Forever Is Real - Sirius Black x Reader

26 - Dumbass

"You- You're what?" Sirius stutters out. "No, this can't be happening. I mean, we were safe, every time we had sex we used protection." 

"I know, but I took a pregnancy test and it's positive." I say. 

"I- No." Sirius was clearly freaking out as much as I am. "Maybe it's wrong. You can't be pregnant, we're too young to have a baby." 

I stay silent as tears flow from my eyes. 

Sirius begins pacing the room, muttering to himself. 

I sit down on my bed, putting my head in my hands. I feel Sirius sit down beside me, gently placing his hand on my back. 

"Hey, it's okay, just relax." 

"How can I relax?!" I exclaim. "I'm freaking out, we're not ready to have a kid." 

"I know, but we'll figure it out. And there's options, we could keep the baby, put them up for adoption, abortion. Whatever you choose, I'm here for you." 

"I don't know," I say through tears. "What do you think we should do?" 

"It doesn't matter what I think."

"Yes it does, it's your baby too." 

"True, but your the one who'll have to go through the pregnancy and childbirth and I know I don't know much about that stuff but it seems awful. You shouldn't have to go through something like that if you aren't ready." 

"How are you so calm and reasonable right now?" I ask him. 

"Because you're freaking out and I know me freaking out wont help. Believe me though, I am internally freaking out, this is terrifying." 

I rest my head on his shoulder and he wraps an arm around me. 

"I want to keep the baby." I mutter quietly. 

"Okay," Sirius says. "We'll figure it all out, we'll get our own apartment once we leave Hogwarts and-" 

"Oh God." I mumble. 

"What?" Sirius asks concernedly. 

"How am I going to hide this pregnancy? I mean, pregnant people get huge, I know I wear a lot of baggy clothing but that probably wont work." 

"Calm down, we can use charms to hide the bump when it's necessary," Sirius says. "Don't worry. Besides, if people do find out and start saying anything about it we both know Lily will hex the crap out of them, and Marlene will gladly commit murder for you." 

I let out a small laugh. 

"You're right," I say. "Everything will be fine." 

"Exactly. Yes, it might be completely terrifying, but we can do this." 

I nod my head, cuddling closer to him. 

He tightly wraps his arms around me. 

"I love you." He says. 

"I love you too." I respond. 

"So, Lily knows?" He asks, releasing me from the hug. I nod. "Soo..." 

"Yes, you can go tell James." I say, knowing what he was wanting. 

"Thank you," He says, kissing me before standing up. "Wanna tell him together?" 

"Sure." I shrug, following him out of the room and down to the common room. 

"Do you think Lily might've already told him?" Sirius asks as we walk down.