It's been a month since I last saw him and I still can't forget the fact that they didn't even take his body back. Dean doesn't deserve this. But I can change it. I know that I promised Sam not to do anything stupid, on the other hand I have nothing to lose anymore.
I took the duffel bag out of the closet, I load my gun with angel killing bullets and put it in my belt and hide my angel blade inside the jacket. I am actually wearing Dean's jacket because I figured out that it's warmer and more comfortable. I zip my bag and I leave it on the bed.
I go to the cellar and I take the ingredients I need for the spell.
Fruit from the tree of life ✓
Most holy man's blood ✓
Archangel's grace
Flashback
It's been a few hours since the boys left for apocalypse world and Lucifer is pissing me off from now. "So, (Y/N) , how would you feel of I told you that your boy, Deanno, slept with someone else while he and Sam were away for their last case?" he asks but I ignore him "Ok, you got me I'm lying. I just need attention" he says acting like a little kid. "Say something, I'm bored" he continues.
"Ok, let me talk then. Let me tell you how I'm planning on killing Castiel, then Sammy and then Dean. I'm thinking of doing slow, taking my time and enjoy it, you know? Just imagine how much are they going to scream when I rip the skin from their body--" "Shut up" I yell. I walk to him and I kneel down. "You are not gonna even touch them" I say. I take a little empty container from the shelf and I fill it up with some of his grace. "It might come in handy" I say and I get up. I hide the container in my room. "I'll go for a walk" I say to Rowena and I leave the bunker.
End of flashback
I knock the door of Sam's room. "Come in" he says and I do. "Hey, how are you doing?" he asks "I've been better. I was thinking of taking this day to myself, do a few masks, put cremes and stuff because I feel like I need it. This last month has been really hard for me" I say "And you need my permission? Of course you can do it (Y/N)" he says and I smile "I'm just letting you know because I don't want anyone to bother me" I say "Ok, got it. Have fun" he says and kisses my head "Thank you" I say and I go to the library.
And thankfully I find Cas there. "Hi Cas, how are you?" I ask and I sit next to him "Good, how are you?" "Better" "That's great. Do you need anything?" "I do actually" "I'm listening" "I'm trying to figure out some things about what happened to Dean. You were with the him in that tunnel" "Yes" "Where were you headed? And how long did you have to walk to go there?" "We were headed North following the road and got in the tunnel after 4 hours and 26 minutes of walking" "Ok, thanks Cas" I say and I go back to my room. I lock the door and I start performing the spell.
When rift opened, I started the clock. 24 hours, let's do this. I take my bag and I leave. I immediately landed on apocalypse world. I stand up and I started walking north.
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I've been walking for the last two hours trying to decide if what I'm doing is stupid or not. A noise from the tress caused me to stop. I took the gun out of my pocket and I turn around continuing to walk backwards. "Stay right there" I hear someone say behind me. No, it can't be. "Let the bag and the gun down" he orders. I throw my bag and my gun on the ground and I put my hands on my head. "I told you that if I see you again I'm gonna shoot you" he says and I can feel that he is walking closer. "Dean?" I whisper "Don't say my name" he says and I am fighting really hard to not let the tears fall.
I turn around and I finally look at him. He looked pissed and tired. His beard had grown and to be honest I'm not mad at it. "Dean, it's me (Y/N)" I say and I smile. "If you talk again, I'm gonna shoot you. I'm actually really tired of hearing you. I'm kinda surprised actually that you haven't made one of your tricks yet" "One of my-- What are you talking about? I haven't seen you since my birthday and I thought you were dead" I say. "Quit acting like (Y/N), we've been over this already" he yells.
Dean's POV
She is really in her role today. I can do this again. She looks like (Y/N) but she is not. She is not (Y/N). She is not (Y/N). She is not (Y/N). She is a freaking angel that knows my weak spot. She's been playing with me for three weeks now and I'm tired. She is wearing this world's (Y/N)'s body and she tricked me once the first time I saw her but I'm not letting it happen again.
"Dean, I really have no idea what you're talking about" she says and a tear escapes from her watery eyes. She's making it really hard this time. But it has to end. I lift my gun a bit higher and I shoot her right in the chest.
