Chapter37:Meltdown

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Cole laid down on the floor while staring at the ceiling thinking how fucked up his life is.

He know he needs to control his anger but he can't since it always lead to something worse.

The amount of drugs and alcohol that he take doesn't help him at all.

Doesn't know why he can't fix his relationship when everything just end up being well shitty.

The doorbell rang and Cole didn't have the strength to move and get up to open the  front door.

He closed his eyes for a second and the front door was heard opened.

"Cole where are you?"

He knows that person could see that his living room was destroyed and if they go to the kitchen where Cole is right now then it is a mess as well.

He didn't move but heard the footsteps that was coming towards the kitchen.

"I really need stop letting my anger get a hold of me." Cole said.

He got up from the floor and sighed.

"I don't know why we can't trust each other and I mean she trust me but I don't trust her."

"Why don't you trust her?" Chandler asked.

"She has a friend which it is a guy that I feel like he has a crush on her but she doesn't know that."

"Cole are you jealous?"

Cole chuckled. "I am not jealous."

"It sound like you are."

"I am not jealous Aunt Chandler and if I was then-"

"Then what? She would react the same you did if it was the other way around right?"

"Yeah she would but like I have nothing against them being friends and did you or uncle Jude ever became jealous?"

"We did have some problems but there was no jealousy at all."

"I don't know what the point of me still being in a relationship with Maddie when I keep having thoughts."

"What thoughts?"

"I love Maddie like I do but I just don't see us being together forever and when I see long last relationships sometimes I just wonder why I can't even see with her."

"Cole be honest with me do you really love her?"

"I-actually know what I really need to clean the house, it is really a mess."

Cole went to go grab a broom and hoping to avoid the question that his aunt was asking him.

"Why are you avoiding the question?"

"I am not and besides Idon'treallyloveher."

Cole mumbled the last words that he said hoping that Chandler don't catch on.

"What did you say?"

" I don't love her anymore and I am not happy so is that what you want to hear?"

"If you are not happy then why are you still with her?"

"I don't know Aunt Chandler I don't know alright."

"You need to end it before it get worse."

"I mean it is getting worse, we are fighting and yelling every single day then acting like a perfect normal couple."

"Not all couples are perfect."

"Yeah I know and I am not the type to hit a woman anyway."

"Have you?"

"No I would never and besides that hole in that wall just happened after she left so I really need to control my anger and get that wall fixed."

"Your relationship is really unhealthy and you know but you won't admit it since you want to fix it so bad."

"I want to fix it and I do want it because I-damn I gotta stop saying I love her when I really don't anymore."

"You really need to think about your life decisions and also let's clean this place up."

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"I think we should go on vacation." Gabriella said.

"Where?" Justin asked while he was chewing on a apple.

"What about the Bahamas?" Cole asked

"That sound great." Sammy said.

"I remember the last time we went on vacation and it was too chaotic." Jonathan said.

"Well we almost missed our flight because of you, you misplaced our suitcases and tickets which I am pretty sure that Justin wanted to hurt you." Gabriella.

"It was an accident already and it wasn't my fault." Jonathan said.

"Yes it was and why are you lying?" Justin said.

"When will this trip because me and Maddie are going to couple therapy on Monday next week.

"Oh you guys still together that is crazy." Sammy said sarcastically and Justin chuckled.

Cole rolled his eyes. " Look I know you guys tired of my relationship but I want to make it work."

"Cole you said that many times and it never does work." Gabriella said.

"See Gabriella is not wrong and you my cousin are so delusional." Jonathan said.

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