Revenge ft Namjin & VKook

Chapter 73 Seperation

"You still cheated behind his back, hyung! With your ex boyfriend at that, too!" Taehyung retorted. "I don't understand you. You claim to not hate him but you haven't forgiven him entirely, yet you allowed him to touch your body!"

Hoseok glance between the two nervously, sensing the air growing thick. "Yah-"

Jin bit his lip and looked the other way. "I can't help it, alright? He kissed me and it escalated from there. It's true that I haven't forgiven him officially since I still doubt him. I admit the whole thing is my fault because Namjoon wanted to stop but I persisted. I fucked up big time, I know that already."

Taehyung still isn't convinced but he refrains himself from lashing out at the elder. "So you still have feelings for Namjoon." Hoseok looks at Jin expectedly, already knowing the answer. Jin could only sigh and run his hand through his hair. At this point, he shouldn't even deny his feelings anymore and he nodded. "Yeah. I do. I don't think I ever stopped loving him really. He's my first love so it's hard to get over him."

"Then why did you agree to be Seung hyun's boyfriend in the first place?" Hoseok asked, leaning back against the couch.

"I was sort of thinking that if I gave him a chance, I'll be happier and create loving memories with him. You know, since Namjoon did me wrong and all. But I guess instead of being truthful, I lied to myself and to him." Jin groaned, covering half of his face with his hands. "I even avoided Namjoon since then because I got so scared. I knew that I'll have to face Seung hyun eventually to explain it to him and he's a smart man. I'm pretty sure he figured out that I still love Namjoon."

Taehyung and Hoseok gave him a sympathetic look, and then glance at each other. "Hyung, how about this? If both of them were stuck on an island, who would you save?," Hoseok asked.

"I'd save Namjoon because I'm scared he'll somehow magically hurt himself if he's in the water and I don't need him drowning on me. Seung hyun could swim and save himself," Jin answered back, as if it's the obvious thing in the world. Taehyung and Hoseok snorted, and eventually the three burst out laughing at the imagery before settling down back on the couches.

"But in all honesty hyung, if you had save one, who would you pick? Be completely honest," Taehyung spoke up.

"I don't see how this is going to help me solve the issue that's happening right now, Tae. Does it matter who I pick anyways?," Jin grumbles.

"Yes, it matters because who you choose to save first is the one you care/love the most then the other person. Now just answer the question, hyung. What is your heart saying?"

".......I want to save both so bad, I really do. I care about those two but the heart what it wants so I'm going with Namjoon." Jin frowned softly.

"Well then there you go. I suggest you go do some revaluation about your relationship with Seung hyun and maybe just end it. Hyung, don't tell us about how you "maybe do like him but it'll take time", because that's not going to happen. Not when your heart is still in love with Namjoon. So go to his house and talk to Seung hyung, let him know about your feelings, and then break up if necessary. Whatever happens, we'll be here to support you." Hoseok gave him a bright smile and Taehyung smiles along with him.

"Hyung, please think this through, ok? Seung hyun really likes you and holds good intentions for you. I don't know about Namjoon but I trust your judgement and if he really is a changed man, then I take your words for it. I'm just worried for you since you know...about what happened back in high school." Taehyung eyes him worriedly and Jin went over to hug his closest friends.