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Journal (thirsy?)

(I have failed you.... I tired to stay away from taekook but I couldn't 😔

AU; this is Taehyung's journal)

Monday, August 27th

The first full week of senior year has almost passed. I still can't believe I sit next to Jeon Jungkook in English. Since when did this hunk of meat wanna learn another language?? And no one told me he was so fucking hot up close?! I want to sit on his lap instead of this stupid green plastic chair. Ugh... his thighs are heaven and I wanna bite them so bad. But alas.. he has a girlfriend. Lame het *gag*

Tuesday, September 1st

I can't believe I got sick yesterday. Fucking cheap take out, smh. Not only did I miss vital assignments so early on in the year, but I didn't get to see Jeon Jungkook's handsome face??! Wtf! Jimin told me he wore a leather jacket yesterday... I am never calling in sick again.

Wednesday, September 2nd

Oh man he's wearing ripped jeans. Does he not understand how much he affects me??? Selfish brat. Ugh. I can see his thigh muscles flex when he sits down from across the cafeteria. English class is next... oh god.

Oh no he smells so good. So manly.... mmm I wanna lick his neck! Wait no, I want him to lick MY neck. Yeah. I want him to absolutely ruin me. Imagine that voice of his whispering dirty things in your ears.... a guy could dream.

Friday, September 11th

Update. I had a legit conversation with Jeon Jungkook. Surprisingly, I didn't stutter. I deserve a Grammy for that I think. AND I MADE THAT BRAT LAUGH. Well it was more like a "ha that's kinda funny lemme blow some air out of my nose and grin just a little" kind of thing but HE WAS SO HOT. I hope I never move my seat. Having conversations with Jeon Jungkook in broken English is the highlight of my entire life.

*Intense scribbles* He stopped at my locker today and gave me the pencil I let him borrow last week. I didn't think he'd give it back. He smiled omg. And he said my name AH. "Oh thank you so much Taehyung, this pencil was so precious to me oh I could kiss you for being so generous." Okay he didn't actually say it like that buT STILL! How am I going to survive this weekend without seeing his smile...

Monday, September 14th

THIS BRAT LAUGHED AT ME TODAY. And I would have internally fangirled over how absolutely adorable he sounded BUT I WAS IN REAL PAIN. HE COULD'VE HELPED ME. UGH. NOW I HAVE A BRUISE ON MY HIP. THAT FUCKER. :(

Tuesday, September 15th

Jeon Jungkook apologized for my bruise and gave me the rest of his chocolate milk from the vending machine. I am never washing this bottle. His lips touched it. MY lips touched it. And by transitive property, OUR LIPS TOUCHED. Math really is useful.

I can't stop thinking about how Jeon Jungkook looked when he gave me his choco moo moo juice. His eyes were so big and cute and he looked genuinely sorry for laughing at me yesterday. Sometimes I can't decide if I want him to pin me to a wall and fuck me or cuddle me and hold my hand. Maybe all of it. At the same time.

Wednesday, September 16th

Today I mustered up the courage to start a convo with Jeon Jungkook. He seemed interested in the topic I chose. I never pegged him to be the kind of guy who liked Minecraft but WHATEVER. Maybe I hope to play with him someday. MAYBE I wanna make a survival world with him. MAYBE I WANNA PUT OUR BEDS TOGETHER! *hmph* maybe I just really like him and wish he would really notice me...

Thursday, September 17th

I made a mess at lunch today and it was fucking embarrassing. Everyone looked at me and laughed. I hated it so much. But then in English class, Jeon Jungkook told me it wasn't my fault that Yoongi ran into me and knocked my tray over. And then he gave me his jacket. It didn't really match my outfit but I don't care. It was so warm and smelt so good. I gave it back to him before the day ended though... perhaps I still remember the feeling of him laying it on my shoulders hehe.