"Wow, I didn't think you would do this" I hear her voice again but it was coming from behind me and in the same time I can see her laying in front of me. "She came from your world to save you and you killed her" she says and laughs. I turn around and I look at her. "No, I..." "Yes, you did. You killed her and--" I shoot her before she could say more. I see her as the light faints and then I turn to (Y/N). My (Y/N). I throw my gun to the ground and I walk to her. I kneel down next to her and I can feel a tear streaming down my cheek.
Your POV
I wake up taking a deep breath. I immediately put my hands on my chest that was hurting like hell. "(Y/N)?" Dean asks and that's when I noticed him sitting next to me. "I'm sorry, I thought that..." he starts saying "It's ok, it's a good thing I came prepared" I say and I lift my t-shirt showing him my bulletproof vest. He immediately hugs me and I hug him back.
"I missed you so much" he says "I missed you too" I say and I pull away "By the way, how are you alive? I thought you died in that tunnel" I say and I cup his face with my hands. "I didn't. When they were dragging me with them, I was able to get away but I had to hide for a while. When I left it was too late. I tried to go back and find the rift but it was gone". "I love you" I say and I kiss him "I love you too".
We get up from the ground "Is that my jacket?" he asks "Yes, mine was a little tight with the vest underneath" "Again, I'm so sorry (Y/N). I could have killed you" "It's ok, I get why you did it. Let's just forget it" I say and he nods. I bent over and take my bag and gun from the ground. I get up and but something falls from my pocket. That moment Dean bents too to get his gun. And he freezes when he sees what fell from me. "I'm sorry, I know I wasn't supposed to find it but--" I say but he interrupts me by kissing me. I really missed the feeling of his lips on mines. We stand up without breaking the kiss.
He pulls away and gets down in one knee. "No... Dean, you don't need to do this if you don't feel ready" "You think that I would buy this ring if I wasn't ready? (Y/N) I love you so freaking much, more than I ever thought I could love someone. I fall in love with you more and more each day. You're my light and you give me a reason to keep on fighting, to smile when I wake up and before I go to bed. You're my everything. So, (Y/N), will you marry me?" he finally asks "Of course I am" I say and I kneel down to kiss him.
We pull away and he slides the ring in my finger. I take a moment to look at how it looks on my hand "You like it?" he asks "I love it" "It looks a lot better when you wear it" he says and I smile at him. "We should go. And I have to find a way to explain it to Sam" I say "He doesn't know you're here?" "Of course he doesn't. You think he would let me come?" "True" he says and we start walking back.
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Sam's POV
"Sam!" I hear Cas yell and I got o find him. He was standing out of (Y/N)'s room. "What happened?" I ask "There is a weird energy coming from (Y/N)'s room. It's very similar to the energy of the rift and earlier this morning she was asking me about where we were headed when we passed the rift" he says "You think..." "Yes". I knock on the door "(Y/N)!" I call but there is no answer. I kick the door and it opens revealing the rift.
(Y/N) comes out of the rift. "Sam, I can explain" she says and then I see Dean. "What...?" "It's a long story Sam" she says and I look back at Dean. "Hi Sammy" Dean says and I hug him.
Your POV
It's been a couple of hours since we came back and I am waiting for Dean to get out of the shower so we can tell everybody about the engagement.
"Ready?" he asks "Always" I say and I kiss him. "I see that you shaved" "Yes. Do you like me more with beard?" "Well, the beard was kinda sexy" I say and he chuckles.
We went to the kitchen were Cas and Sam were. "I'm gonna go bring mom" Dean says and kisses my cheek before he leaves. I look at Sam and Cas. "I'm sorry for what I did. I just thought that I have already lost him and he didn't deserve to be dumped like this" I say "I get it, really" Sam says "I actually wanted to do this so bad but I was missing the last ingredient" he continues "I had saved a bit of Lucifer's grace when he was tied in case something happened. I'm so glad you are not mad at me" I say and I hug him "Of course I'm not" he says and hugs me back.
"Ok, now that we are all here, (Y/N) and I wanted to say something" Dean says "We are getting married" I say and Dean shows the ring on my hand. "Finally" Sam says and we chuckle "Congratulations" Mary says and hugs me and Dean. "Congratulations guys" Cas says. "How about we celebrate tonight?" Mary asks "I will make dinner" she continues "And I'll help you" I say "And we'll in the library" Dean says. We kiss and the boys leave from the kitchen. "So, when is the babies coming" Mary asks "Ok, let's not hurry up" I say and she chuckles.
A/N: I wrote it as fast as I could and I know it sucks. Sorry guys but I'll come back with something better when I have more time♡