages of having Harry's attention and what that might mean." She leans over and kisses Matt's cheek.

"Many girls would kill to be you, Lucy." Matt nods.

"Well, I'm not like tho-those girls." I shrug.

"Yes, I can feel it." Matt says and looks at me from head to toe. I don't see kindness in his eyes. Ugh, what was that?

"So are you ready Lucy? Can we go back downstairs and enjoy the party? "Cassie smiles.

I'm not enjoying this. It is the second time I come to a party and I must admit that this is the real hell. I still wonder what's so fun about this. It is always the same.